You couldn't believe it your head was buried in your Uncle's robes as he rocked you back and forth trying to console you, you just couldn't comprehend what you saw in your third year when Narcissa Malfoy showed you the memory in the pensive that wasn't the truth it was a Mirage. Like in the deserts what appears to be water but just sand, this was just another beautiful lie which you had believed. That memory was no memory it was wishful thinking. Your mother wasn't alive for two years your memories had been modified at a young age to believe it those songs, those reads Luciana hadn't done it... It was always your mother Narcissa Malfoy she was the only one, You couldn't hold it anymore. "Who did this to me?" You demanded. Snape took a deep breath "Me" he solemnly replied, You weren't shocked no you were far too used to these lies. "You? Why?" You asked visible anger as you wriggled out of his embrace and stepped several feet away from him, "Why?" You asked more aggressively.
"To protect you...You know who made me your Godfather?" Snape calmly asked. You were shaking with utmost rage, "Do you think I care?" You barked.
"Yes, You do care Y/n you're angry it is why your talking absurd," Snape said lowly, You glared at him absurd? absurd? did he even know what he was talking about? Snape knew you were burning with rage to speak.
"Come to the potions room-"
"Pensive? to show me beautiful lies? I'm not listening to you, I'm finding out these truths on my own. One way or the other, You were supposed to break the truths to me, not show me more lies.
"I wasn't supposed to tell you... Y/n let me explain." Snape said but you were not in your right senses "You had your chance Uncle five years of it and you didn't tell, I'm not waiting anymore." Snape knew you would not listen but he knew he could not let you go from the possible things that might happen if he dared to overstep. "Y/n I won't be feeding you lies, If you let me show you-"
"I don't trust you" You simply said taking heavy deep breaths "I don't trust you" You repeated. "I'll tell you on your family, who killed who, the protections, on your dreams, memories, and everything." He looked sincerely in your eyes, you started having second thoughts Snape never lied to you, you could give him a second chance. If he lied your dreams would show you, You nodded.
While walking to the potions room, the walk was tense and the silence was eerie, You passed your friends and you did not meet their worried glances. "Y/n just faced another set of lies today, and she was crying this morning but she couldn't wake up from her dreams." Hermione said to Harry and Ron, "To be honest I don't think she is going to keep to herself anymore." Ron said confidently "One day she's going to blast the bombshell." Ron said again to be looked at Harry and Hermione.
"What can we even do to help her? If she doesn't want to even talk?" Hermione asked, "dunno maybe we should let her tell instead of reassuring her she can talk to us." Harry said walking off.
Once you had reached the potions lab, Snape went to get seven vials with a few parchments and books, "You canceled all your classes, today Uncle?" You softly asked he looked at you, you had calmed down completely you felt disgusted you acted like a monster. "No, you didn't," Snape said, "Huh?" You asked confused "You didn't act like a monster you deserved to know, your occlumency gets weak when you can't control emotions it is why I'm giving you classes every Thursday." Snape said, "I will be there."
He put poured a black liquid into the Pensive "See" You stooped down and felt yourself being pulled in, "Snape." Sirius called clutching his wand "What is it Black? Isn't I taking the risks I am enough for you?"
Sirius took a deep breath "You do know Luciana is pregnant." He started "Yes, did something happen to the baby?" Snape asked fearing the worst "No, I-I need you to be the godfather of my baby." Sirius was gazing down. "And your okay with me being your baby's godfather?" Snape asked he was shocked who thought Sirius would ask him to be the Godfather "I think you'll protect the baby."
"I will hopefully she/he turns out more like Luciana than you," Snape remarked Sirius gritted his teeth. He knew what he meant "In case something unfortunate happens."
The scene dissolved. "Your parents meet terrible fates just after a few years you know what happened Azkaban, to curses the order was on its last breaths or in other words was finished not one person in the order a few had survived was gruesome when Lily died.." Snape said almost in the brick of tears "She did a huge favor to the wizarding world, Luciana was talented in protection charms, she could do charms some professors had trouble doing so, she was the strongest member after Dumbledore in the order, your beautiful mother lacked self-confidence, and her husband lacked kindness total opposites, yet those two were so in love, it didn't matter. Your mother didn't see her worth she didn't embrace her strengths and that led to her downfall." Snape said sadder. "Tell me more please." You said softly.
"The romance between my best friend and Sirius? You should ask Black "I and Black never fancied each other but one thing, I think we trusted was... We would protect Luciana, and you."
Snape sighed heavily "This memory is on your birth some important minute details."
He poured it into the pensive,
Luciana had died naming and wishing her baby she was dead. Dumbledore, Snape, and McGonagall arrived moments before her death. Snape rushed in broken to see a baby sleeping peacefully and Luciana lifeless on the white bed, her body was pale and she looked in a horrible condition. "Lucie" Snape softly said hoping this wasn't the truth "Lucie" He called removing some hair from her face, "Lucie open your eyes, not you to please no" He hugged her lifeless body and cried helplessly there he saw her locket, she used to say it was the locket of Hope, Luciana used to say if I'm found dead open the locket, Severus would scold her for talking on her death, only now did he realize it was the truth she was dead just like she had said.
He opened the locket his fingers shaking with grief, in there he saw a letter addressed to him,
Dear Severus,
I know I will be dead when you read this letter, I saw it I felt it, I am so sorry I can not be there anymore, I'm sorry for my baby also. Severus, I still love you, Please fulfill this wish of mine, I know Voldemort is after my baby. He is after her, Voldemort is not gone he will return, Please Severus protect Y/n be her Godfather I want you to modify her memories making her believe I was there for two years, sang her songs, read to her, this will be a false lure to Voldemort thinking I still have her, bury me far away in little Hangleton he will track me down, and he will come for my grave in vain and that will give you enough time to give my beautiful baby to the Malfoy's Severus, Narcissa Malfoy is her Godmother she'll take in her.
Severus the risk you taking you are the bravest man I know Severus, Y/n shouldn't know about you being her Godfather till her third year and the memories which you would have modified will be broken in her sixth year, When that happens she'll feel rage like none, take her and show her six memories when Sirius asked you to be her godfather, This letter memory,
the memory of Voldemort, Why Y/n is seeing Voldemort, and her connections to the lost
prophecy has risen again.
One more thing Severus please show her the letters I have written to her and before I end this letter, Severus I still love you so much, and I will even after I move on, please fulfill this Y/n has to be safe.
Loves,
Luciana
Severus cried his tears falling from the tip of his nose to the parchment, and the parchment, he lost Lily and Luciana, He woke to the sounds of the baby crying. Severus rushed to pick it up, Her eyes were like none "Y/n Luciana Black."
The memory faded-
"I and Sirius named your middle name Luciana because she had such a huge influence on us, her death was the most tragic event, Luciana's grave is so respected by the Ministry they've made a statue of her, they called her the strongest woman, and Potter would have been sorry, This memory is maybe something Luciana created, sorry no memory-You brought a doll at the Quidditch world cup and named it Luciana the reason you can feel her was that a part of her soul resided in it, but after a few months it's vanished because it's role was over knowing you'll be strong, seeing you smile one part of her soul rested, but it is not completely rested not until Voldemort is alive. That memory is bur.