Taylor's surprise Italy trip was everything she could have ever wanted and more. Having just arrived back to NYC, the girls' mood was a somber one, as they both knew that Taylor would be going to her Rhode Island home to begin working on her next album. Ever since arriving home, the two have tried to keep some distance, thinking that it will help when it comes to having to say goodbye for a while.
Karlie arrived at her apartment to get settled back in. She'll be having several shoots in NYC over the next week and wanted to get some laundry done.
Taylor decided to do the same and begin packing for her getaway as well. While walking around aimlessly in her apartment her phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hey honey, how was your trip?"
"It was amazing mom. The best trip I could ever ask for."
"So, what are you up to now?" Andrea asked.
"*sigh* I'm packing for Rhode Island. I'm planning on being there for a few months to work on my album."
"What's wrong honey?"
"I'm just gonna miss Karlie, that's all. We've been together pretty much every day for the last several months."
"Well, this might not be a bad thing. Space can be good. It makes for a healthy relationship. You're right, you have been together a lot, take a break."
"TAKE A BREAK?" Taylor shouted. I don't want to TAKE A BREAK.
"Taylor, calm down. I know you love Karlie and hate being away from her. All I'm saying is that taking a break will make you miss her even more. And when you two get together again, it'll feel brand new."
Taylor sighed, "Maybe you're right. It just sucks."
"When are you planning on leaving?"
"Tomorrow morning. Karlie has a shoot in the morning, so I think it would be best to leave while she's there."
"Ok. Well, I'm gonna let you go and if you need to talk just give me a call. Your dad and I are planning on coming up soon to visit, so I'll keep you posted. I love you precious. And don't worry, everything will be fine. I love you."
"I love you too, mom. Bye."
Taylor sat on her couch, not wanting to move but she knows she has things to do. She heads upstairs where she begins to pack, not needing too much since her RI home is already full of clothes but she still wants a few things. She gets lost in her thoughts wondering what Karlie is doing right now.
Fifteen minutes away, Karlie stares into space thinking about Taylor. She's going to miss her so much and is trying to keep it together but it's just hard. They had decided to end their time together in the car. Thinking it would be best to just stay apart that night and go their separate ways come morning. Both of them thought it would be for the best, but Karlie is having second thoughts about it. She rather be with her girlfriend now.
A few hours pass and it's now 10 pm. Karlie has to be at work for 7. She knows Taylor will be leaving at some point in the morning. She picks up her cell, hoping there's a missed call or a text from the singer but she knows there won't be since her phone has been with her the whole time.
"FUCK THIS. I'm going to Taylor's."
There was a knock on the door. Taylor looked at the clock and saw it was 10:30pm. She knew it had to be someone she knew since her security allowed them to get to her door.
She makes her way down the stairs and opens the door. As soon as it opens, she's sees her amazing girlfriend standing there with an overnight bag.
"What are you doing here?" Taylor asked, not really caring because she missed her so much.
Karlie took a step inside and wrapped her arms around her girlfriend.
"I missed you. I'm not gonna see you for a long time."
The two exchanged a passionate kiss as the model lifted Taylor and carried her to the bedroom. The two of them laid in each other's arms as they joked about how many times they're going to be calling, texting and Facetiming each other.
"You're gorgeous Tay, why don't you quit your job and become a model. VS will sign you in a heartbeat. Then we can be together all the time."
"Are you crazy? I'll trip and fall down the runway. My long legs might look good but I'm not nearly as graceful as you. Plus, I can't do that. I'm a songwriter, that's my calling in life."
" I know it is, but it was a nice thought."
The two girls held their embrace until slowly drifting to sleep.
Karlie's alarm went off at 6am. She looked over at her sleeping beauty who was lying on her back. She left the room to call her manager really quick and asked if there was anyway she could arrive at the shoot a little late. After making a quick phone call, her manager said she had to definitely make it to the shoot for 9.
Karlie went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast. When it was done, she brought it up to Taylor's room and placed it on a side table. The model laid on top of her girlfriend, sliding her arms under her pillow so they were face to face. She kissed Taylor's lips softly as the singer opened her eyes.
"What are you doing baby?" Taylor asked with a smile on her face.
"I made you breakfast in bed."
"I thought you had to be in work for 7?
"I got it moved to 9 so I could eat with you."
Taylor leaned up and kissed her girl before asking, "Are you sure breakfast is what you want to eat on our last morning together?"
Karlie's smile said it all. The next hour was spent having lots of orgasms.
After their sexcapade, they both took a shower together. Karlie stared at the singer as she rinsed the shampoo out of her hair. She watched the soap suds slide down her body, riding every curve and crevice.
"God you're beautiful." The model said as the singer turned to her and gave her a smile.
"You're not too bad yourself Miss Kloss."
It was now 8:30 and both girls were dressed and ready to start their day. Karlie brought Taylor's luggage down the stairs and gave it to the security guards. When she turned around, she found a teary eyed blonde just watching her.
"Come here," Karlie said, pulling Taylor in for a hug as the singer cried in her chest. The two stood there for what felt like forever as the model rubbed her girlfriends back, letting her know it would be ok. The model glanced at the time and knew she had to go now. She pulled back and cupped her hands around Taylor's face and kissed her with everything she had. It was an intense moment, one that felt so full and yet so empty all at the same time.
