GOBE NA (My Future)

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ABDALLAH POV.

Be iya zuwa gurin aikin ba kamar yadda ya tsara zuwa tun farko, gaba daya ji yake kamar ba shi da lafiya, ji yai baya bukatar ko'ina sai gidansa. A take ya dauki hanyar gidan, a ka'idan zai shiga gidansa yana shiga da sallama kuma fuska a sake ko da kau yana cikin damuwa yana kokarin yin hakan saboda yaransa, duk damuwarsa ko wata matsala nasa baya son tana shafar iyalinsa musamman yaransa Abdallah mutum ne mai tsananin son yara ko da ba na shi ba balle kuma na shi, wannan yasa duk irin matsalar da suka samu da Suwaiba matarsa baya taba bari yaransa su gane.
  Babu kowa falon at that time, daman yara suna scul Suwaiba kuma tana dakinta, kai tsaye dakinsa ya wuce yana jin wani irin zazzabi na rufe shi, kwantawa yai saman gadonsa yai ruf da ciki ya rumtse idonsa sosai. Yana jin wayarsa na ringing ya ki ya duba mai kira ma balle yai deciding zai dauko ko a'a, ya kusan awa daya a haka sannan ya bude idonsa ya tashi zaune yana duba wayar, Abdulhamid ne ke kiransa. Sai da ya busar da iskar bakinsa sannan ya danna picking.

“Abdallah”

“Na'am”

Ya amsa yana gyaran muryar.

“Ya kuka yi da ita?”

Shiru yai for few seconds sannan ya ce.

“Tace ta fi bukatar sakin ko dan cutar da take dauke da ita”

Daga dayan bangaren Abdulhamid yai shiru kamar mai nazari har Abdallah ya dauka ko ya kashe wayar sannan yai magana.

“Idan kuma na ce bata dauke da cutar fa? Zata zauna?”

“Amman miye gaskiyar lamarin ne?”

“Maganar gaskiya bata dauke da cutar”

“Then miyasa ka ce tana dauke da ita?”

“Ina son na gane wani abu ne, kuma ina tunanin idan na ce mata haka zan ji wani abu daga gareta, amman na ga hankalinta sam be tashi ba, even i thought zata yarda ta zauna saboda tunanin idan ta fita za a kyamace ta, but then i realized idan har na cigaba da zama da ita, zan iya cutar da ita kuma ni ma zan cutu, domin har ga Allah zuciyata ta kasa natsuwa da ita, ta wani bangaren ina ganin kamar rabuwar shi ya fi alheri”

“Amman Abdulhamid miyasa za ka ce tana dauke da cutar, na kasa yarda da kai, wani lokacin sai kai ta abu kamar marar tunani”

“Idan taje wani gurin ta yi gwajin ai za a tabbatar mata idan tana dauke da cutar ko akasin haka”

“Ina fatar rabuwar ta zame muku alheri kai da ita”

Shine kawai abunda Abdallah ya fada ya kashe wayar ya kaita a goshinsa, babu abunda ke ransa sai irin halin da Halimatu zata shiga.

“What if Abdulhamid yana da lafiya? Da duk wannan zai faru? Da ko kin yi cikin ba zai gane cewar ba na shi ba ne, ni na jefaki a wannan matsalar, saboda ni ne silar wannan matsalar....”

Ya furta yana kara rumtse idonsa, kokarin da yake na kawarda damuwar abunda Halimatu ta fada masa ne, gudun kar wani abun ya same ta, and the most of all zai wanke Abdulhamid daga rikon da yai masa a zuciyarsa. Bude idonsa ya sake yi ya lalubo number Halimatu ya aika mata sako.

“Na zurfafa a son ki na sani, na nuna miki son kaina na sani, na kaurara da yawa na sani, kina da gaskiyar ki yi yarda da duk wani abu da zuciyarki ta fada miki, amman ina dada jadadda miki karki kuskura fadawa Abdulhamid wannan maganar”

After the sms ya kwanta saman gadon yana jin kamar ba shi da wani kuzari. Abubuwan da ta fada masa is painful suna ta kona masa zuciya, after like two hours ya kira wani a asibitin ya fada masa cewar ba zai sami damar zuwa ba a yau. Tun da ya kwanta babu fuskar da yake ganin sai ta Halimatu old memories yake tunawa daga lokacin da take yan mata ba tai aure ba, a lokacin duk be fara son ta ba har tai aure shi kuma ya bar kasar duk be fara son ta har ya dawo yai aure ya haifi yarsa ta fari be fara sonta ba, sai da suka hadu a family meeting a lokacin tana da aurenta har ta haifi yara uku, tun daga ranar Allah ya dora masa sonta, yanayin jikinta mu'amalarta kyauta da komai nata sai ya rike burge shi, musamman da ya samu labarin waye mijinta da irin kalubalen da take fuskanta a gidan aure sai ya fara tausayinta yana ganin kamar shi ya dace ta aura ta samu jindadi, kamar yadda yake jin cewar idan ya aureta zai iya haifar ɗa namiji tunda ita duk tana haihuwar maza da mata, and bugu da gari ga sonta da yake.
But why he fell in love with her? Sai yanzu yake ta ganin laifin kansa, he know maybe da be so duniyarta da tunaninta be bata haka ba ta bata munana masa zato ba. Har scul bus ta kawo yaransa daga makaranta yana a dakinsa kwance, yana jin hayaniyarsu amman damuwar da ke ransa ta hana shi tashi ko da zaune balle har ya fito falo.
  After yayi sallah azahar a cikin dakin Suwaiba ta shigo ta zauna kusa da sallayar tana karantar damuwar mijinta.