Alexa's Pov
After a game and celebrating because damn Kayla can play I went home.
I tried not to think about Jay but somehow my mind ended up on him.
It was 2:00 am and I was still awake laying down.
I couldn't sleep. I loved him. I still do.
The door bell suddenly rang.
I was confused and scared. I grabbed a bat before answering it alone.
"Alexa-"
"What the fuck are you doing at my house?" I asked him my temper already rising.
"Look I have no where else to go. I need a place to stay." Jay said.
"Get away from me Jay. I hate you. I tried and you just hated and played me." I said.
"I'm sorry Alexa. I love you." Jay begged.
I looked at him and he had a bruised lip a black eye and was limping.
I opened the door all the way and laid Jayden down.
"I can't believe your doing this for me." Jayden whispered.
I grabbed a first aid kit and wiped his blood.
He hissed in pain and I pecked his lips.
"I'm sorry Jay." I said feeling guilty.
"Hey baby girl don't feel bad." Jay whispered.
He grabbed my hair and I still felt the tingles.
I squirmed a bit and he chuckled.
"I love you." Jay said.
"Right now I can't say I love you because if I hurt you again I'm gonna feel guilty." I said making Jay laugh.
I soon finished.
"Ok I love you." I said and Jay laughed again.
"Only you baby girl."
I smiled a bit it quickly faded.
"Why did you choose to come to me?" I asked.
"Because I've got no one else." Jay admitted.
"So only because you've got no one else you came to me?" I asked rolling my eyes.
"Baby it's not like that." Jay said soothingly. Damn these effects.
"Yeah it is! You said you played me and then you said you came back because you had no one else! That's some fake love!" I yelled.
Jay chuckled.
"Look whatever the hell fake love is I know I don't do it. I love you Alexa. I love you." Jay whispered. He put a hand on my cheek but I pushed it away.
"I hate it when you do that." I said glaring at him.
"When I do what?" He asked innocently.
"Oh shut up. Like you don't know your touch effects me and your touching me all over." I said glaring hard at him making him chuckle.
"I only have effects because you still love me. Why're you playing these games? You know we're in this together and you're trying to go. I'm not letting you go." Jay said.
A tear left my eye.
"You don't have to cry. Just come back to me." Jay said.
"You're going to hurt me like you did before!" I yelled.
Warning sexual but no sex
He kissed me with passion but softly. Of course I felt butterflies fireworks tingles any possible thing you could feel during a kiss.
He nibbled on my bottom lip as I moaned and put a hand on his cheek.
"Does that kiss feel like I'll hurt you?" He whispered as he moved his to my shirt. He took it off still kissing me. Wow. We had never gone this far.
"Tell me when you want me to stop." Jay whispered.
"No sex?" I asked.
"No sex baby girl." Jay promised.
I took off his shirt and sucked on his neck making him moan. I smirked against his neck and I think he felt it because he started stroking my hair and I squirmed a bit.
He slowly laid me down almost teasing me.
"Hurry up Jay." I said glaring at him making him chuckle and smirk
He kissed up my neck and stopped at the corner of my mouth. But I wasn't having it. I grabbed his face and put his lips on mine as he picked me up my legs moved around his waist.
He pushed me against the wall.
He sucked on my neck and I moaned.
"You're mine." Jay said.
"Jay I'm yours and your mine." I promised before letting out another moan.
Jay smirked against my neck.
"I love you." He whispered.
"Jay I love you too." I said.
He pecked my lips before putting his shirt back on as I did the same.
"Can I stay?" Jay whispered.
I nodded and checked my neck for a hickey. Which I didn't find. Thank goodness he was careful.
"Yes I know your a goody two shoes who doesn't want to get in trouble." Jay said rolling his eyes.
I pecked his lips.
"You can stay." I said. He smiled and nodded and gave me his hoody
to wear which I smiled and put on as he put on a matching one.
"You like it?" Jay asked.
"I love it. We should save it and wear it to school." I said.
"Ok baby girl." He said.
"Who hurt you?" I suddenly asked.
"Baby-"
"Who hurt you?" I asked stronger.
"Baby girl I'm fine." Jay promised.
"Jay who?" I asked tears filling my eyes.
"It was Dad. He lost his temper. Just once. I'm fine." Jay promised.
"I'm trusting you." I whispered.
"I promise you. I wouldn't lie." He said.
"Ok." I said.