I am very dissapointed with the number of votes I am getting in each update . If the story is not good then you are allowed to say freely without hesitation but there is no such thing !
124 seen and 26votes for 6,000 +words , its been more then 3weeks I updated last but still there is no improvement when there is no respect , response and appreciation for my hard work how can I get inspiration to write .
I understood many of them didn't liked my story and my writing skills .
So , I have decided to end the story in few more chappies as none are instrested in reading . I can't stop in middle so I will end in 10chappies r so . Remaining updates will be after November as I am busy with exams , there are some who like and appreciated this story so for them I will deffo give update but can't continue after that .
I understood here there is no scope for me to write .
I am very much hurt and dissapointed and sorry for dissapointing you people as i didn't provide good content story has you expected .
Thanks to everyone who voted for this story and did inline comments till now .
We can only write when there is much needed appreciation or cirticisim but here it is none , so I decided to end this story .
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Next day :-
In Mehta enterprises ,
Raman :- Prakash what a pleasant surprise !
Raman who was busy in studying a file looked up when he heard sound of door opening . He was surprised seeing Prakash at this time as this is past noon and Prakash as flight to catch .
Prakash :- Why can't I come to see my friend com relative ?
Smilingly Prakash said while settling beside Raman on couch .
Raman :- You can dramibaaz . I just asked has you have flight to catch with and you should be in airport not in my office right now .
Prakash :- Ha I had but it got cancelled so I came to discuss some important matter with you . I cancelled it .
Raman :- Got cancelled ! but why ?
Prakash :- Because Babe had given an idea about one thing and I loved it . It is related to you so I cancelled that meeting and came to you to discuss about it .
Raman :- What is it Prakash ? Anything serious ?
Prakash :- Nope everything is perfect on its place and everyone too . I don't like to run around the bush so I am coming straight to the point Raman , it is I am keeping a proposal infront of you , I hope you will like it . There is no hurry in taking decision after discussing with Ishuu and Nanno you can say me your answer .
Raman :- Now you are scaring me man . Comeon Prakash if it is related to Avni and Neil then we had already decided everything about it right after there return we will fix marriage date .
Prakash :- Yup we already did . My proposal is not of Avni and Neil or their's marriage allience . It is already fix and there is not going to be any change in it .
Raman :- Then ....
Prakash :- Raman you know right I am planning to Merge my company into Hudda's company .
Raman :- Yess .
Prakash :- So , when I said it to Babe she suggested me if I want to Merge into any company then why not to Merge into your's . Even I thought the same but then I realize it won't be good but when Babe suggested the same I can't stop myself from asking you .
Raman :- But Prakash I already said you right what is the need to Merge your company when you are already in profits . Neil will handle in few years fully right not like now but he will take over your position and company so what is the need for Merging , Prakash ! Do you really think it is a good idea .
Prakash :- There is a need Raman . Neil is not going to take over business . I don't want him to stop his passion and work here where he is least interested in .
Raman :- Did Neil said he will not take over business ?
Prakash :- He didn't Raman . He himself told me before going to Lonavla with Avni that he will take over after few months . But I don't want him to stop his love for me . He loves Music it is his dream , passion , love everything . He is ready to giveup his dreams for me Raman but how can I let it happen . I am his father and it is my duty to give what ever he wish for . Till now Neil had not asked anything from me Raman from childhood to now .
Raman :- I understand Prakash but Neil himself is ready to take over then what is the problem Prakash ?
Parakash :- You know what Raman , when Neil asked me for going on a holiday trip for few months after his MBA got over his thought was to join in office as a employee , he thought it for me . But how can I not understand his passion Raman , so I asked him to Live his life and do what he wants to do and after lot of struggle he said me his aim is to become a singer , music director a rock star . It is his Love .
You don't know Raman , for Neil Music and Avni are his Two eyes whithout which he can't live and see his life . But still he decided to give up on his Music as he had already achived what he wants to . But I don't want that Raman . Yes , I accept he had already achived what he wants but now if he suddenly stops it then what will happen to his fans and somewhere he will also be not happy Raman and I can't see my son like that .
Raman :- I accept Prakash what ever you said was absolutly true and I had also seen what Music is for Neil in his eyes . He as that pride in his eyes Prakash which Sweatha always wished for . And I also know it was Sweatha's wish and Neil's pride . But Prakash as of now how Neil is working he can do the same even after taking the charge there is no need to stop Music Prakash .
