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"Ewww Jason quit, that's so nasty," I said wiping my ear, Jason kept giving me wet willies.

Nasty right?

"Oh you'll live," I laughed,"No I won't look I'm dying see," I said putting my hand over my heart.

"Baby girl you're so dramatic," he shook his head, Jason and I were the only ones at the house Carmen left a while ago, and Josh called and said he wasn't coming home Carmen's mom and him got a hotel room.


"So Tina I was wondering if you wanted to go out tomorrow?" was Jason asking me out on a date? well isn't this something, the asshole I met in the parking lot in the mall has changed so much in the past month.

"Soo like a date?" he stayed silent for a second, and I started talking again.

"Oh my god this is a date aww babe, how sweet?" I started playing with his soft dirty blonde hair and I kissed his cheek.

"Did you just call me babe?" I pulled back and I looked at his face, I did just call him babe didn't I?

"I did, didn't I? Wow that's so weird never imagine that coming out of my mouth, calling you babe sorry if that was weird," I said covering my face being embarrassed for some reason.

"NO, no I like it," he pulled my hands away from my face and smirked, I leaned down kissed his lips and pulled away, but Jason grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me down, and kissed my lips again.

"That kiss wasn't long enough for my liking," Jason said after he pulled away from my face, and smirked, god Jason was so sexy his face was perfect everything about him was perfect, he had zero flaws if you asked me.

"Jason?" I really wanted to tell Jason that he's the first person, that I ever been intimate, I just felt like he should know.

"Yeah?" he said making his lips into a thin line and looked into my eyes.

".. This is kind of random, but I feel like you should know, that your the first person I ever been intimate with, I know it's embarrassing, and don't laugh at me," I told him looking down, I was sitting in Jason's lap looking at him.

"I'm not going to laugh, I think it's cute," he said pulling me towards him, I leaned my head in the crook of his neck, and we sat their in each others arms for a little bit.

"I thought you were going to laugh at me, that stuff is embarrassing for a seventeen year old to never kiss anyone or be in a relationship with anyone," I told him.

"I don't get why you haven't, you are beautiful girl, boys should fighting for you, and taking you out on dates stuff like that, you can honestly get anyone you wanted." Jason told me he was so sweet.

"Looks aren't everything Jason, but I don't know why I haven't I just probably don't want to be heart broken, and crying my eyes out for some guy that probably doesn't even love me." I told him I mean who wants to go through heart breaks when I can eat all day and watch TV.

"And that is where I come in, and I'm glad that I'll be your first to everything." he told me and I laughed at him.

"Ha Ha you're only my first kiss Jason its not like you're my boyfriend and we had sex," I told him.

"I can change that though," Jason was a funny guy.

"Jason I'm not letting you take my virginity," I said smacking his arm.

"No I could careless about your virginity right now, I'm talking about your relationship status I can change that single to taken let people know that you belong to me." I smiled at him is he asking me out?

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