547 days

21/4

Cannot be bothered for today 😭🥱🥱😴😴😴 just wanna stay in bed and sleeeeep. I actually got a good nights sleep but I'm struggling to get out of bed .
Still debating getting a 1.5k car and saving the rest of my money for mortgage and car insurance or paying a little more for a car.

Last day of fasting today. Wanna go out somewhere nice for food. Or a nice treat. Although that's normally done for Eid. I'll probably take my work clothes with me tomorrow cos I'll probably be out in town all day and from there go to work

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OMG SO BUSY. I've only just sat down, I've come to sit downstairs at reception talking to the porters 😂 I'm so drained already feeet are killing me. People have been asking if they can help me out cos I've been non stop back and forth 😭 I literally have to go in five mins to see a patient. Then at 2 I'm working eyes and I'm kinda dreading it 😭 so thirsty today as well.

I have had a little cry at like 7am already 😭😂 it was happy tears not sad tears. Yes I fully cried, sat there and sobbed with a nurse called Tasha and cried my eyes out cos she was being so kind and saying nice things and for some reason I cried. I told her my period is due tomorrow so that's why😂 she kinda almost cried with me and we hugged lol. I'll say what she said to me after

All the patients are so friendly and been chatting away, I walk past one and he gave me a wink, they're all so nice. I'm such a chatterbox though honestly 😭😂 but I think I'm good at building rapport with them. I've been told I am charismatic which idk I just like to talk, I'll find anything in common with a stranger.

Called the dentist up and they said if I could down at 11 but I said I'm working so I'm going on Monday at 8:45 and I have uni placement I HAVE to go to uni but I accepted the dentist appointment cos I'm not being funny, it's more important as it's my health. So I'll email uni about that later. Kinda wish I went today cos the sooner the better. But my side of the wards is busy today so they need me.

I have so many messages to get back to, even on WhatsApp a few uni people
Messaged me and I haven't had the time. Couldn't be bothered last night either I was shattered.

The hijabi older woman has taken a liking to me and has requested my phone number bless her. She's housekeeping staff.

Ahhhhh I love my jobbbbb alhamdulilah. I hate the mornings don't get me wrong cos it's so tedious and slow but I'm definitely in the right field alhamdulilah.

I'm worried they've ruined my tooth or hit the nerve or something. It's not that bad today but was quite bad yesterday

They also need someone to work tomorrow during the day and I'm tempted to put my name down but I'm working nights and I also wanted to be out and about and enjoy Saturday to go out to town and things like that. I wouldn't mind doing a few hours in the morning if they need me . In fact I'll message them now. I wouldn't mind doing 7-12

11:41am

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Never had my break this early ever but I was swamped with work. Someone said they'd take over. Finally sat down omg. Now after my break im back working a new thing.

Had a patient who was lovely but his father was quite pretentious, needs to be knocked off his high horse

Was another patient who all the nurses fancied he was Spanish and I went there and didn't give him my time of day. He knew the girls liked him and he was being so cringe and tried to flirt like ew.
At the end of the day, one of the nurses started to dislike him cos he was being minging

They said cos im working nights tomorrow it'll be too much to do a few hours tomorrow morning and I was but if you need me always give me a text. Im gonna put my name down to work theatres for a few hours tomorrow then go town from there