Prakash :- We can't and should not do two works at the same time Raman don't forget that , at last we can not concentrate in anything . Till now I am there in his absence but once he takes over it I will not be available to see whether everything is going right or not .
Raman :- Seems like you had already planned everything Prakash . There is no need to take tension yaar when there is Avni to take of everything in absence of Neil . She will look after Khanna industries when it is needed .
Prakash :- It will be stressfull for her Raman taking care of two companies at a time . And I don't want my Bahu to stress .
Raman :- Bahu !! Comeon she isn't your Bahu yet Prakash . You can say future Bahu too .
Prakash :- When it is already decided she is Bahu then why to say future Bahu . I have decided it long back .
Raman :- What is with you two Son and Father . There Neil started calling her as " Wifey " and here you calling " Bahu " .
Prakash :- Don't be jealous Raman seeing us . There is no need of any legal certificate to name relations and call them .
Raman :- I am not jealous but happy feeling my daughter got the best hubby and in-laws .
Prakash :- We are lucky to have Avni , Raman . Thanks to you . You are not being any villian here as you were in past years .
So what you think about my proposal . Are you going to think about it or...
Raman :- To be frank I want to think over it . It is not any bad idea but you know right Prakash , Avni is going to be next CEO and she needs to look over it not me and Ishuu .
Parkash :- Exactly that is my plan Raman . Avni will be our new CEO and there will no stress for her to look after two companies differently . She can handle both at a same time and you will be there to help her anyways and Ishuu too . And I am going to take retirement as I am done with this business and enjoy my life with Babe ,my family . And I want Avni , my Bahu to be CEO of my company and it is Babe wish to . And there is no need to say about Neil , he is more then exicted and happy .
Raman :- If this is Khanna family wish then whom am I to reject it . There is no need to think about it Prakash I am more then happy and previleged to Merge our Companies . And our company will be called as ....
MK COMPANY .
There comes female voice suprising both the friends .
Raman :- Ishuu what are you doing at this time I said you to take rest and here you are standing tiredly .
Ishitha :- I want to see what my hubby is doing avoiding lunch and calls .
Raman :- I didn't avoid lunch or your calls on purpose Ishuu I was busy in reading file and didn't sawed the time and about calls it was in silent and I was busy in talking with Prakash . And now you don't say me that you have already listened to our convo .
Prakash :- Well she did Raman that's why she had came up with our company's new name .
Ishitha :- See my bhai is very intelligent .
Raman :- Hmm he is now say me what are you doing here ?
Ishitha :- I am bored has Maa went to kitty party and before you ask I will only say , I have took medicine and now I am fine . So came to check on you .
Raman :- Ok thats good so it is decided then
It is " MK Indutries " from now on and it will be surprise for Avni . What say .
Prakash :- Even I thought the same it will be surprise for Avni and she will Love it .
Ishitha :- So we will look after the paper work in these few days before Avni and Neil comes .
Raman , Prakash :- Perfect .
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LONAVLA :-
Child 1 :- Didu if you go then with whom we will play ?
Child 2 :-Ha didu with whom we will play ? Who will teach us Maths and help us in study doing homework ?
Avni :- Hmmm what to do now .... I can't stay here and I can't hurt my cuties then what to do .....
Neil :- Simple when ever you have time come and spend time with them . And bacho it's my promise to everyone , I will make sure we will come when ever we have time .
Child 3:- Pakka promise didu .!
Avni :- Pakka promise bachu I will deffo come and see my all cuties and play with you all and also help in homework like I did these many days . And not to worry I will give you all my phone number so when ever anyone miss me you can call and we will have long convo's , what say bachoo .?
Child 1:-Thank you didu you are the best .
Avni :- And these all are for you guys . Remember few days back you people asked me to bring your fab toys so here you go . And also these chocolates for my special kiddo , my baby aarav .
Aarav :- ......
Avni :- Seems like my baby is angry on me !
Aarav :- Avuu...
Avni :-Hmmm .
Aarav :- Don't go na Avu .
Avni :- I am so sorry Aarav baby but I need to go . Mamaa , Papaa are waiting for me you know Aarav this is the first time I am staying away from them and now it is enough for me , I am unable to stay here anymore leaving them I am sorry bachu but I have to go to my home .
Aarav :- Hmmmm .
