Niti rushed out of his apartment all hurt. She hid her face with the stoll and was standing by the road waiting for the cab. The cab took 10 mins to arrive and Niti was restlessly tapping her foot. The car arrived before sitting in to the cab she gave a glance towards Parth's balcony, he was standing there watching Niti. There eyes met and there hearts pained. she knew that he needs time but she has waited for long now; he knew that she was hurt and he has hurt her too bad this time.
Niti's trance was broken by the honking of the cab when the driver said " Madam kab se pooch raha hoon kahan jana hai, aap bata hi nahi rahe ho" Niti wiped her eyes and told him the location. Parth saw Niti leaving and his eyes were on the cab till it vanished from his eyes. as soon as he returned to his room the hollowness of his house killed him which was filled with Niti's giggles a few mins earlier.
He stood before the mirror this time to vent out everything that was within him, vent out the things he did not want even Niti to know because he knew that it would break her more. He wanted to say it aloud to himself what was actually within him. He saw his image in the mirror; he looked in to his own eyes and questioned himself " Do I really think that Niti will betray me?" and this question literally churned his stomach but he still continued " Is vikas Gupta using Niti to get through me?". he pulled his hair in frustration "aahh... everything was so fine. Why ? Why Niti had to go to him. will she hurt me too?" he banged his fist on the wall " what am i thinking? if this happens what will i do? it was difficult to gather myself already but was she not the one who fixed me then why will she break me again?"
he looked at his image in the mirror and questioned himself "was she not the one who brought back charlie? ,was she not the one who forgave you each time?, was she not the one who gathered you when you were breaking?, how will i tell her that i have a doubt on you? , what will she think if i do not patch up with vikas ; will she judge me?. she loves me enough to lower her guards and come to me but do i love her enough? see i am doubting on her. when everything and everyone seemed fake she came with a ray of hope...." parth smiled and said " My doll...my lovely doll" . By now he was so confused and afraid of his thoughts; he was blaming himself for not trusting her because for him she had become the epitome of love and trust and if she leaves him he will be shattered again. He was getting angry now and in his anger he was going to punch the mirror but he stopped..he stopped as he saw the reflection of a white dream catcher hanging on his window that was gifted by his doll.
he turned and moved towards the window and took the dream catcher down in his hands. he touched it and he felt peace. His memory took him to the person who had gifted him this dream catcher.
Parth's POV
It was the starting days of the shoot when me and niti had started jelling up and that meherzan fiasco happend where Niti had assured him that she will bear his monsterous side. The other day she had brought him this dream catcher. he still could remember her words " Parth, you are a brave man; you know what you want out of life and not every one knows that. Remember that no one has the power to break you nor make. even if at any point of time you think that your closest person will deceive you then just be strong ,let the time pass by and let it heal you because it was you who brought yourself out of all the down falls. Its just that make peace with your past. And rest all are to make you more stronger."
Parth was now smiling like a fool ...."Oh Niti ! my doll I Love you so much. Today, I got to know one thing that you are not just my lover ; you are my saviour, my shining armour and yes your Parth is strong very strong enough to fight for him and fight for us. we share the most purest bond, the bond that's divine but wait...oh fuck! how am i gonna make up for my angry tigress. she must be crying, must be really mad at me. ufff ! what have i done?" . Parth questioned himself " woh man to jayegi na? haan kyu nahi manegi i will ask her to forgive me One Last time" and Parth started his mission to Manofy his angry tigress.
writers POV
Our Past always haunts us. You are happy ; you are enjoying everything in life and suddenly one bad moment and There comes a point when our past demons take full charge and trouble us to extreme. trust issues, commitment issues, anger issues and what not come to embrace you to take you deep in the darkness. Its okay to be depressed , its okay to be nervous, its completely fine to be afraid this only shows that you are a normal human being.
Niti's Appartment
"Stupid, idiot, Monkey, asshole....aaggrrhhh i just want to kill this man. how can he ask me to leave his house. aise hi bol diya leave me alone". Niti was yelling at the top of her voice and her mom and sis were just listening to her since an hour. she was swearing and abusing him with full right on him. Niti's mom came to her and patted her hair and asked to relax "Niti, please atleast tell us what has happend? why are you so angry on that poor boy" that was it Niti started yelling again " Poor boy ! gadha hai woh. and you dont take his side he is the stupidest person i have ever met in my life" Niti's mom took her hand in hers and again asked her lovingly " are you annoyed because he asked you to leave his house. did you feel insulted?" Niti looked towards her mom nodding her head negatively " No mom its not that. i am not angry because he asked me to leave but i am angry because i knew he needed me there. still that stupid, idiot chose to push me away" Niti's mom looked at her in confusion " matlab?" Niti said " Mom me and parth have a very deep connection. i come to know when he needs me , when he is in pain and when he is troubled. That idiot must be thinking and planning something to torture himself. You know na how difficult it was to stay away from him all these years , he still chooses to push me. doesnt he know that i cannot see him in pain. abhi baitha hoga , soch raha hoga yeh kya kar diya maine. i know must be repenting a lot.Must be planning to manofy me but i am not going to listen to him this time. i am not giving him any chance this time. i am angry ..very angry" with that she hugged her mom and slept keeping her head on her lap. Her mom was really worried but not for Niti but for the poor soul who will have to bear her anger. she silently prayed for parth to give strength to face Niti.
