Assassin's love ||RusAme||CountryHumans||

Realization

《America's POV》

I arrived at the park at 12:59 pm, I wasn't late but not exactly early. I searched around for Russia, I thought he would be easy to spot because of his height but apparently not, after a few minute's of searching I found him.

A"Hey Russia! I was looking all over for you," I said in a joking manner. No. Remember that this is a business meeting, not a friendly get-together.

A"Oh, I apologise for my unprofessional behavior." I said, I straightened my posture and changed my expression.

R"It's fine, as long as we get buisness done." I nodded in return.

A"What would you like to know?" I said, I started to walk down the concrete path.

R"Are you gay?" he said bluntly, I turned around. My mouth was open from shock, I didn't know how to respond to that.

A"I- uh... I don't know, I never thought about it before" I said, I could feel my face warming up. A strange feeling in my stomach emerged

R"Do you like men?" He said, he took a step closer to me.

A"Uh- I mean, Yes?" I stuttered out, I am genuinely confused right now. He took another step closer to me and put his hand on my chin and lifted it up so he could look at me, my face was burning hot right now and the feeling in my stomach got stronger.

R"May I kiss you?" He said, his accent was strong. It sent shivers down my spine, I managed to nod my head. What am I thinking? This is a boy! Not just any boy but Russia! Oh god, this is such a mess! 

I then felt his lips against mine, they were soft and gentle. I widened my eyes in shock but it felt, nice? All I know is that the feeling in my stomach tripled, my face was probably as red as a tomato. He bit my bottom lip, in return I opened my mouth. His tounge entered my mouth exploring every part of it, I moaned into the kiss. He put his hands around my waist and I put mine around his neck, we soon parted for air.

R"It seemed you enjoyed that~" he said smirking,

A"Yeah, yeah. Whatever" I said, I smashed his lips into mine, I pulled his body closer. I heard a faint sound in the distance. Oh shit, we're still at the park. I break the kiss and say

A"Maybe we shouldn't do this here..." I said nervously, he let go of my waist but he still held my hand. As we were walking I tripped over a rock and as I was falling I jolted, up?

I looked around me, I saw my alarm clock going off and I was in my bed. In my house. Oh no. Nononononono, take me back. I wanna stay there, even if it's for a bit longer. Please. I laid down, trying to go back to sleep. I didn't want for it to be a dream, I wanted it to be reality so badly. I felt something on my cheek, I put my hand there and I feel water, Was I crying? Why is life so cruel to me?  I can't even have the boy I love, let alone a life I love. Oh god why me? I started to cry when it hit me, 'The boy I love'? did I really say that? Do I love him? Ugh this is so frustrating! Wait I just had a dream about making out with Russia... Does that mean I had a wet dream? Oh god no! What the fuck is wrong with me?! That is so wrong on so many levels!

I mentally scolded myself for a couple of minuet's until I decided to get up and get dressed, it was the weekend so I put on a sweat shirt and sweat pants. I didn't grab my glasses sense I wasn't going anywhere, but I still decided to brush my teeth. I looked at my face, it was red. Not from embarrassment but from crying, I don't belive that I cried over a fucking dream. A dream! A wave of happiness washed over me as I remember the dream, but I was soon met with sadness as I remembered it was just a dream. I then felt like crying again. I then heard a voice speak from behind me,

?"Not so fun knowing you can't be with who you love." they said, not teasingly or tauntingly. It sounded more like they were stating a fact, I turned my head around and I saw Venezuela.

V"I know you did it because of business but did you really have to kill Syria?" he said, he was hurt. That was obvious, 

A"I kill anyone in my way, you know that." I said sharply, it sounded rude.

A" Apologies, didn't mean for it to sound rude." I said spitting out the toothpaste,

V"Whatever." he said annoyed. If I were him I would be at my throat right now, I don't know how he's so calm.

A"Look, I let you have your 'fun' before I killed you, I know it doesn't mean much but it shows that I care a bit." I said turning my whole body towards him,

V"Y- YOU SAW THAT!" he screamed, his face was so red you couldn't tell that he had yellow and blue on his flag aswell. I chuckled a bit but then I left the bathroom and went downstairs, In truth I didn't enjoy killing Venezuela, or Syria for that matter but not much I can do to change that now.

V"Look America, im not going to haunt you or terrorize you. But Syria might, just know I have no control over that. But more on-topic, you need to do what you want to do. Not what your Father wants, I know you enjoy the adrenaline but I also know you don't enjoy killing. Try bungee jumping or sky diving, it'll be enough adrenaline." he said, I couldn't help but ask,

A"Why? Why aren't you going to haunt me, terrorize me, after all I deserve it." I said, I was looking straight at him. He did not break eye contact

V"Because you had no choice. If you said no you would be killed along with your friends. Say yes and you kill one friend. I would have made the same choice you did" he said calmly, for some reason I felt angry. Not at Venezuela, but Britain. He is the one who put me in this role, he is the one who didn't give me a choice. But I know I couldn't do anything, no matter how good of a killer I am, I can't kill Britain. Yet.

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I know it wasn't a wet dream but this is Ame's POV and he doesnt know shit about love. 

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