Avni :- I know you don't want me to go but I promise definetly I will come to you when ever you need me and when ever I am free other wise when ever you come to Mumbai you just give me a call I will ask aunty and uncle and take you with me and we will enjoy like no other day .
Aarav :- Promise ?
Avni :- Aarav ka Avuu promise .
Aarav :- Ok but with whom I will call GF and who will make me play like you . I will miss my GF .
Avni :- Awwww I will miss my cute lil BF too . But don't worry once your school get opens then you will be so busy that you will not remember me and GF is far away to remember .
Aarav :- No how much I become busy , I will not forget my GF . My Avuuu .
Avni :- Aww don't make it hard for me baby . Even it is impossible for me to forget you bacha .
Neil :- For me to . How can I forget him Avii when he had stealen you .
Avni :- Don't you feel ashame of being jealous with a small kid Neil .
Neil :- No .
Avni :- By the way Aarav I am not going today itself right still there are two more days . After two days means on this sunday we are going back till then we will play and enjoy as you want .
Aarav :- Sachi !
Avni :- Muchi .
Neil :- Avii !! two more days ? Isn't it tomorrow our departure .
Avni :- No Neil Papaa called me this afternoon and said to come on sunday as everyone are going to our neighbours marriage in Pune and will be back on saturday night .
Neil :- Ohh but Dad didn't said me any thing about it .
Avni :- It's because I asked Papaa to not say to you .
Neil :- Achaa .
Avni :- Ha .
Child 1:- Didu if you are being here for few more days then come lets play shuttle . Arjun had brought more bats today .
Child 2:- Ha didu come lets play I brought 4bats today .
Avni :- Ok . Neil come let's play .
Neil :- No Avii you play I will watch you guys .
Avni :- As your wish .
It is evening when Avni and Neil with kids gathered on ground that's when Avni said to kids about her leaving . Starting kids become grumpty because has off now it became habit to everyone after school getting freshup and going to Avni house carrying their bags .
After playing for sometime they used to do homework in her house and then go their homes . It became daily routine for all of them and are quite attached to her more then Neil as he becomes angry on every small thing when Avni is not around or becomes busy in his work .
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It's been quite a while now when all of them started to play . Avni is playing and Neil is busy in taking her pics and videos . He don't know again when time will come like this to spend with her all alone .
Even thought time comes at that time she will become Mrs . AVNI NEIL KHANNA .
Yes he has decided the day they reach home he will ask his parents to marry both of them together and make Avni his wife .
Start he thought of enjoying his life when she proposes to him and wait till one or two years for marriage and enjoy that beautiful phase with her as her wish but then he changed his mind and reason is still unknow to him .
It's been a month both of them lived together but then to till now she didn't said what is in her heart to him .
Didn't said those three magical words .
If she takes this much time just to say three words then he don't know how much time she will take to say yes for marriage and remaining things .
After spending quite a long time with her he don't want to leave her even for a day away from him .
He can't live without her anymore .
When he was busy in his thoughts watching Avni he heard some talks which are coming from behind him .
Listening their talks his muscles tensed , hand fist , eyes become red , he is shaking with anger . He roared behind to see 5 boys are eyeing Avni and passing vulger comments on her figure which raised all his anger to core and without wasting a second he marched to them exasperatedly .
Standing infront of him he tried to control his anger as he promised Avni he will not do anything bad which hurts him physically and not to fight with anyone .
Neil :- Don't you feel abashed by passing such a vulger comments on a girl .
Boy 1:- We don't bro when the girl is extremly hot and sexy .
Boy 2:- :- And it will be disrespect if we don't compliments to such a eye catchy beauty .
Boy 3 :- Yes he is right . She as a heroine figure and need to be in flims not outside then what us everyone will praise her beauty .
Neil is controlling his anger which is now in saturated level . If not for the promise till now their jaw would have been fractured .
Boy 4 :- It will be shame if we ignore beauty like her and do our work .
Boy 5 :- Look at her man for once she as got such a hot body , who marries her is the lukiest but I want to have a one night with her first .
Boy 1 :- She seems to be innocent so we might missuse her inno.....
Before he complete his sentence he layed striagh on the grass ground . It was Neil who slapped in hard right on his cheeks which are swollen by now , blood ozzing from his lips . Seeing this act two boys are terrified but not the other three .
Their went straight to hit Neil that's when Neil started to fight with them indignantly remembering their talks . His beast mood is on and now no one can control it , not even Avni .
How dare he to talk vulger about his Avni . He didn't give any right to eye on her thinking about other matters are far away .
