547 days

Thursday 19th January 2023

Dear diary,

7:09- the longer I sleep, the harder it is to get out of bed in the morning :(

I fell asleep instantly last night. Was knocked out.

Oops I've dropped my phone twice already.
I'm driving today. We have a training thing in the afternoon, have a feeling today will drag.

I like driving because I get to put my music on and I wouldn't have to talk to honey if I don't want to. When someone says stuff like that, it's kind of hard to 'get over it' overnight.

I feel better about the whole situation though. I talked to my friends and Lorenz and even my mum about it. Lorenz was so caring and understanding and so was my mum. It was nice.

Lorenz is a good person. He understood where I was coming from and apologised for some of the things he said that upset me. it's SUCH A GOOD quality to have like I don't know how many times to say it, but someone knowing when to apologise and acknowledging your feelings is so important. You'd be surprised, your own best friend wouldn't care.

I appreciated him a lot yesterday, even his voice notes he was like you can call me and we don't have to talk we can just do our own thing but I'll still be on call with you.
He's the sweetest.

I'm gonna start my gym membership again today lol. All I'm doing is eating and not exercising I'm actually getting out of breath fast. I'm getting chubby.

A year ago today me and Lorenz went to the cinema and he got me shake shack cheesy fries.

We are going to a conference training thing today which means I'll be driving a new route in the afternoon to the conference place. There'll be free food:)