" The titan is approaching ! " one soldier screams out.
Suddenly I felt still, utterly locked in place - it's time, still thousands of thoughts are racing through my head as I try to focus on the task on hand.
" Mia! " Hange calls out to me, I go to her as we both stand ready in position.
" Are you afraid mi Moo? " Hange asks, though her voice was filled with seriousness, a tone I only heard during such times I can still feel her vibrating with excitement.
Freak
" Or do you not care~ " she sings, mocking me.
" shut up four eyes " I command, folding my arms. Which now I realize was a big mistake.
" Oh my beautiful titan baby! You're turning into shorty!! " she squeals, quickly the other cadets around us shush Hange - but it's not enough to stop her of course, i mean I'm the one with the ability but yet it seems her screams are louder than mine.
" Hange, shut it. " i flick her arms off me like mere flys as they drop to her side, a slight pout growing on her face.
Hange starts giggles profusely, I cock my head to the side eyeing the crazy scientist in front of me who I'd now call one my closest friends.
Strange how I came into the military not caring about anyone and here I am, caring about everyone just like promised I wouldn't.
But of course my mother just had to get her away, ' never stop smiling ' she said, and now here I am unable to stop the monstrosity growing on my face others call a 'smile '
I allow the smile to pass at how happy it made Hange seeing Levi and I mimic each other, but soon Hanges giggles come to a halt and she frowns at me
" Mia? " she asks, sorrow filling her voice.
" uh, what is it? " I swear it seems as though everybody changes their attitude quicker than Sasha eats bread.
" can you repeat the plan to me? " I raise my eyebrow at her, I know the plan and I'm sure she does too - she hasn't stopped speaking about it since Erwin planned it.
" Hange - " I begin to say but she cuts me off
" Mia, what is the plan? " she beams down to me , I furrow my brows at her
What's up with her ?
" Eren's going to t- " I begin to say
" No, say it faster! You should know it off by heart ! " she grips my shoulders aggressively.
" Okay okay! Eren transforms and then throws me into the- " I rush my self barely finishing each word as my mouth tries to keep up with my mind
" INTO THE WHAT? " she starts yelling at me, shaking my shoulders - my eyes widen not in fear but in a sudden desperation to get the hell out of there.
" into the titans mouth! And then i use my ability to implode the titan while exploding the bombs! " I finish rapidly.
She stares at me wide eyed -
" and then Mia? Tell me dammit! "
Confusion has completely covered my face, like a dark cloud blinding the sun - my eyes search her's as I desperately look for the answer she's so frantic to find.
" Hange, you know the plan - I don't unders- "
" Mia for fuck sake! Just tell me what happens after ! " her grip tightens on my shoulder and starts to hurt, I can feel the eyes of my comrades all watching us.
" Section commander, maybe you should- " Sasha tries to interject.
" Leave Braus! That's an order! " she yells back at Sasha, her eyes not leaving mine.
" Tell me Amelia! " she continues to yell.
" I-I go inside the titan and use my ability and once I have set off the bombs I use my ability once more to blast me out of there ! " I shut my eyes awaiting her wrath.
" and then? " she mumbles, her hands still attached to me.
" then Jean will catch me. " I finish. What's going on with her? Hanges breathing starts to dampen and she sinks but continues to leave her hands on my shoulders.
" and you are ? " she asks, she clumps up my shirt, holding it between her fingers.
" Hange, we have a missi- " I try to stop but she shakes me hard
" And you are?! " she yells to me
"I'm Mia? Hanges what's going on?" I ask, trying to pull myself away
" No! WHAT ARE YOU! " she screams to me
" I don't know what you want from me! "
" Mia! What are you!? " she yells again her face inches from mine and I can feel the terror radiating from her.
" a-Alive? " I stutter, Hanges eyes soften at my obvious confusion.
" Yes, so you better follow the plan Mia - Levi, he... " her hands don't drop from mine but instead her eyes move from me to the corporal, whose meters away - he probably hasn't even noticed this brutal exchange.
" he what? Hange. " I ask
What does Levi have to do with her acting so weird? I thought all it took was titans...
Her eyes return to mine, and her grip intensifies. " Mia.. " she trails off
" Levi, he's lost so many people and to be honest after Isabel, Furlen and even Petra... I didn't think he'd ever allow himself to love again. "
I squint my eyes at her, wanting her to continue - curious of what she has to say.
" but then you came along.. with your weird shirt thing and your terrible attitude and -"
Excuse me?
My attitude may be poor but my shirt looks great unlike theirs.
" - and you gave him light in his darkness, look I'm not good with words but Mia.. please don't break shorty, I mean you see how he holds his cups and it's all because one broke - " she continues, her eyes dropping down. I'm taken in by her words, utterly intrigued.
I gave him light.
" im scared if you die.. Levi will break and Mia, he can't hold himself like he can hold a cup. He- he can't - " she starts to choke back, tears steaming her glasses
" he can't live in the darkness again, at least now without you to be his light out. "
My heart tightens, and I all I want is to run to him.
I love him.
And I won't die.
Not today- not ever, because as long as Levi Ackerman's heart is beating so will mine.
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Suddenly a loud roar echos through, and cracks start growing throughout sending the rest of cadets stumbling to their feet.
" ITS HERE! THE TITAN HAS ENGAGED! "