Shattered // JJKxReader

Chapter 25

Y/N POV

My hands are literally shaking and my heart quicken it's pace when Jungkook drive insanely fast.

I keep crying in silence while we are on our way home.
I haven't process everything I just been through.
I can't stop thinking about Taehyung, i'm so scared and worried about him.

As soon as we arrive, i wipe my tears away quickly. I'm trying to collect my soul that just left from me a while ago.
That's how tense I am right now.

Before i could open the door, he get out from the car. He walk around the car and reach to open my door.

"Get up." he said with a flat expression as soon as he open the door.

Without thinking or feeling anything i get up slowly while my body is shaking like crazy.

Then after i close the door, he suddenly look down towards my body. He took of his suit fastly and wrap me around with it, covering my exposed underwear because of the torn slit. He tied it around me tightly.

"Wait-"

Before i could speak another word, he  pick my body up and carry me in his arms.

"Oh god!" i shriek in surprise.

Without bothering me, he walk fastly towards the apartment as he enter the elevator.

All of the people are looking at us, I try to hide my mess by covering ny face with my other hand.

"No..no I can walk by myself.." I said as my voice tremble.

I keep trying to rebel a little as he tighten his grips on me.

"Don't you dare move. Shut up." he said coldly without looking at me.

He let me go after we both found ourselves infront of his door. He type his apartment password and let me in first.

My body is shaking more while i walk slowly, entering. I can't imagine or predict what happen next, but one thing for sure,

I am really scared.

My chest is still hurting and i could barely breathe.

Is he gonna punish me?
What will he do?

I take a deep breathe and close my eyes slowly, preparing myself to face hell. But before i could turn around and face him, he walk pass by me. Then he threw himself roughly at the couch.

I froze like an idiot as I keeo looking down. I hold ny hands together, trying to stop it from trembling.

"Get yourself clean up." he said.

I furrow my brows.

Confused, my eyes accidentally pierce his dark eyes for a moment. On reflect, I throw away my gaze from him.

Trying to avoid him as fast as possible, I run towards the couch to quickly grab anything from my suitcase.

Call me a freak or whatever, because I believe I look like one now.

I pant a little, I rush towards the bathroom and lock it.

"Hah..." I let out my breathe that I hold all this time.

I quickly grasp myself on the sink to support my weak body.

I'm freaking out...
I can never be calm or at peace around him.

It's always been like this, after seeing him make me feel the pain inside me. I'm so confused at myself. I'm trying so hard to be normal around him... But every damn time I tried,  it always been a hard moment for me.