deep feelings • j.m.

By _LayXLay_

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"Tina you have to run faster!" Jason yelled at me. I honestly tried to run faster, but my legs were giving up... More

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Justin & Hailey
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eighteen

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By _LayXLay_

•Tina•

Week later

Today was my mom and dads anniversary, I was in the backyard with Josh, Cecelia, Carmen, Jason, and Shawn.

I thought it was just going to be us five, but after Shawn and I hung out last week Josh and him talked and invited him to come. Jason was pissed, because he doesn't like Shawn at all.

"Hey baby girl?" Jason came up behind me and whispered in my ear. I turned around and looked at him.

"Yeah?"

"Tell Shawn to stop looking at you or he has another thing coming."

"Jason stop he's not bothering you, so leave him alone." Jason sat in the chair next to me glaring at Shawn.

"So Jason are you and my little sister a thing now?" Josh asked with his arms crossed looking Jason and I.

"Umm yes we are, did you not tell your brother?" he whispered the last part to me.

"No." I whispered back to him, he kind of looked mad that I didn't tell my brother but he let it go.

"I'll be back I have to use the restroom." Shawn said and left.

We were all indulged in conversation about nothing, and my phone started to ring.

"Hello?" I said and waited for the person to say something, but all I heard was breathing.

"Hello!!"

"I know something that you don't know." The person on the other line said and hung up.

Weird.

Shawn came back outside, and smiles at me and I smiled back.

"Baby girl you alright?" Jason asked me and placed his hand on top of mine. I nodded and he kissed my hand.

"When are going to the grave?" I asked Josh, because I want to put flowers down on their grave and talk to them.

"We can go now, who's all coming?" Josh asked getting up out of his seat.

Jason got up and Cecelia and Carmen got up.

"I'll catch up with you guys later, I have to go home and pick something up," Shawn told me well us left.

We all got in our cars, Jason got in with me, and Cecelia and Carmen left with Josh.

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We arrived at the grave sight and walked to my parents grave. Jason was holding my hand the entire time while we walked to the graves.

I squatted down low, and put my hand on my parents grave.

"Happy anniversary mom and dad, I know that you guys are probably doing your guys thing in heaven." I chuckled thinking what they would be doing right now. My mom would be dancing and cooking food, while dad would be calling me asking me what should he get for mom. Thinking about that made me tear up. I sat down on the green grass and placed their flowers on their grave.

"I miss them so much..." I sniffed and cried out, Jason sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I placed my head on his shoulder and cried more.

"I wish I could hear my mom and dads voice again, I wish I could have one more conversation just one more." Jason hand was massaging the side of my head playing with my hair.

"I know how you feel, I can't tell you that it'll get better, because it doesn't." Jason kissed the side of my head and we got up off the ground.

"let's go it's getting dark." we walked back to the car and I got into the driver side and Jason in the passenger side. When I got in the my phone started ringing again.

"Jason can you answer it for me." He said yeah and answered it.

"Hello?" Jason said, he was quiet for a minute, so I looked at him. "Who is it Jason?" I asked him he gave me a wait a second look and put his finger up.

"Who the hell is this and why are you calling my girl phone?" He said in a pissed off tone, I looked at him waiting for something to happen, I don't know what but something.

"If I find out you're calling my girl phone again, I'll kill you myself, and that's a promise." my eyes widen and I looked at Jason wondering what happen.

Jason hung up the phone put in down in his lap. I pulled up in the driveway, and he got out the car, so I got out the car to follow him.

"Jason what happened? Who was that? Why are you so angry?" I was throwing question after question, Jason was walking up to my room I just wanted to know what happened.

I sat down on my bed waiting for Jason to say something he was just being silent and I hate that.

"Do you think your brother would care if I stayed here for the night?" Jason finally spoke. "If you don't mind me asking, why do have to stay, who they hell was on that phone that got you so pissed off."

"Someone called talking about I know what you did? Shit I don't even know what I did? He was like keep a close eye on your girl if you really love her, so I went off on that ass."

"Some person called me earlier saying I know something you don't, I didn't think much of it so I just let it go." I told Jason crossing my legs on my bed, he sat down next to me.

"Why didn't you tell me this?" he sounded a little pissed, but I don't really care.

"Because like I said I didn't think much of it." my phone beep and I looked down, I got a text from Josh, I slide the screen and typed in my password to see what he said.

"I'm staying at Cecelia house are you good by your self or is Jason staying with you? either way I won't be home." the text said.

"Yeah Jason is staying and Ok Love you night." I replied and he said he love me back and the conversation was over.

"Well Josh isn't coming home, but he knows you are here." I told him.

Jason reached in his back pocket and looked at him while he was doing it, he pulled out a gun my eyes widen I got scared for a second.

"Jason what are you doing with that gun?" I asked him and scooted back away from a little.

"I'm not going to shoot you baby girl, I could never do that." He said putting the gun on my nightstand.

"Why do you have that gun Jason?"

"Baby I'm in a gang I'm just not going to not carry a gun with me." I still forgot what his job is sometimes.

"Hey I might just teach you how to shoot it." That actually sounded like fun, I always wanting to go one of those shooting ranges.

"That sounds like fun."

"And if you're my girlfriend you need to learn how to shoot." I laughed at him "oh shut up."

I got up and went to my closet to get some night wear, I grabbed my purple shorts and a black graphic tee. I took off my clothes forgetting that I have a guy in my room, "Damn baby girl your body is beautiful," he got up and walked towards me and smirked.

"Damn I'm lucky to have you." his hands gripped my waist and pulled me towards his body.

"And I'm lucky to have you." I told him and kissed his lips, and smiled.

Jason leaned back down started kissing my neck,  I wrapped my arms around his neck Jason grabbed my thighs and picked me up, and placed me on the bed.

I couldn't get enough of Jason's kisses. Every time I kissed him my stomach would get butterfly's. Tingles would run up and down my body.

Jason hands roamed around my body. He stop kissing my neck and kissed my lips, my hands on his cheeks.

Being with Jason made me feel so safe, and so loved and I'm glad he's my first boyfriend.

Our kiss we so intense, my hands went inside his shirt, and I took off his shirt.

I flipped us over and straddled Jason, and started kissing on his neck, and started tracing up and down on his sides. Jason moaned and it was the hottest thing ever, I pulled back and kissed his lips.

Jason squeezed my butt, and I squealed at his actions.

"God I need you so bad," he said and I just started kissing his jaw line.

"We should stop, because I'm getting a little too excited and I know you're not ready." I felt down on his lower region getting confidence for some reason.

"Ahh don't do that baby girl!" He said and pushed my hand away I laughed at him.

"Now I have to fix my little problem, thanks Tina." He said.

"Sorry?" I laughed.

"I be back," he leaned down and kissed me on the lips and walked towards my bathroom, but stopped once he was near the door.

"Unless... You want to help me out with my little problem?"

"Eww no go away Jason," I threw my pillow at him, and he caught it and laughed.

"I'm kidding."

"No you're not! Go fix your problem I can see it from here." I said shaking my head at Jason and he went to the bathroom.

A/N: Tina stop teasing him lol, I know I'm late and the what do you mean video tho. And have you heard the song Maria I'm drunk by Travis Scott ft justin bieber? Good stuff

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