His Avni is his Pride , His Love , His Life.
How can any Man stand still listening to such talks about His Girl .
Neil is beating them aggressively three of them are down while other two started to run . He started to chase them like a cheeta chase his pray .
Listening to some noises Avni and Kids look around only to gasp seeing Neil running behind two boys who are half injured and Neil himself is injured yet he didn't stop chasing them .
Avni went into shock seeing Neil like this .
This is the first time she is seeing him in a new avtar a beast one .
Yes she already vitnessed before in restuarant but that was different . He beated with furniture but now he is chasing like he will kill them at any cost .
She blanked out for a movement seeing him like this . She is scared of fights and blood and that's the reason Raman or Parth both of them didn't fight infront of her even though many commented her infront of them .
They used to warm them in a calm way but Neil , he becomes a mad person , a monter when ever anything like this happens . Neil know she is afriad of loud voices and fights but he can't controll himself and it is his biggest disadvantage . But still he tried for her sake , but by listening theit imperative talks he lost himself and it is not his wrong too totally .
No one can bear such a words for his Girl . Or any other Girl .
Seeing Neil with blood white shirt Avni started to reminse the past where Parth was Beaten badly by vidyut leaving in pool of blood and not to forget Parth's accident where she was more then terrified seeing his blood , his state because of her .
She started to assume the person and the incident . When she blinked her eyes to see things cleary as her eyes are full of tears and are blurring her image , she shocked seeing one boy was coming to Neil from his back carrying a huge stone . Without wasting anytime she shouted the name loudly but not his , making Neil to stop in his traks .
Avni :- Parth ....
Listening her flabbergasting Neil looked at Avni in teary eyes where she was almost collasping on groung after uttering PARTH's name . Seeing her he understood she went into trauma , but when he was about to go to Avni he was beaten by that boy on forehead hardly . Making blood to oze out seeing him the boy scared and went from their .
Avni and Neil both are unconciouss now on ground laying opposite to each other . Kids went to call their parents when parents are arriving they saw boys are running and by seeing the scenario parents called police and arrested them .
By sprinkling some water Avni came to senses but Neil he was beaten very hard and need to be treated immediatly , seeing him like this Avni didn't understand anything and feared to go near him who is now covered in blood , his handsome cute face is covered in blood and it has taken few mintutes for her to understand it has happen because of her .
Taking him in her lap she moved to her home with the help of people precesily kids parents . Kids are taken to home and Neil got treated . Avni changed his dress with the help of maids and now sitting near him holding his hand , praying god to open his eyes .
Avni :- Neil .. I am so sorry . I don't know why I called you with Parth's name , I know you are angry on me but trust me Neil I really don't know why and what happen to me at that time . I was horrified seeing you in that situation and I don't know why I called you as Parth . May be because Parth was the only one person who I had seen like this in pool of blood . I know nothing can prove by this and I don't even know what to say . Please Neil don't punish me like this for my mistake open your eyes Neil please ... I am unable to see you like this , ... please Neil open your eyes .
She is crying keeping her head on his chest asking him to open his eyes . Crying for few more minutes she slept like that on his chest while Neil started to crase her hair after he felt she is sound sleep .
Yes he was awake and listened to her every word . But didn't opened his eyes has he is hurt by her .
Neil :- I am not angry on you Avii I can never be . I am Hurt . How easily you called Parth name instead of my name . Is this what I have earned these many days ? I know you are missing Parth alot these days and waiting impatiently to meet him ...... yes I accept Parth was the only person where you had seen him in blood and you have imagine him instead of real me . But still Avii it hurts badly . I can't take it . I am unable to digest this thing , the fact that you had actually called Parth name instead of me that to when I am fighting for you .
His eyes are teary and tears are flowing down his cheeks . What ever be the reason it is wrong to call someone else name for one who is not him .
Yes she is missing Parth these days as this is the first time where he is not in reach . She loves him as a best friend ,as a person . Parth is a great human being but still none reasons will stuit for what ever she did .
Still she don't know the exact reason why Neil fighted like ghost but nothing mattered now except his sorry .
It is hard for him to accept her apology .
He loves her and remising some other person's name from her mouth is killing him .
What she did was not any childist act . She was traumalised seeing blood and in unclear vision , blurry past she end up doing the unexpected . It happens to anyone who experineced the wave
Of emotions at a time . She is not right neither wrong .
