Like Im Gonna Lose You( A Gareth Bale Fanfiction) [Completed]

Chapter 110

- I'll miss you.
I said crying.
- Come on Jane.
Gareth said hugging me.
I knew that I was acting stupid but I just couldn't help it.
We were at the airport. Ellen came with me for support. I don't know why I feel that bad. Adele and Bessy were discussing with Sergio. They all looked so happy. Akon was also there to greet his girlfriend.
- Fine. I'll be fine. I hope you'll have a great time in England.
I said although I hoped that he would say right now I'm not going anywhere I'll stay with you. But he didn't.
- I love you Jane.
He said kissing me one last time.
When they left I started crying again.
- I don't get you Jane. It's just a trip. Could you relax ?
Ellen said looking at me shocked.
- I don't know why I'm acting like this. Indeed I don't know.
- Let's do something fun for you not to think about Gareth all the time. Let's go shopping!
She screamed and I know that she found the best opportunity to spend a day at the shops.
- I don't want to. You can go alone.
- Come on Jane.
She said as if she was begging me.
- No. I'm really not in the mood. I'll walk till my house. You can leave.
- You'll walk from here till your house ? I'll drive you Jane. Don't be stupid.
- I need some time on my own.
I said looking at her grey eyes.
- Okay. I won't insist. Call me if you need anything.
She said kissing my cheek.
I left. I started walking while tears were running down my face. I don't know why I was acting like that. It wasn't a big deal after all. Gareth was just visiting some old friends im England.
Friends.
Which means also girls.
With his ex.
Stop it Jane.
I thought to myself. Deep inside I knew that Gareth was not the problem.
A car was following me. I understood it since I went from small roads to avoid it but it kept coming after me.
The driver rolled down the window.
- Come inside.
Sergio said and I rolled my eyes.
- I want to walk.
- It's a long distance Jane.
He said and I obeyed.
I closed the door and he started driving again.
I was silent while driving and he kept looking at me just to make sure I was okay.
- I really don't get why you're crying.
He said waiting for my answer.
- I'm not in my best mood.
I explained.
- Why ?
He asked again.
- Sergio, could you please shut the fuck up ?
I screamed and he looked at me surprised.
- Okay Jane. You could say that in a more friendly way.
He said and I rolled my eyes.
- I could but I didn't want to. Stop talking now.
I demanded.
He stopped. For a while. Then he started again.
- I've heard that the weather in England is very good. They will have fun.
He said with a cunning smile. He was doing it on purose of course.
- If you say, anything else I swear I'll jump out of your car.
- I'm sorry. It's just so funny. You're acting silly.
He said and he burst out laughing.
I couldn't bear with him.
He was right. I was acting stupid. I started laughing too.
- I don't know what's wrong with me.
I admitted.
- You'll overcome it. Here we are.
He said leaving me outside my house.
- Thanks Sergio.
I said and I turned to leave.
- You're welcome. We can do something together in the evening.
He said smiling.
Something together ? No, Sergio. That's not what I was thinking.
- Sure.
I heard myself replying. Wtf Jane ?
- Okay. I have already thought of something. Take your swimsuit with you.
He said kissing my cheek.
- See you then.
I replied.
- I'll pick you up at five.
- Isn't it a little bit early ?
I asked.
- No. You'll see.
He said winking at me.
- Okay.
I said and I kissed his cheek this time.
I opened the door and I headed to my house. I went inside. Okay what have I just done ?
Gareth won't like that.
But he's not here.
A voice inside of me whispered.
No, no. I had to call Sergio and cancel it. I looked at my phone. I wasn't acting right. I knew that.
《Isco and I are going clubbing tonight ? Are you in ?》
Ellen texted me.
Well.... that was my chance I would say yes to Ellen's suggestion.
《I'm sorry. I have other plans.》
What have I done ?
《Really with who ? 》
《Dinner with my parents. Sorry.》
Liar!
I thought to myself.
What was I doing ? And why did I have the terrible feeling that I would regret that ?
I should call Sergio and....no. He was just my company for tonight. I didn't have anything to worry about right ?