Slowly Dying

By kara242

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Nicole was sat in the bathroom with a tub of pills and a knife to kill herself. Why, you ask? Here's why. Nic... More

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
Chapter 58
Chapter 59
Chapter 60
Chapter 62
Chapter 63
Chapter 64
Chapter 65
Epilogue
Q&A

Chapter 61

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By kara242

Adam's POV

I knocked on Chloe's door and seconds later Amanda opened. I gave her the disk without saying anything and left. I drove home and put the DVD disk into the DVD player that was in Dad's room. I pressed play and there was Nicole. She was upset and crying. Then she started speaking.

"Hi, Adam, when you're watching this, I won't be here anymore. You're probably wondering why did I kill myself and I'm here to tell you now. Let's start from the beginning, I was bullied for years, then you came. You came and you made those horrible people stop pushing and tripping me over in the corridors. They stopped that but there was just some who continued making my life hell. Chloe. She was the worst of them all. She stabbed me and you rescued me that day. She kept on sending nasty messages, her and all her mates were sending them. I've left you my phone. You can see them for yourself. She got someone to rape me and he raped me in the alley, near the school. I've never really gotten over it. After the Ice Ball, when we went bed, I thought for a moment that you were him and I was scared. I ruined the moment. She's the one who kept on beating me up. I had bruises all over my body and I covered them so you and everyone else couldn't see them.." Nicole said.

There was a long pause. Just as I thought it couldn't get any worse.

"She's the one who set up the kidnapping, Adam. You're probably thinking why didn't I tell you or the police. I told the Inspector and my family but they never believed me, they thought I was crazy. I didn't want you to think I was mad so I never told you. She broke my leg, I didn't trip over the chair. She came to the hospital and when Mark went to get me dinner, she came it and did it. It's just I've never felt happy and she's always been hurting me. I always felt like this and no one could help because they couldn't. I've always had people hurting me and hating me when I've tried so hard to be nice to them. Sometimes I don't know which is worst, to feel so numb or so hurt. I couldn't do it anymore. She's the reason why I self harm. She's the one who created all these bruises on me." She said, tears rolling down her cheeks.

She stood up and showed me all the bruises scattered all over her body. She took off the makeup on her face with some wipes, showing another faint bruise.

"I've loved every moment with you. I knew that you hated Ed Sheeran but you still came to the concert with me. I loved our little road trip, that was probably the best part. Spending Christmas with you was amazing. I still remember our first date when we were looking at the stars in the sky, it was beautiful. I have loved spending all this time with you, it's a shame it couldn't have been forever," she said, smiling, but you could see the sadness in her eyes.

"I don't want you to mourn over me, Adam, I want you to move on and maybe get a new girlfriend and I hope she makes you happy because you deserve to be happy. Amelia needs you too so you need to look after her, okay, promise me you'll get on with life and be happy. That's all I want for you is to be happy. I wish it was me that could be happy with you, but it's not, I'm sorry, it could never be, not with all this hate around me. I love you so much that it hurts," she said. Her hand was on the screen and I put mine on the screen, the same place where her hand was. The tears rolled down her face and they rolled down mine as well.

"Goodbye Adam, I love you, always have and I always will," she said. The video then stopped playing and she was gone.

The door opened and Claire came in. She hugged onto me tightly. I sobbed into her. Nicole's gone. She's gone and it hurts so much. It hurts so much that so many people hated such a beautiful girl like her. They broke her. They completely broke her. They're the reason why she's no more. And, I swear to god, they will pay.

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Hi all. So this isn't the end. There's another chapter or a few more after this. Adam was watching her as she left the recording for him.

Who do you want the next chapter POV to be from? Who's DVD do you want to see what it says?

Tell me your opinions xx

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