Brave - FanFic CHIM/CHERYL COLE

Part 147

Julie's POV

"I don't want you acting like that ever again!" Jason snapped as I walked through the house, I finally managed to calm myself down after Mam and Mum gave me endless cuddles and kisses to get me through the week

"I don't like you! I want to be home with Mam and Mum!" I shouted, turning around to face him

"She's not your Mum! Last time I checked it was my fcking sperm that impregnanted your Mam!" He shot back, he was challenging me. He was challenging a sixteen year old

"Last time I checked you had a fcking pussy! Mum has a bigger d*ck than you will ever have!" I said, making his eyes go wide. I didn't give a fck what he thought anymore

"Go to your room! You're not allowed to come out of there!" He said shoving me into my bedroom and locking it behind me

"Fcking asshole!" I hissed throwing myself onto the bed, I wanted my parents. I wanted them now, I hated it here. I felt like I was in a prison, forced to stay - there was no love here, this room consumed tears and sorrow. It was filled with bad memories, I hated it.

Me: Libby, please come to Jason's :( x

I needed her, more than ever. I needed her to hold me, and kiss me - even if we weren't on the best of terms right now, I knew she still loved me; even if she didn't say it back.

Libby: You know he hates me, he hates the thought of us even together! x

Me: Come from my window! Please baby, I need you x

I was hoping she would come, I needed her to come hold me. Talk until the early hours and fall asleep in each other's arms

Libby: Fine! x

I can hear her huffing and puffing through that text. Seeing her today wasn't enough, that kiss that we shared; wasn't enough. I wanted to freshen up before she comes, but there is no ensuite in this bedroom - and I'm locked in. When I was a child I would dream I was Rapunzel locked away in her room by her evil mother - in my case foster mother's.

I guess nothing has changed, because I'm back to the same situation. Who knew Jason could be such an asshole? As soon as he found out I was a lesbian he made a 360 turn on me, he hates me - I hate him. I was brought out of my thoughts by a light tapping on my window. Libby. My heart instantly fluttered filling my stomach up with a million butterflies

"Hi baby" I whispered opening up the window cautiously letting her in

"Hi" She breathed out, I didn't think twice before wrapping my arms around her - inhaling her scent. The sweet scent that I've missed all too much

"We can't talk too loud" I whispered, I was afraid he was going to open the door any second and explode on the both of us. She nodded letting me lead her to the bed. Cuddling with each other - our limbs braided together. No words being exchanged, just the occasional shy smile. Like we were on our first date, although I highly doubt this would be considered a date

"I missed you" I said kissing her cheek a few times, I don't know what it was but I still felt as if I couldn't kiss her lips whenever I wanted to, there was still a force shield around her - she still hasn't let me in yet.

"I missed you too, I'm sorry I couldn't join you today" I could tell she wanted to kiss me too, her eyes flickering from my lips and back up to my brightly lit hazel eyes. I had to initiate it, I needed to kiss her. So I did, I closed the gap between us; this kiss was a 'I missed you' it was 'Never stop kissing me' and everything else in between. It was an urgent kiss, because I have neglected those lips for so long - far too long. I found myself laying on top of her, kissing passionately