But Neil is right in his place . No one can be clam after hearing and going through such a situation .
Everything is fine till eveging but everything changed in a fraction of second .
Neil is Hurt by Avni and Avni is angry on herself .
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Paris , Hospital :-
Neela :- Parth , bacha what happened .
Parth who was sleeping on hospital bed waked up with a jerk sweating and panting hardly .
Parth :- Maa .... MAA .. Maa Avuu , Maa chinnu ....
Neela :- Shshsh ., relax bacha . Avu is fine . Nothing happened to her . Relax Parth .
Parth :- No Maa , Chinnu she called me . I sensed it Maa . Avuu called me , Maa she need me Maa I think so she is not well and .....
Neela :- Clam down Parth , Avuu is perfectly fine . May be you have seen any bad dream . A nightmare .
Parth :- How can it be a night mare Maa . I sensed her voice . She called me PARTH .
Neela :- Parth it is your dream nothing else . Don't you remember you used to have the same nightmares before you met her .
Parth :- Those were not any nightmare Maa . Beautiful dreams . Maa I can't live anymore here please book tickets to India . I need to meet Avuu right away , I think so she needs me .
Neela :- Parth come out of your dream . Neil is their to take care of Avni if she needs anyone and moreover you can't travel now bacha .
Parth :- I can travel Maa . Doctor said I am fit to do my work now . And it was a small operation which I had gone throught for that there is no need to take bed rest Maa for more than a week . I am fine please book tickets Maa I can't be like this anymore , I can't live without Avuu it is killing me hurting me more then this surgery .
Neela :- Nothing can be done now Bacha it was your decision to backoff and mingle them . You only said right Avni and Neil are destined and made for each other you are just a mentor you had passed through them .
Parth :- I accept Avu is not mine then and anymore but still she is my friend . Now life patner option had taken away from me but not Friendship Maa . I can live seeing her with Neil happily though it hurts but I can't live away from her Maa . Her frienship is enough for me I want nothing more just to stay near her thats it .
Neela :- Par bacha ....
Parth :- Please Maa I can walk and will be fine in few days nothing has happened . And more over you to have to go to Sir ( Neela's hubby ) right , how many more days you will be here with me . You have family to look after Maa not me .
Neela :- Don't you dare to ask for leaving you alone that is not going to happen .
Parth :- When did I asked for leaving me alone and why do I ask that when I have no one other than you . In Mumbai to we will be close right .
Neela : - You can hurt yourself to see Avni but not listen to your Maa's words .
Parth :- I am fine Maa trust me and I am saying it for you also not only for seeing Avuu .
Neela :- Yess you are fine after lossing your " Precious Possession " .
Parth :- I have lost Avuu , Maa what else can give me sadness then that . I have lost my Breath . I can give my life and losing my possession is nothing infront infront of it .
Neela :- Don't Parth please.... ok I will book tickets for India but not for tomorrow after two days and I don't want any argument in it .
Parth :- But Maa why not tomorrow ?
Neela :- Because you had your operation few hours back Parth and you are not in a condition to get up travelling is far to think .
Parth :- Ok . And sorry Maa for making you worry for me but when matters come to Avuu I can stop myself from going near her .
Neela :- I understand no need of sorry . I know what you are going through . And I am sorry I am unable to do anything in this .
Parth :- When there is nothing to do then how can you help me Maa . But trust me Maa I had really heard Avuu calling me , she was emotional and was crying . It was not any bad dream or nightmare Maa . Trust me .
His eyes are filled with tears .
Neela :- Ok I trust you now don't think about it , Avni is fine in her place if you still don't believe me then I will call and speak to her for sometime if she is really worried then we are there to slove it right and Neil to . More over Parth when Neil is with her will there will be any worry for Avni ?
Parth :- what if there is something which happened between Avni and Neil then how come Neil will slove it Maa !!
Neela :- Parth in relation any problem should be sloved by pair themselves . And Neil is smart enough to takle every situation .
Parth :- You are right Maa but still book tickets and also talk with Chinnu .
Neela :- Ha baba I will . Now you take rest . Bahut hogai baate .
Kissing his forehead , panting his head Neela made Parth to sleep when she make sured Parth is asleep she called Avni but it was not reverted even after calling few times thinking Avni might slept by now seeing the time , she booked tickets for India .
