Today was my mom and dads anniversary, I was in the backyard with Josh, Cecelia, Carmen, Jason, and Shawn.
I thought it was just going to be us five, but after Shawn and I hung out last week Josh and him talked and invited him to come. Jason was pissed, because he doesn't like Shawn at all.
"Hey baby girl?" Jason came up behind me and whispered in my ear. I turned around and looked at him.
"Tell Shawn to stop looking at you or he has another thing coming."
"Jason stop he's not bothering you, so leave him alone." Jason sat in the chair next to me glaring at Shawn.
"So Jason are you and my little sister a thing now?" Josh asked with his arms crossed looking Jason and I.
"Umm yes we are, did you not tell your brother?" he whispered the last part to me.
"No." I whispered back to him, he kind of looked mad that I didn't tell my brother but he let it go.
"I'll be back I have to use the restroom." Shawn said and left.
We were all indulged in conversation about nothing, and my phone started to ring.
"Hello?" I said and waited for the person to say something, but all I heard was breathing.
"I know something that you don't know." The person on the other line said and hung up.
Shawn came back outside, and smiles at me and I smiled back.
"Baby girl you alright?" Jason asked me and placed his hand on top of mine. I nodded and he kissed my hand.
"When are going to the grave?" I asked Josh, because I want to put flowers down on their grave and talk to them.
"We can go now, who's all coming?" Josh asked getting up out of his seat.
Jason got up and Cecelia and Carmen got up.
"I'll catch up with you guys later, I have to go home and pick something up," Shawn told me well us left.
We all got in our cars, Jason got in with me, and Cecelia and Carmen left with Josh.
We arrived at the grave sight and walked to my parents grave. Jason was holding my hand the entire time while we walked to the graves.
I squatted down low, and put my hand on my parents grave.
"Happy anniversary mom and dad, I know that you guys are probably doing your guys thing in heaven." I chuckled thinking what they would be doing right now. My mom would be dancing and cooking food, while dad would be calling me asking me what should he get for mom. Thinking about that made me tear up. I sat down on the green grass and placed their flowers on their grave.
"I miss them so much..." I sniffed and cried out, Jason sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. I placed my head on his shoulder and cried more.
"I wish I could hear my mom and dads voice again, I wish I could have one more conversation just one more." Jason hand was massaging the side of my head playing with my hair.
"I know how you feel, I can't tell you that it'll get better, because it doesn't." Jason kissed the side of my head and we got up off the ground.
"let's go it's getting dark." we walked back to the car and I got into the driver side and Jason in the passenger side. When I got in the my phone started ringing again.
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deep feelings • j.m.Fanfiction
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