Dear diary Placement : I was debating writing about this I now have a really deep blue bruise on my left bicep and I don't think I've ever had a bruise like that before. It's not crazy coloured but it's also very painful.
I was going to tell Ayrton. But I thought to myself why. I wanted him to come. I cried in the car drive from placement to work. I haven't told anyone actually. It's not gonna do any good I don't wanna say much. I'd rather not make myself sad . You know when you're having a bad day and want to talk or hug from that one person? I wanted to see him that day, I think he called. So I let him speak and didn't mention anything. If he asks or anyone asks about placement honestly I'll just be like it is what it is
I'm wearing short sleeves today and I kinda just said "idk how I got this bruise" to my family so no one could comment on it cos I'd already made it known. It's so painful
If anyone ever asks, placement is always fine. Everything was going fine until after bloods, I was so happy I remember I texted Ayrton about the bloods. I cba to talk about it any more I was so close to telling him.
Idk
Maybe I should try getting stronger
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I did some revision during work and I've done revision today.
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It's just getting darker
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But I've decided I won't tell him or anyone cos it's unnecessary. Like I guess nothing happened I just didn't expect to be yanked like that
I want to relax I'm gonna have a bubble bath and use the lush gift set Iehab got me
