special guitar | tokio hotel | Tom Kaulitz x y/n

𝙲𝚑𝚊𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝟾𝟻

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i woke up and looked around me. i was in an apartment. i don't remember whos. my head started throbbing.

i looked to my right and saw ben in his kitchen. i sighed and stood up. "oh! hey y/n" he smiled.

"goodmorning" he smiled. my heart has a deep pang. i remembered when tom used to say that with a big smile.

i smiled at him. "thank you umm.. for last night" i said lowly. he hummed. "it's cool, i knew you needed it" he smiled.

he gave me a glass of water and pain killers. my heart panged again; getting deja vu. i drank some and he smiled.

he washed my cup and i stood up from the stool. "i'm gonna head home. thank you so much" i smiled. he smiled back. "want me to drop you off?" he asked.

i nodded. we got out his apartment and went down the elevator. he rubbed my back and smiled. "what are you thinking about?" he asked suddenly.

"nothing" i said, still zoning out. he wrapped his arms around my neck and pulled me close. he hugged me tightly and i hugged him back.

the elevator dinged and we pulled apart. we got into his car and he started it. i sat back, thinking about what's going to happen. should i confront him? should i keep it a secret?

(time skip)

"can you stop here? i don't want them seeing you" i said. he nodded. "bye ben" i smiled. he hugged me and kissed my forehead. "bye y/n" he smiled back.

i got out the car and started walking towards the house. i looked behind me and saw bens car still there. i guess he was waiting for me to go to my house safely. i smiled at the thought.

i was still wearing my baggy pants and a hoodie. i sighed as i tried to unlock the door slowly. i stepped inside the house, hearing the tv on in the living room.

i slowly closed the door and i heard footsteps. i shut my eyes close as i felt someone hug me tightly. i stumbled backwards since they ran.

"y/n where were you" i heard bills voice. i opened my eyes and saw that i was hugging him.

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we were watching tv. y/n hasn't arrived yet and i started to get worried. did she knew?

the door open silently, but i heard it shut. bill looked at me. he shot up and started running towards the door.

i followed behind him and saw him run up to her. she stumbled backwards a bit as her eyes shot open.

i watched them as they hugged each other tightly. not wanting to let go. he pulled away from her. "where were you" he said. i can hear the worriedness in his voice.

i examined y/n. her hair was a bit tangled, her eyes puffy and slightly red, it looked like she was crying a lot. i furrowed my eyes slightly and tilted my head.

"i was uhh.." she started. she looked at me but once we made eye contact she looked away. "i was at a friends house" she mumbled.

"oh, who?" my younger brother asked. "ben" she said. my smile dropped as she said his name.

i put my lips to the side and looked at the both of them. "did you eat" he asked. she bit her lip and nodded. i knew she was lying.

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tom pulled me to the side as bill walked back to the living room. i winced as he put his hand around my wrist. "are you okay?" he asked.

i avoided eye contact with him as i nodded. "y/n" he started. i pulled my hands away and gave him a weak smile. i walked upstairs to our room.

i shut the bathroom door behind mine as i brushed my teeth. i zoned out as i continued brushing the same spot.

i washed my face and dried it. i did my skincare in the bathroom as i felt tears filling up my eyes. i blinked them away; but couldn't help but cry.

i wiped the tears away and looked at myself. i combed my hair and walked out the room. tom was sitting on the edge of the bed with his head low, fiddling with his shirt.

i think we both know what happened

i walked in the closet and changed into shorts and a big shirt. toms shirt. i put my lips into an upside down curve and tears started filling up my eyes. i ignored them and walked out the closet.

"can we talk" he asked. i looked at him, i could see pain and sorrow in his eyes. i nodded and looked away.

he scooted to his right, hinting me to sit next to him. i sat down and he turned his body towards me.

"had fun last night?" i grinned. he looked at me. "what do you mean" he asked. my blood started to boil.

"what about that rando that you brung home" i smiled while clenching my teeth together.

"how about you? did you have fun last night making out with ben in the car?" he asked suddenly. my eyes widened. "what are you talking about? you were the one making out with some random whore" i argued standing up.

he remained sitting. "do you think it's fun hearing you kiss some other girl?! i've been with you- no. i've been best friends with you since we were five and your ruining that"

he remained silent. "did you know how much i sobbed that night" i said almost breaking down. "i even thought that you didn't love me" "we both kissed other people! so why are you getting mad?!" he yelled.

"i'm mad because i should be considerate!" "then why do you need to be considerate?!" "because i fucking love you okay?!" everything went silent.

"and you don't act like you do" i mumbled. "what..?" "what huh. what" i mocked. "you flirt, kiss, fuck other girls" i argued.

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cliff hanger.

if you guys are wondering, i'm trying to make y/n and toms relationship have more drama so please don't get all mad at me and sending me threats in wattpad messages😭

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