It's Friday morning, and I was getting ready for school, and it's been four days with the whole thing with Jason and I and it was still bothering me.
He's called me a billion times, and I want to answer, but then again I don't because why should I? it's not like he's my boyfriend, shit I didn't even know if we were friends. All I know is that I'm developing feelings for a person I barely know.
I need to stop thinking about him, and worry about my schooling. School has actually been okay I've talk to my other friends that I haven't seen over summer, and I've been paying attention to my work.
I through on a baby blue crop top, and black skinny jeans, I went to the bathroom so I could take these knots out of my hair, it took about ten minutes, but my curls came out cute.
I grab my bag, and walked downstairs, Josh wasn't home he went to work earlier today, I don't know how he does it I barely wake up for school.
Grabbing my lunch, and snacks, so I can just munch on something in class like usual. I leave and go pick up Carmen.
"I'm nervous for today, Tina," Carmen said rubbing her hands together, looking down, aww her first crush how cute, I remember my first crush it was sophomore year, and it was his senior year. We went on a couple dates he was actually really fun to hangout with, but then I found out that it was just a bet.
I really don't have a lot of experience with boys, so I couldn't tell Carmen much about them, I just lost my lip virginity like last week.
"Aw Carmen, so what time is your date today?" I asked her parking the car, "it's at 7:30 we are going to go to the movies, then go to the park to chill."
I nodded my head.
"Who's that guy coming towards the car," she said with a confused face, and pointing out the window. I turned my to look out the front window of the car, and I wasn't surprised to see that it was Jason.
Carmen and I got out of my car, and she walked to me, "are you fine by yourself with this guy or do you want me to stay?" She asked me, aw she was concerned about me, how sweet?
"I'm good Carmen you go ahead," I smiled at her, she gave me a hug and went into the school.
I looked at Jason and rolled my eyes,"what do you want Jason, I swear if you don't leave me alone I'm calling the cops," I said walking towards the schools door, Jason grabbed my wrist and pulled me to him.
A couple of students were staring at us, and he noticed, and he pulled me towards his car.
"Get in." He demanded.
"No Jason, I'm not getting in that car with you."
"You going to get into this car, and you aren't about to argue with me about it," I crossed my arms, and looked at him and back at the school, I huffed.
"Fine I'll get in the stupid ass car with you," I open the door and got in. Jason walked around the car from the front and got in.
"Why haven't you been answering any of my phone calls these past four days," he asked me pissed.
"Umm I don't know, maybe I don't want to talk to you? I'm really going to call the police on you, you you stalker." I didn't know what I was saying I'm pissed at him.
His hand snatched my face, do I could look directly at him." Baby girl you wouldn't call them even if you want to, which you don't." He was right even if I wanted to I couldn't.
"Jason you frustrate the hell out of me," I told him, and he let go of my face.
"And why's that?"
"Because one minute your okay, and then the next you're mad, like when that guy walked in on us, like your whole attitude change, why?"
"I don't know Tina, I just-" he stopped and looked at me and shrugged his shoulders.
"Well me either, and who were those guys anyway?" I asked him.
"Those are my friends, we work together, and you already know what I do, so there's nothing much to tell,"
"And one of them go to school, here so I wasn't following you or stalking you, his car broke down, so I gave him a ride to school," he said in a smart way.
"Well Jason I really have to go, I already missed half of first period," I said looking at him, but opening the door.
Jason leaned in and kissed me on the lips, it was a fast kiss, but I still had tingles.
"That's another thing, what are we Jason? What am I to you?" I asked him, because I really wanted to know like we kissed, and see each other a lot, but I don't know what we are.
"You're mine, simply as that." That sure wasn't a lot of explaining. I got out of the car, and shut the door and leaned down he rolled down the window ," Jason really what are we?" I laughed.
"You're mine, and I'm yours, bye baby girl," and with that he pulled off, god he's so frustrating.
"Carmen stay still, if you keep laughing I'm going to mess up," I was currently at Carmen's house helping her get ready for her date.
"I can't help it, it tickles." She giggled.
"Okay.. And.. You are finished," I pulled away from her, and gave her a mirror.
"Oh my god thank you so much Tina you are the best," she gasped and gave me a hug.
"Well he should almost be here, thanks again Tina."
"Anytime, well bye have fun on your date," I told her and left her house, and got in my car.
My phone started ringing, I picked up the phone, and answered it already knowing who the caller was.
"Come over." I sat there and thought about it wondering if I should go over.
"Helloo." Jason said wondering if I was still there, because I was taking to long to answer.
"Um I don't think it's a good idea, last time you got mad at me for no reason." I told him.
"I promise I won't get mad at you this time," he said promising to me.
"Pinky promise," he repeated, but laughed at me.
"Okay I'm on my way," I told him starting my car and heading towards his house.
"Okay see you later baby girl." I really love the nickname baby girl now, I'm just so use to him calling me it.
"Ill see you when I get there." With that I hung up, and drove to his house.
A/N:the picture of the girl is who I imagine Tina to be, but you can imagine Tina to be you, because that's something I would do lol.
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"Tina you have to run faster!" Jason yelled at me. I honestly tried to run faster, but my legs were giving up on me. "Jason I can't!"I cried, and fell to the floor and hit my head, and blacked out.