I woke up here again.
I don't know what I expected when I opened my eyes.
Today my mom has a business trip and so does my dad, but he was already gone before I was brought to the hospital.
They couldn't miss this because if they didn't go, the company they own would shut down. They wouldn't be able to pay for whatever treatment I need.
She left late last night, kissing my head over and over again, crying.
She told me I would be alright continuously and that I would be okay.
But today was the day I felt all the pain.
Yesterday they dosed me up on so many drugs, I couldn't even feel my fingers.
But today they started to wear off and suddenly I felt my body grow stiff and sore. Sore everywhere, on my joints, on my face, on my torso.
I don't know why I'm so sore or in this much pain- my lungs hurt the most.
The doctors constantly flooded my room and checked to make sure my machinery was working.
They didn't want to admit they didn't know what's wrong with me.
Every time I choked out, asking what was wrong with me, they only said for me to stay calm and to be patient.
Why must it hurt to blink now?