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After that night Avni had wake up with heavy head because of intense crying last night . When she found herself on bed properly laying she understood who had made her sleep properly and smiled a bit seeing his care for her even after hurting him to the extent no one can do . But frowned instasntly seeing Neil no where in room .
She searched whole house but still didn't find him . She started to become panic , tears made there way down her cheeks . Listening some Music She ranned to garden so see him standing playing her Violen which he gifted to her .
His eyes are teary and closed in seconds their she was hugging him tightly to her dear life hanging her hands around his torso keeping head on his chest . She is weaping .
But , but , but Neil didn't hugged her . He is hurt and he wants her to know it .
Avni :- I am sorry Neil , so sorry . It wasn't my thought to hurt you I don't know what had happened to me . Seeing blood I was afriad and that accident came into my mind , I am sorry I know my these explanations don't justify my past act . But please accept my apology I am sorry Neiluu please ....
Neil :- I know and I need some time Avii .
Avni :- Neil....
Neil :- Please Avii . Leave me alone .
Avni :- Ok but please don't be angry for more time I can't , I am unable to bear your silence it is killing me .
Saying she went inside to get fresh up . Where as he started to clean his jeep to change his mind precisely to forget it .
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Avni is in kitchen while Neil is getting ready . He is angry more on himself for not gaining her trust , love . If he had really earned her trust then she will not call some other person name when he is fighting for her , for his love .
He knew Avni is in kitchen and don't know how to cook properly . She has this habit of cutting her finger or burn her hand while cooking . So he had not allowed her in kitchen without him around her .
He knew she is cooking some thing to mend him , his anger and also knew deffo she will cut or burn her hand but still he is not ready to go near her as he is to way to hurt by her .
By the time he reached dinning table she settled everything and sitting opposite of his chair waiting for him . Seeing him she smiled slighly but he didn't gave any expression making her smile to fall .
He simply ate the food she had cooked for him without giving any expressions while she was staring at him hopefully . She is unable to understand how to make him normal again . This is the first time she is mending things with some one and that someone is her Love which is making her more confused and nervous .
Completing the breakfast he stood infront of her . While her head was down not able to see his hurtfull eyes .
Neil :- Don't ever try to cook anything whithout me here after . Don't try to cook for family never , ever . If they eat your hand made food never ever they will think of eating anything .
Saying he held her hands to see whether there were any cuts or burns but to his surprise they are not but are swallon making him frown .
Listening him his upped her lashes only to see his red eyes which were evident he cried and her's was not less . Both of them are looking intensly into each other eyes helding captive not knowing what to say and do .
In no time she was shocked by his sudden act has he kissed her holding her chin in his right hand and left hand is holding her waist tightly not letting her to go away from him .
She is to shocked to react and is surprised by his sudden act .
He is chewing her lips like a cotton candy not leaving for a milly second while she just gave up upon and held him by his neck but still she didn't kissed him as she don't know how to kiss and she also thought not to kiss him before saying her feelings . Till then she let him do what ever he want has he is angry on her and it is her responsibility to mend the things .
Leaving her he kissed her forehead resting his bandaged forehead on hers .
Both are panting , breathing heavily .
Neil :- It hurts Avii . So much that I am unable to live with that incident . The hurt they have given me on my forehead is nothing compare to what you have given me . This hurt might be mingle in my skin in few days but the one which you have given it can never be mend .
I accept you are missing Parth ,
I accept you are close to him ,
I accept he was the one and only person you had seen in blood .
I accept you remember him , that accident and was in truama .
But that doesn't mean you will call his name seeing me .
I can't accept it Avii .
Never I can accept it .
Though my heart is saying you were in trauma and seeing past incident but my brain is not ready to accept it .
Say me one thing Avii if I were at your place and shouted some other girl name who was close to me and came to you saying I was blurred and don't know what had gotten into me , then do you accept my apology ? will you understand my point of you ? Is that justification really justify my actions ? No right !
Then how can you think I will understand and become normal and act infront of you like nothing had happened .
By the time he finished he end up crying and Avni as lost words and accepted she had really did a sin which is not justifield at all . He is right if she was in his place she don't accept his apology and don't even talk to him .
Both are crying . Avni head is down and her lips are swollen and he kept
waiting for her reply . Not getting any answer he lifted her face holding chin .
Neil :- Do you Love me Avi ? Because till now it is always me who showed feelings but there is no answer from your side till now . I will order some takeover don't eat this breakfast throw it in bin .
