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I jolted up from my slumber, from a Big Bang down stairs. First thing that came to mind was that someone was breaking in the house.

I jumped out of bed, and ran for the gun under the dresser. I heard footsteps coming up the stairs. My heart was beating out of my chest, my breathing becoming really heavy. I hid behind beside the dresser.

I footsteps neared the door, and paused. Ever since the thing with Shawn I've been paranoid. The person at the door slowly twisted the knob, and pushed the door open.

I held the gun down waiting for the person to fully walk in. I saw their shadow by the bed, that's when I slowly rose from the ground pointing the gun at them. I probably look like a madwoman, but I didn't care I felt like my life was in danger.

I cocked the gun, and the person must of heard, because the turned around. They turned on the switch, and light came, and I squeezed my eyes, because of how bright the light was.

"What the hell Tina?" I recognize the voice, and I open my eyes.

"Are you trying to kill me?" I shook my head no, but then finally spoke.

"No, no I thought someone was breaking into the house, and I grabbed the gun, and waited I was scared." I told Jason, I uncocked the gun and put it down.

Jason walked towards me, and wrapped his arms around my waist, and pulled me into his chest, he smelled so amazing I could stay in this position forever.

"I'm sorry I should have called you and told you I was on my way," I shook my head.

"No babe it's fine, so how was the mission did it go as planned?"I asked pulling away from his toned chest.

"Yeah, it went as planned we got our money, and drugs...but I don't care about that right now, what I'd like to know is why'd you send me that picture?" He asked me I couldn't read his face I couldn't tell if he was mad or sad, anything so I didn't know what to say.

"Umm I don't know? I wanted to apologize earlier for how I was acting so I sent you that picture," I was surprised how calmly I said that, because I was nervous as hell.

I waited for him to say something, but instead he gripped my waist, and pulled me towards him, my palms were sweating, because of how nervous I was.

"I told you when I got home, you were going to get in trouble," he said lowly in my ear, making my stomach churn. I scooted back my legs hitting the bed, I smirked up at him.

"Oh? So what's my punishment?" I asked him, he still had his arm around my waist, I was nervous, and excited for what he was going to do to me.

Jason leaned down and kissed my collarbone, trailing up to my neck, I got tingles from his touch, and I loved it. I loved how the slightest touch from him would drive me wild.

My hands roamed his toned chest, while my eyes were closed, and my head bent back.

Jason was licking, biting, and sucking my neck. I couldn't control the moans leaving my mouth.

"Jason!" I squealed when he gripped my ass. He lightly pushed my down on the soft king sized bed.

I propped myself up with my elbows. Jason kicked off his shoes, and climbed into the bed hovering over me. Jason started attacking my neck with kisses.

I couldn't help the giggled that escaped my lips, because of how ticklish I was.

"And what's so funny baby girl?" Jason asked leaving my neck, and looking me dead in the eyes. I couldn't help, but smile at him.

Jason made me so happy, and couldn't ask for a better boyfriend.

"You," I told him cupping his face, and capturing his lips with mine.

Fireworks, that's all I felt when we kissed our when we touched.

Jason was like an addiction, I couldn't live with out him, he was my cure to everything. When I was sad I just wanted him, and his kisses. I want him telling me it will get better.

"I love you," I breathed out looking into his eyes.

"I love you baby girl," he said kissing my lips again.

"Jason I think I'm ready." I told him, my breathing became irregular, and my heart was beating really fast. I knew if lost my virginity it would be with Jason.

Jason gave me a look like he didn't know what I was talking about, then he finally realized what I was talking about.

"Are you sure? I don't want you to feel like you're pressured into doing this, because you know I'll wait for you, right?" I nodded my head to what he said.

"Yea-yeah I know Jason, but I'm positive I'm ready, I love you and I know that you'll be gentle with me."

"Are you sure?" He asked slowly, I smiled and laughed.

"Babe I've never been so sure in my life, yes I want to have sex with you Jason," I laughed, and kissed his lips.

He nodded his head and kissed me back hard. My hands started to get sweaty, I was nerves as hell.

Jason started kissing down my neck stopping at my collarbone, sucking, biting, and licking. I couldn't help but to moan at the feeling he was giving me.

He pulled away from my collarbone, and came back to my lips, giving a passionate loving kiss. Jason snuck his hands into my shirt caressing my skin taking my shirt off.

I was loving the feeling Jason was giving me, so I flipped us over, me straddling him. I started doing the same thing he did to me. Jason started groaning, and I felt his member get hard.

I honestly got really turned on by it. I grabbed the bottom of Jason's shirt, and pulled it over his head. I started kissing down his stomach, leaving hickey's on his stomach. Jason groaned and flipped me on my back.

We were to focused on each other that we didn't even notice the banging coming from Jason's door.

Jason stopped and got up to answer the door. I was pissed that we got interrupted. Once Jason opened the door I cover my upper body.

"What the hell do you want dude I'm kind of busy." Jason said pissed.

"Jay we have to go like right now we have a mission, again," Tim said leaving Jason, running downstairs.

Jason let out a loud sigh, and I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry baby girl, I'll probably be back in the morning." He said throwing on his shirt walking towards me.

"Love you, see you later." He said kissing me on the forehead.


"Aw babe don't say it like that, you know I have to go." He said walking back to me. I was pissed that this stupid mission had to happen.

"Love you too Jason, I'll see you later." He leaned down and kissed me on the lips and took off.

I slammed my head into the pillow, and huffed.

This honestly was the worst day ever.

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