If It's Meant To Be - Continued

Chapter 763

Amirah's POV
I turned off the TV and ran upstairs to my room. My heart aches but I tried to keep the tears back. There's no point crying tbh.
I put my phone on charge and went into my bathroom and started to run a shower. I under eased and got in allowing my hair to get wet. I started to hum some music because singing always relaxes me. I am actually a good singer I just don't let people know because it will attract too much attention, none of my family know I can sing either.
"I can't sleep at night when you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio saying to me:
"If you think you're lonely now"
Wait a minute this is too deep , too deep
I gotta change the station so I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break and then I hear baby face
I only think of you and it's breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together but I'm falling apart

I'm feeling all out of my element
I'm throwing things, crying
Trying to figure out where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song it ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you, need you back in my life, baby

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who else am I gon' lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody there
Oh, baby baby, we belong together, baby!

When you left I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby, please
'Cause we belong together

Who I'm gonna lean on when times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me 'til the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place there ain't nobody there
Oh, baby baby, we belong together"

I carried humming some other songs as I washed and conditioned my hair as I soaped my body. Nothing ever really works out for me if I'm honest.
Marcus is the first boy that I've had mad feelings for and I lost my virginity to him... I guess that was a mistake
In school i don't really have much friends, there's my boy bestie, Dylan and I love him like a brother. He's always been there for me to stick up for me and tell people that pick on me to leave me alone. They always listen aswell because he's so popular. Dylan was the one that stopped me from self harming... Oh no one knows about that either and I would prefer to keep it that way. I like to keep myself to myself.
When I finished in the shower, I dried and then put on my dressing gown and slippers and went back into my room and picked up my phone. I went on snapchat to see that Marcus went to a Halloween party and was controlling some girl. I chuckled lightly then sighed. My phone started ringing and it was Dylan
"Yo"
"Hey bestie"
"Whys Marcus controlling girls at some Halloween party"
I sighed "idk"
"Wasn't he with you?"
"Well basically, remember how I told you me and him beat..?"
"Yh"
"I didn't really want to at the time but I guess he convinced me and i fell for it and then my dad and my uncle Amari said that I ain't allowed to beat because I'm too young"
"Oh Yh and you had a big argument with your dad?"
"Yh and basically me and Marcus was chilling and then one thing led to another and he wanted to have sex again but I said no because I don't want to disrespect my dad like that"
"Yh"
"And then he just left"
Dylan sighed "he's a prick"
"Mmm"
"What you gonna do?"
I sighed "idk what do you think I should do?"
"Do whatever your heart wants b. I gotta go look after my little sister, speak to you soon Yh?"
"Bye Dylan"
"Bye b"
*locked off*

I looked down at my phone to see a message from Marcus.

Marcus⚡️: you're dumped 😂