high hopes | brendon urie

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"if i killed myself tonight, the stars would still appear, the sun would still come out, the earth would stil... Lebih Banyak

1: the sad girl
2: goodbye alexa
3: adjusting
4: talking to brendon
5: "can i bring my girlfriend?"
6: alexas secret
7: janice
8: riley visits
9: a depression day
10: hating herself
11: riley finds out
12: an apology
13: uncomfortable
14: a day out
15: opening up
16: relief
17: alexa can sing but preferes not to
18: trust
19: "i love my mom"
20: first kiss
21: a hole
22: the date
23: loved
24: seeing her
25: heartbroken
26: daniel is cool
27: dylan is a realist
28: i fucking love being bi
29: forgiving
30: ian is a fucking cunt
31: meltdown
32: scared
33: hurting
34: letting him in
35: becoming closer
36: being strong
37: i dont take ur shit
38: a hard choice
39: tony
40: this is my story
41: back to school
43: hidden feelings
44: confessing
45: girlfriends
46: a date
47: birthday
48: the real truth
49: mornings with riley
50: im fucking important
51: what do you do in here?
52: im a sad little bitch
53: breakfast with brendon
54: rileys here!
55: date #2
56: I AM ME
57: alexa is getting better!!
58: AN
59: stream that shit
60: heartbroken
61: fakin' it
62: brendon finds out
63: broken
64: breaking down
65: tony & stiles love ya
66: seeing her
67: coming clean
68: i have the best dad ever
69: im going to fucking heal
70: rileys return
71: riley tries again
72: rileys attempt
73: alexas note
74: being difficult
75: tony talks to alexa
76: janice won't give up
77: alexas crush
78: i like him okay?
79: stiles finds out
80: stiles realises his mistake
81: janice's last try
82: riley helped alexa
83: i miss her
84: i have a boyfriend
85: stalexa
86: that was a flop
87: i think im gay
88: being there for riley
89: i still like her
90: im gay
91: two happy girls
92: alexa is 19
93: lesbians meets lesbian
94: i want to marry your daughter
95: high hopes

42: a year

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i awoke the next morning and looked at the date.

wait a sec.

i've been here for a year? what?

"have i been here for a year?" i typed to sarah. "Yea" she replied. oh.

"oh fuck lol" i responded.
"Get your ass down pls"
"no"
"Yea"
"im lazy"
"We know"

i sighed and slid out of bed. i took my hair out of its weird hairstyle and fluffed it up. i looked at my pjs. a kehlani t shirt and black bottoms. my face was sticky. oh fuckźi looked in the mirror - i slept in make up!

to be fair i came home and went to sleep.

i went to the bathroom and washed and cleansed my face. then i headed downstairs.
"happy one year!" brendon sang and hit his high note.
"geez" i yawned. then i hugged him tiredly. "im bored. im helping. try and stop me" i said to him.
"i wont" he smiled fondly.
"good"

we headed to the kitchen to give sarah a hand (she got a hug too). we soon had some nice breakfast to eat.
"is it a thing to be half happy half sad?" i asked suddenly.
"yup" brendon responded.
"totally" sarah added. "mixed emotions"
"is there a way to be 100% happy?" i said as i finished my food.
"take a shower, put on your favourite clothes and do your make up" sarah suggested.
"im on it"

after showering and drying my hair i got ready into a pink oversized swearer and black wide jeans. i brushed my hair and decided to curl it a little. i then sat at my make up table and put some eye liner on. i filled my eye brows in and brushed mascara onto my eye lashes. i got my highlight and swept it under my brow bones, on my cheek bones, on my nose and cupids bow.

i got my phone out and took a mirror selfie and captioned it:

@alexaurie: i look good wow

i then went downstairs.
"i look good wow" i commented, sitting down. "well you better get your bag as we're going out" sarah said. "where?" i asked.
"we cant say" brendon smiled.
"well i wont tell you...oh fuck it imma get my bag"
i got my mini black kanken and put my things inside. i slung it over my shoulder and headed back downstairs.

brendon was driving. sarah turned the radio on and ariana grande was playing. i typed away on my phone to jake as brendon sang along and sarah listened. the car stopped and i saw that we were at an animal shelter.
"is this my new home?" i joked. brendon scoffed playfully and got out of the car. sarah did too.

we walked inside and sarah covered my eyes carefully. brendon took my hand and they both led me to where we were going. i heard doors, gates and animal noises.

"okay. 3, 2, 1!"

sarah took her hands away and i gasped. at my feet were a bunch of kittens!
"holy shit" i was so shocked. "how- what-holy shit this is so cute" why was i shocked? i don't know.
"you like 'em?" sarah giggled.
"is it even legal to have this much...cuteness...in a small space?"

i fucking love kittens. i like puppies too okay? BUT KITTENS HOLY SHIT.

"brendon im keeping them all" i said as i picked up a small black one.
"in your dreams" he smiled, snapping photos of me.
li'll stuff it in my bra if i have to" i shot back. "she sounds serious" sarah pointed out.

cats
make
me
happy

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