Parth qucikly got ready and left to bring his doll back to him. He purchased some flowers and brownies for her on the way. After half an hour he reached Niti's place and started ringing the door bell. He was preparing himself to face the tigress but his face went pale when he saw her mother standing in front of her. he had literally forgot about her parents visiting her. he gave a nervous smile to her mother and gave her the flowers " Hello Aunty ! how are you?" she smiled at him " I am good but you dont look good" now he knew he was in deep trouble. He scratched his head and said " okay, accha aunty mein chalta hoo" he was about to turn when her mother caught hold of his hand and dragged him inside and made him sit on the couch.
Niti's sister Aditi was feeding Niti's neice Zara . He smiled at Zara and Zara kind of liked Parth. He waved at her and gave his hand for friendship "friends???" and she happily took his hand in hers " friends...". Aditi raised her eye brow seeing towards her mother and Niti's mom introduced him " Aditi he is that stupid , idiot, monkey , aaaaa......you know who right" and she nodded her head in understanding " oh accha..he is that stupid , idiot , monkey , aaaa....." parth now understood whose words they were repeating , he innocently said "Let me complete yes, I am that asshole that broke My beautiful dolls heart" . Listening to his confession niti's mother and sister smiled at each other "Aditi bada brave baccha hai yeh sidhe sherni ke ghar aaya hai lets pray for him" with that they both hi-fied each other and here parth was like "darao mat yaar" and they all started laughing .
Listening to their laughter Niti's sleep got disturbed. she came out rubbing her eyes and when she saw Parth her anger was on 7th sky now. she took long strides towards him and held his collar. Parth got shocked on this sudden attack. She clutched his collar in her hands and said looking in to eyes " why are you here? kyu aaye ho? alone time poora ho gaya tumhara? itni jaldi....haa socha hoga Niti ro rahi hogi bechari thoda sympathy jata doonga toh maan jayegi. Listen very loud and clear Mr. Samthaan is baar Niti nahi manegi. you toh dont want me naa...you asked me to leave naa okay this time i have left you will never return to you...." Niti stopped her ranting when he held her shoulders and looked at her with painful eyes " tumhe pata bhi hai kya bol rahi ho? never ever utter those words. Please give forgive me one last time..please"
Niti got drowned in his beautiful eyes and moved her fingers to release the frown on his forehead but stopped herself when his words echoed in her mind. she jerked him away and looked at her mother who was hiding behind Aditi scared of her daughter " so you must be the one to bring your poor soul here" she nodded negatively. Niti saw the flowers and the brownies. she threw the flowers in the dustbin and gave the brownies to adore her dog. she was about to lash at Parth when Zara came in between "Maasi dont scold my friend please. he is very good" Parth smiled at Zara and she kissed him on his cheek. Niti was astonished to see that he had taken half of her family on his side. She angrily went inside the room yelling " ask this moneky to go or else I will kill him" before Her mother could say anything he held her hand and said " Aunty , I cannot live without her. but do not worry mein usko mana loonga " with that he left her house.
Niti's mood was really upset that how could he do that ? after all that he did he has guts to come here but she was also smiling remembering the faces he was making seeing her angry. Her mom entered the room and seeing her smiling she came near her but niti hid her smile. Her mom patted her hair " Niti, he is genuinely sorry. look this is not the last time he will goof up, he has a scary past that will haunt him again and again but you have to be stronger for him for both of you" Niti understood what her mom said but she was too adamant this time. Niti wanted to run away from his thoughts so she decided to go with her friends and sister to Bombay Adda her favorite place where stebbin had a concert.
She was having her time with her sister and friends. for the world she was dancing and enjoying on the songs but her heart was with her man. she was listening to the music when a hand clutched her shoulder. she turned to see the person and was shocked to see parth standing their with a smirk. he came near her ear and whispered " Dekho Niti if you dont want to create scene here come with me chup chap and if you dont agree i will carry you on my shoulders right in front of every one" Niti pushed parth " I am not coming with you come what may" parth looked at her sister and she did a thumbs up " jao le jao ise waise bhi dil aur dimag to tumhare paas hi hai..." before Niti could react she was dragged out by him from the back door of the club...
Longest update ever. I was very keen on showing Parth's bonding with Niti's family. His bonding with Zara. Now Parth has to make it up for Niti and he is gonna to it sensuously.....let's see what plans he has made for Niti . Even I am aware he has kept it secret...