Ellie and Leah had what looked to the public as a fantastic life. Just gotten married having a baby but behind the smiles their lives were falling apart.
Could they still have their happy ever after?
It's been a few days since I broke up with Lia. Ellie is still at her mums and I'm home alone. Lia took her things she left from here and I feel so isolated. I've had Beth round a few nights and she's pestering me about Ellie. I know she means well but I just need space. I've spoken with my mother who of course is my biggest supporter. She knows my decision was for the best and she is happy I managed to figure myself out.
I look through instagram and see Ellie's story saying She's bored watching tv so I decide to see if she wants to talk.
"Free for a chat"
"Always....call or FaceTime?" I instantly smile.
I jump up and look at myself in the mirror I look horrendous. So I fix up my hair and face and call her on face time.
Rất tiếc! Hình ảnh này không tuân theo hướng dẫn nội dung. Để tiếp tục đăng tải, vui lòng xóa hoặc tải lên một hình ảnh khác.
"Hey beautiful" I say I mean she always looks beautiful so why not.
"Hey I see your beating yourself again" Ellie says laughing
Rất tiếc! Hình ảnh này không tuân theo hướng dẫn nội dung. Để tiếp tục đăng tải, vui lòng xóa hoặc tải lên một hình ảnh khác.
"Yeah sorry is it too loud"
"No le it's fine"
"So what you up too"
"Nothing bored"
"So you thought about me, how sweet."
"You know me" I wink at her.
"Le what's really the matter"
"I have something to tell you"
"Oh don't tell me you have another baby mama"
I laugh how does she do this always knows how to make me laugh.
"No don't be silly but me and Lia have split up"
"Oh...Leah I'm sorry"
"No your not" I smile at her through the camera
"No I'm not your right....so what are you worried about"
"I need to put something out there I don't want people to hate either of us and it's the right thing to do right"
"Yes but you know everyone loves you no matter what"
"No they don't, but thank you for saying that"
"Leah you're the most loveable person I know" she can tell I'm not listening and she knows I don't believe her.
"Leah stop that damn machine a minute and look at me."
I do as I'm told.
"Leah you are worth loving and you are so worthy of being loved. You deserve someone who will love you with no limits. You are worth loving even in days where you don't feel you've done your best. You are worth loving even when you say something that can make someone else upset. An apology is enough for someone who will love you unconditionally they will understand stand that it comes from a place of pain. They will see you for who you really are and not for the words you say. You are worth loving even when you mentally or physically can't love someone the way you want too. You are worthy of being loved by someone who is gentle and patient with you. If you're not with this person give it up but don't give up on love. That's what you have done with Lia. You know she wasn't worthy of your love"
"Then who is" I ask
Ellie's PoV
I face time with Leah I can see there is something on her mind she's not fully with me on this call. I start to question her and that's when she tells me about her and Lia my heart breaks for her that I'm not there to comfort her so the best thing I can do is give her a-bit of a pep talk.
"Leah stop that damn machine a minute and look at me." I demand with that her head shoot's up and her eyes on mine through the camera.
"Leah you are worth loving and you are so worthy of being loved. You deserve someone who will love you with no limits. You are worth loving even in days where you don't feel you've done your best. You are worth loving even when you say something that can make someone else upset. An apology is enough for someone who will love you unconditionally they will understand stand that it comes from a place of pain. They will see you for who you really are and not for the words you say. You are worth loving even when you mentally or physically can't love someone the way you want too. You are worthy of being loved by someone who is gentle and patient with you. If you're not with this person give it up but don't give up on love. That's what you have done with Lia. You know she wasn't worthy of your love"
I watch as she listens to me intently. Her face falls.
"Then who is" she asks me
I take a breath
"Me"
I see her eyes light up, then tears stream down her face.
"Oh el I've missed you so much"
"Le I feel exactly the same. I need to tell you something le and I hope you know how much I mean every word I say"
"Okay" she looks confused
"Leah Catherine Williamson, you were my first love and you will be my last love. I married you for a reason that being that my life isn't complete if you're not in it. My heart is empty when you're not around. I still see our life with a white picket fences house, the kids a dog and a happy healthy life. I want all of that I have known for a long time that I still want all this. I will always keep my promise to you"
"And what's that"
"That you my love are my life and soul, my everything and I want to grow old with you in that nursing home we talk about"
Tears rolling down my face.
"El..."
"Yes Leah"
"I still want all of that as-well....please come home"
