"Soonyoung? Soonyoung!" I called when I shot to my feet, frantically looking around the room.
"S-Soons, where are you?" I shout out, feeling a lump form in my throat as I looked everywhere possible.
I checked behind the curtains, possibly under the blanket- even though I knew he wasn't there.
I back up and looked at the door.
He walked out the door- why would he do this?
I immediately run out of the room and looked down the halls.
"Soonyoung!" I yell, looking then to my left.
Left, I'll check left first.
My heart was pounding in my throat as I ran down the hall.
I looked in the rooms down the hall.
I was horrified.
why isn't Soonyoung in his room anymore? What happened?
"S-Soonyoung please answer me!" I call out, panting and shaking slightly.
I ran into the next room,
It was the bathroom.
"Soonyo-" I stopped speaking and I cut myself short
I heard something.
I paused and looked at he stalls, only one was closed.
I slowly walked up to it and paused.
"..soonyoung?" I let out.
I heard no reply.
I knock on the stall hesitantly.
"S-Soonyoung if its you please open the stall.."
I once again got no reply.
I knew it was him after that.
"Please, get back to your room.. what on earth are you thinking getting up? Please open the stall." I say, trying to hide the shakiness to my voice.
He didn't answer me.
My voice got softer. ".. are you ignoring me..?"
I heard him breathe out.
"Did.. did I do something? H-Hyung please just come with me back to your room.."
He wasn't answering me.
"Soonyoung I'll get the doctor if you don't-"
"I don't want you to see me."
It was a whisper.
I was taken aback a little as I looked at the stall door. "..huh?"
He then spoke again. "I don't want you to have to see me when I'm like this.. I didn't like seeing you when you were sick. I just- I want to be alone while I'm getting better.."
He continued.
"It's not like I don't want to be there with you, but I.. I don't know.. I don't want you to see me in pain i-if it's hurting you.." he continued to whisper and I finally tried to reply.
"Open the stall please." I said softly.
After a few minutes I heard him unlock the door and immediately he hugged me.
He wrapped his arms around me.
"I'm sorry, this is really dumb huh?" He said and I buried my head in his chest.
"We've been through this before.. we can do it again. I won't leave you, and we'll be okay." I said.
I realized that I'm not being selfish
Because that was when Soonyoung told me that he needed me just as much as I felt I need him.
We can't leave each other.