Chapter 787

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Dylan's POV
"Mirah"
"Yh?"
"Did you take any tape off your mirror?"
*...*
"Come on" I said taking her hand and walked to the bathroom
"Choose one" I said standing by her mirror
She looked at it for a bit and chose tape from the bottom and threw it in the bin.
She turned around and looked at me and I smiled at her
She looked down
"Babes I'm proud of you"
"Thanks"
"Babessss"
"Mm?"
"Come 'ere"
She walked over to me and I pulled her close to me and our lips locked. We made out and moved back into her room and fell onto her bed.
"Mmm I love you"
"I love you too"
I started leaving some soft kisses on her neck and her breathe got heavier on the side of my face.
I started licking her neck and sucking long and hard on her neck.
"Uh" she softly moaned into my ears
I smiled and continued to kiss her neck
"Babes..."
"Yh?" She replied looking at me
"I wanna be in you so bad"
She blushed and then put her head down
I lifted it by her chin so she faced me again and then we locked lips once more
"We can if you want..."
"Nah b, we can't"
"Why not?"
"I don't wanna disrespect your parents"
She smiled "I love you"
"I love you too"

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Amirah's POV
"Daddy?"
"Yes princess?" He said looking up at me over his desk
"I was wondering..." I said taking a seat on one of the arm chairs
"Mmm?"
"If me and Dylan could make-"
"Nope"
"Do you even know what I was going to say?"
"You were gonna ask if you and him could make love"'
I looked down
"Mirah, you're too young" he said as one of his many phones started to ring. He looked down at it and put it on silent and looked back up at me.
I slowly nodded "who's that?"
"No one important"
I nodded again.
"What does Dylan think about this?"
"He wants to but-"
"But what?"
"He said he don't wanna disrespect my parents like that"
Dad smiled "I like Dylan he's really nice guy"
"Yh he is"
"He's good for you, you seem a lot happier now"
I nodded and mum walked in and sat next to dad
"He's working on making me feel better about myself and the way I look"
"Mirah you're beautiful, just like your mum" he looked up at her making her blush and I smiled
"Well when I got out the shower and glanced in the mirror I vomitted-"
"Why?!"
"Made me feel sick"
He slowly nodded
"So I covered my whole mirror in strips of duct tape and when Dylan saw it we made a deal that I have to take a strip of tape off every day"
Dad smiled and nodded his head "did you take some tape off today"
I nodded
"That's good I'm proud of you, aren't you Jaydene?"
Mum nodded and then left the room
I sighed inwardly and looked down into my lap. My eyes started to water but i held my tears back.
Dads phone rang again but he ignored it. I looked up at him
"What's wrong?"
"Mums disappointed in me" a tear ran down my face
"No she's not babe"
"She is, when I told you guys tht I self harmed she was and she's disappointed in me now"
"Amirah, she's not"
I nodded "she is" and then I broke down In tears and ran to my room and locked the door. I phoned Dylan and told him everything.

Aaron's POV
I went to find Jaydene who was sat in the middle of our bed with her hair down, covering her face
"Babygirl"
She looked up at me
"Amirah thinks you're disappointed in her"
She raised her eyebrows
"She broke down in tears and ran to her room"
Jaydene put her head down and started to itch her arms.
"What's wrong?"
"She's upset because of me" she mumbled
"Nah b, her minds just in a different place"
"What if she cuts because of me?!" She started crying
"Babe she won't"

Amirah's POV
"Babes she's not disappointed in you"
"She is" I cried on the phone to Dylan
"Maybe she just reacted like that coz it reminds her of herself..?"
I continued to cry as I walked into my bathroom
"Babes?"
I didn't reply
"Mirah?"
"Mmm"
"Where did you just walk to?"
"Bathroom"
"Amirah please"
I didn't reply
"Babygirl" he sounded bare upset and it was breaking my heart
"Amirah, don't make me cry"
I cried even more looking into the cabinet for a blade
"Amirah" he was crying now "baby please don't. Please, for me"
Someone knocked on my bedroom door but I ignore it
"Amirah listen to me. You are the most beautiful girl in the world and no one is disappointed in you. Not your mum, not your dad, not your brother and definitely not me. I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore because you hurting yourself is you hurting me. So please baby, don't do it. You promised..."
My door knocked again "Amirah?" My mum called
I took a deep breath
And closed the cabinet
"Dylan I love you so much" I cried
"I love you too Amirah, I'll come pick you up for school tomorrow okay?"
"Mmhmm"
"Stop crying, you're too beautiful for that"
I giggled
"Babes you made me cry"
"I'm sorry"
"I still love you tho babes"
"I love you too"
"See Yu tomorrow"
"Byee"
*locked off*
I went and answered my door to see both my parents standing there
"Amirah I'm not disappointed in you I just hate hearing you speak about the things that make you upset"
I nodded my head
"Mirah I love you"
"I love you too"
Dads phone rang again and this time he answered and came back a few seconds later
"Guys I gotta handle some business so I'll see you later"
He kissed mum and then my forehead
"Bye babes"
"By daddy, love you"
"Love you too"

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