Saying he left from there leaving crying Avni behind , she setteled down on chair and started to weep loudly but he is not there to see her state . One unknow act had seeded a question in his mind
Do she really love him ?
Avni :- How can you say like that Neil if I had not really loved you then why will I allow you to come near me ?
Why will I allow you to kiss me ?
Why will I do that when I don't Love you ?
I didn't said I Love You but it doesn't mean I don't love you I am not any that type of girl to allow everyone near me . How can you say that ! I know you are hurt but then to you should not have said that .... I am sorry Neil , please maaf kardo mujhe .....
Breakfast ... why he said not to eat it ! Is breakfast , poha that bad ?
Thinking to herself she tasted a spoonfull of poha instanly throw it out drinking water .
Avni :- Yaakkk it tastes more bad no one can say it is poha .
Actually she burned it , overcooked and applied more lemon to it .
Avni :- How did you completed the whole plate Neil .
Thinking how he ate she got tears in her eyes . Even though it is burned he had ated without complaining . Now she understood why he kissed her . It is not because of anger , hurt but because he had not able to take that much citress and coal favour .
Throwing it in bin she opened the door to take order eating something she had went into his room to wait for him . Her phone is switched off by now because lack of battery and she didn't paid any head to it has Raman had already infromed he will be busy for sometime . So there is nothing she can do with thereforth she don't know about Neela call yet .
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It is night but there is no sign of Neil , she is still in his room waiting for him laying on floor keeping head on bed . After breakfast she didn't eat anything though he had sended take overd all the day . She just collected and kept it on table and now table is filled with takeovers which are not touched .
He is watching her from morning seating in his jeep from window which is adjacent to his room . Seeing her not eating anything he kept on sending food forevery half an hour but she didn't touched a bit . How can he eat when she is not having anything . He knew she is upset by his words it was unexpected .
He knew she loves him and thats why he is allowed near her and it even got proved when he kissed her this morning but still his Heart is hurt and so come he is not ready to face her .
Sensing she slept he entered the room and sawed her teared sticken face which made his heart pain . Kissing her forehead and eyeing her lips which are still swollen by his act he understood how hard he kissed her .
Settling her on bed he settled on chair before her seeing her sleeping figure . He kept staring untill unless sleep took over him .
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Next day morning when he woke up she is not on bed , in room . He roamed whole house but didn't find her . Fear took over him . Freshing before leaving house he settled in jeep and started to search her starting from every kid she knew . But there is no address of her .
Tears started to form in his eyes . He is scared to death thinking all possibilities .
Neil :- Where are you Avii . Please come to me don't test my patience now . Come to your Neil , please Avii .
Closing his eyes he tried to remember all the places which she love here in Lonavla . Opening shortly he started to the place which there visited most recently and she loved it that instant .
Moving fastly he stopped near the place where he could expect her to be . Closing his eyes praying to god he went inside runningly to see her .
There she was painting something watching the waterfalls which are lil far from her . It is a moutain place .
A Hill top .
Neil :- Avii....
He shouted on top of his lungs to gain her attention . She is shocked to see him here this early as it is only 6:00am .
Nearing her he stood infront of her scaring her to death , watching his glare she glumped harder in no time her cheeks are welcomed by a tight slap .
Yes he had slapped her . Slapping your loved ones didn't mean you are a bad person . You don't love them . We show our anger only to them whom we love like no other . It is just a expression to show what that person means to you . It was his anger , hurt and many expressions at a time taken troll over him seeing her painting so carefreely on top of moutain that to so early morning .
Slapping her was his expression of fear .
Fear of losing her .
Neil :- Do you really know Avii what what feelings I was going through before reaching here and what are you doing Painting !! . Don't you trust me
That you came here single without telling me that to in early morning . If any thing had happened then what will have happened to me think how will I be , my position . For once think about me Avii .
Avni :- Wo .... Neil I am sorry for everything . I just thought of giving you a surprise and ....
Saying she moved a side little . Her hands her culching her cheeks where he slapped her . Eyes are teary saying the slap really hurted her and he is the first person who slapped her ever . She is not angry on him how can she be when she loves him dearly and knows it is her mistake .
When she taken a step to sidewards making him shock at her act .
Which shocked him more was
" I love You " which was written at the edge . Thats when he sawed her hands which are covered with paint , colours . A Hand paint . She used her hands to draw him !
He was more shocked than before and kept staring at his potrait unable to believe his eyes and instanly filled with tears but of happy one .
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