547 days

29/4

Dear diary,
I think I feel fine alhamdulilah and back to my normal self but still gonna take it easy with eating today.
Think it's my brother in laws bday today

I purposely tried to stay up last night but think I fell asleep around 1am and randomly and naturally woke up at 7am, but managed to go back to sleep but fully woke up at 9am. I had a few texts off Iehab, she and her other close friend Samah who I'm friends with are going down my ends.
Anyways samah had booked a spa day at the Cltc mnr for both of them today for iehabs bday which I thought was so sweet. Iehab was messaging me telling me she's at the train station and doesn't know if she should take a taxi or whatever and obviously I'm not gonna let them take the taxi when I'm so close, so I drove down and picked them up and dropped them off at the cltic and it was soooo boujeeeeee and they had all these fancy cars with private number plates and here's me driving up in my 08 fox 😂😂

They did invite me to join them but I was like nah it's fine. I'm quite low maintenance with my friends like I'm easy cos I understand that sometimes you just wanna hang out one on one. There's been times when I've only wanted to hang out with just me and Iehab so I didn't wanna intrude . But I appreciated the offer

I told them to let me know when they're done to drop them off at the train station. On the drive back I somehow managed to get down to the icc centre or whatever it's called and it was cool cos I wasn't even mean to be parked there the security guard was like we have an event soon but I'll let you take a pic lol so I quickly took one and she's like no you can get out your car and take a proper pic lol bless her

And I drove back home

Kinda annoyed though and it's solidified why I want a car
My dad was like no I'm taking the car tonight and I was like can't you take the Audi and he goes the timing belt needs to be changed or whatever and then he was asking me where I work?

I think I'm gonna buy that £2.3 car cos I cba anymore and somehow sort out insurance. It's fully pissed me off

But yeah anyways that's my morning. Kinda spontaneous. Think my dad needs the car at like 4. Not sure if the girls will be done by 4 so idk if I'd be able to give them a lift back but I let them know

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Bless my dad he did say just now I can take the car but it's all so inconvenient
So I'll pick the girls up and I won't drop them at the train station I'll just take them home and then I'll go work

Gonna do a Pilates workout now cos I've been saying I'll do one for ages now and I haven't and I feel like I wanna tone up a bit

Just had a nice bath. Only did a bit of that Pilates workout lol I ended up dancing around my room to some throwback songs. You know that song In da club by 50 cent? Yep. That. Just felt like some pre birthday vibes lol. Tidied my room a bit . And honestly I feel tired. Might try sleeping.
My dad suggested I eat watermelon today I was like loooooool absolutely not, but we have these really nice powdered drinks we get from this Muslim Asian shop and it's sooo nice, anytime we have had guests over they always say how nice the watermelon drink is, so my parents got different flavours this time like apricot and stuff so I'll probably have a drink of that cos I haven't had any water today.
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Dropped them off went to town for like five mins lol
Really wanted halloumi sticks from Nando's lol but had to drive back
I did see that car on the way to work, the outside is a little messed up but I guess that's reflected in the price I just hope it drives well inshAllah. Ayrton got me contemplating about buying my dads car but like my dad is still gonna wanna use the car if you know what I mean but it makes sense cos I'm insured on the car but I'm so used to this car now as well but I just don't see it like we will end up sharing the car again

Also weather is immaculate but omg I'm sweating 😭 I've taken paracetamol with me just in case
I keep losing my vaseline
I'm not tired as I've slept well and things bless my dad he shut my door and was like what time do you have to do so I can wake u up but i woke up before then anyway

But I feel a little sluggish like I don't have a crazy amount of energy to do this shift and idk who I'm working with but I have an idea cos I just seen a car in the car park

I'm prolonging going in lol
The blossom trees are so pretty 😫❤️

Tomorrows my last day of being 22

Omg you know what
I don't think I've fully sat down and listened to Taylor swifts 22 song 🫣😨😳 I will do that tomorrow as like commemorating being 22 lol

Iehab paid for my parking ticket bless her she beat me to it
She also fed me some of those candy kitten sour sweets when I was driving , I only took two cos I didn't wanna over do it but she left the rest of the packet in my bag bless her

18:45pm