✓ REVERIE | F. HARGREEVES

Panic

Description: Five has been really stressed lately, and he has an anxiety attack. Request by @Abigator163

Warnings: Cursing

Side note: I have never written something like this serious before and I'm sorry if this somehow offends anyone. I have not personally experienced an anxiety attack before, but i have been there for someone. I'm sorry if this is sucky and i know how serious this topic is, so if you have a suggestion on how to make it better/change it, please tell me. much love 💕

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I have been really worried about Five lately. He is always locking himself in his room, and I hear him talking to himself, late at night. Thin walls I guess. He seems super stressed out and on edge.

I try to be there for him, I really do, but he's pushing everyone away.

I was in my bedroom getting ready for bed, when I hear crashing coming from Five's room and heavy breathing. I tip toe out of my room and enter Fives.

I and truly terrified at the sight before me. Five is in a crouched position in the wall, his hands are shaking like crazy, and he is sweating a lot. He's breathes are short and quick, as though one will be his last.

"Five? What wrong?" I ask, trying to stay calm. I pull him into a hug and he clings to me like his life depends on it. I can feel his heart pounding out of his chest and he is shivering and shaking.

"Y-y/n I c-can't breathe," Five says, taking in shaky quick breaths. He buries his head into my neck.

"Just in and out. In and out." I demonstrate and he tries but he's still shivering and his heart is still pounding. I struggle to think of ways to calm him down. "Five?" He hums an answer, "Remember the mission last month? The one with just you and me? The horse robbery?" he nods in response. "Do you remember how he pushed me into that pile of manure?"

He chuckles. "Y-you smelled like sh-shit for a week."

"And how i got back at him by pushing him into the same pile?"

He smiles into my neck. "A-and then y-you tried to h-hug m-me."

I crack a smile too. "And I've never seen you run so fast." I stroke his hair and rub soothing circles on his back.

He takes some shaky breathes, his breathing finally evening out. He's still shaking a bit, so I stay with him until he calms down completely.

"Five... Are you ok? You have been so stressed lately and I just want to help you. I'm here for you." I pull away from the hug and place my hand on his cheek.

He leans into my touch. Five exhales and looks into my eyes. "Truthfully? I'm not ok. I have been stressing out. I want help, but I... I don't know. Thank you. For what you did. Y/n, you were amazing. You are amazing." He rests his forehead against mine. I feel his breath on my lips and inhale is strong scent.

Then he leans in, ever so slowly, and kisses me. It's a soft, yet passionate kiss. It's a kiss that made me feel the whole fucking zoo stomping around in my stomach. It's a kiss that stole my breath away and left his taste lingering on my lips.

He hugs me again, and after minutes of staying there, I realize he has fallen asleep with his head nuzzled into my neck. I smile and move him to his bed. I kiss him on the forehead and walk back into my room.

Hello lovelies. OH MY SNICKERS. 100 READS IN ONE DAY WHAT THATS AMAZING THANK YALL SO MUCH! i hope this one was enjoyable and i didn't screw it up. I know it's like 1 am but i'm
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