"I love you more than anything in this world and I'll see you soon, ok?" Tears began to fall from the models eyes.
"I don't want to leave, Karlie."
"I know you don't but it'll be ok." The model gave her girlfriend another kiss before letting her go.
Taylor lunged toward her for one more embrace and whispered, "I love you so much. Please call me tonight."
"Of course I will baby."
One final kiss was exchanged before Karlie picked up her bag and walked out of the door.
The model made her way into her car before bursting into tears. There was just no way of explaining how much she would miss her girl.
The day seemed like it would never end. It was Karlie's first day back after being off for a week. She should be refreshed and ready to go but she just couldn't seem to get focused. The models understood and didn't give her a hard time.
Lily walked over to her and gave her a hug.
"What was that for," Karlie asked.
"You just looked like you needed one."
Karlie smiled and was grateful that everyone was understanding.
She checked her cell phone as she went to her dressing room to change clothes. She saw a text from Taylor.
Hi baby, I just got to Rhode Island. Not sure why I bought such a big house, I'm way too lonely. I miss you so much. Call me later. I love you xoxoxo Taylor
Karlie sent s message back really quick.
Hey you, I miss and love you more. Haven't stopped thinking about you since I left. Having trouble staying focused. I'll call you when I leave. I love you xoxoxo Karlie
Taylor read the message as tears formed in her eyes. She decided to take s nap.
It was 4:00pm and Karlie just got out of work. She went to call Taylor but stopped as she pulled up Google. In the search box she typed 'distance from NYC to Westerly, RI.' The response was 2hr 45 min. Karlie thought to herself for a minute, knowing she has to be in work at 7am. She'll think I'm nuts, Karlie said to herself.
She scrolled through her contacts before seeing the name she needed to speak to.
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"Hello?"
"Hi, it's Karlie."
"Hi Karlie, it's so nice to hear from you. Is everything ok?"
"Yes, thank you Andrea."
"So what can I do for you?"
"I need Taylor's Rhode Island address, please."
"Sure, are you going to be pen pals over the next few months?"
"No. I'm going to visit her."
"When?"
"Now."
"Oh Karlie, don't be silly. She just left this morning. It hasn't even been 24 hours. I know you miss her, she misses you too. Like I told her yesterday, a little distance may be good."
"Ok Andrea. I get it. Maybe you're right. Can I still have her address in case I want to send her a letter?
Of course.
Andrea provided Karlie with the address and after a few more minutes, they hung up. The model thought to herself that maybe Andrea was right. Maybe a little distance wouldn't be so bad. She decided to take her advice. I'll give us some distance....tomorrow. Right now, I'm going to Rhode Island.
Three hours later she arrived with takeout. She knocked on the door and heard footprints approaching. When she door opened, the singer nearly fainted. "KARLIE!!! What are you doing here?"
"I brought you dinner," the model said as she hugged and kissed her girlfriend. I missed you so much and I know you're here to work and be alone but I couldn't help it and I wanted to hug you and kiss you and fall asleep in your arms an-..."
Taylor silenced the rambling model with a kiss.
"I missed you too and I'm glad you're here."
The two girls ate their dinner as they told each other about their depressing day.
After dinner the two climbed into bed.
"So, are you going to come see me everyday?" Taylor asked.
"You know I'd love to but you do have to concentrate on making an awesome album." Karlie said as she kissed her girlfriends cheek.
"I hate this," the singer said as she played with the models fingers.
Karlie started to chuckle as she said, "It's kind of funny when you think about it. I mean, some couples want to and hang out with their friends or spend time with their family. I mean, they actually LIKE taking a break from each other and then there's me and you. Since we met, we've only desired to be together that much more. When we want to hang out with friends and family, we always do it together. I think that's a sign that we were made for each other."
"I think you're right. I'm not gonna want to let you leave tomorrow," the singer said as she held Karlie tighter.
"I'm not going to want to leave either, but I feel different right now. I'm more at peace with having to say goodbye to you because I know it won't be forever and no matter what, a piece of us will always be in each other's heart, so we'll never be truly alone." Karlie leaned down and kissed the girl she has fallen in love with.
They laid there silently until sleep took over.
Karlie woke up at 3:30 to start her 3hr drive back to NY. She snuck out of bed and got dressed. She watched her girlfriend sleep, not wanting to wake her but she knew Taylor would be pissed if she left without saying goodbye. She leaned down and gently kissed her lips. The singer twitched slightly and a quiet moan was released. "I have to go Taylor. I love you." Another gentle kiss was placed to her forehead, as the model got up and walked out of the room.
She reached her car when suddenly she heard, "KARLIE WAIT!"
Taylor ran towards the car, wrapped in her blanket, as the models embrace made her come to a stop.
Taylor grabbed her girlfriend and gave her a passionate kiss. "I love you so much and I'm going to miss you but I know we're going to be ok."
"You're right baby. We're going to be ok. I love you."
The two girls stared at each other, without tears in their eyes. They knew they had a love that was unbreakable and that together, they could conquer anything.