Brave - FanFic CHIM/CHERYL COLE

Part 23

Julie's POV

It was the day of Cheryl's appearance on Piers Morgan and I wasn't sure why I was so nervous? maybe this interview will change things? I didn't know what to expect but all I knew was it was going to be a big interview and it will cause a lot of media frenzy

"I don't think I should go" I said to Cheryl and Kim walking over and sitting on their bed while they got ready. Makeup artists and stylists were running around them trying to make everything look better than perfect

"Come here babe" Cheryl called me over to her side of the vanity table

"What's up?" she asked. holding my hand while her makeup artist worked on her face. I didn't feel to comfortable talking in front of a stranger

"I just don't think it's appropriate for me to go that's all" I shrugged not really meeting her eyes

"I know you're nervous" she told me and I gave her a weak smile

"I am. I know, but I still don't want to go" I said seriously she sighed and rubbed my arm

"Okay what ever you want" she said and I nodded walking away from her

"Jules" Kim called over her shoulder

"Yeah" I said standing in my place

"Be dressed and ready later on tonight were going out for dinner" she told me

"Okay" I sighed not really feeling the spirit in going out but I agreed anyways. I'm not ready to face the media just yet. I went into my room and brought out a book and began to read.. Maybe this will waste sometime for me. Books seem to take me into another portal a world where my imagination allows me to be as free as I want. I remember a time when I was in one of my foster care homes and things were tough as usual but every time I was able to lift up a book and read it I would always lose myself and forget about my troubles in that moment.

"Babe we're leaving" Kim said walking in with Cheryl each giving me a kiss and a hug

"Good luck" I said to Cheryl as she hugged me

"Thank you! I'll see you later okay?" she said

"Yeah see you later" I smiled and they left. I sighed heavily why am I so nervous? I wonder what Cheryl was going to say? it was going to be live so I was going to make sure and watch it. But what if I didn't like what she had to say or what Piers had to say about me? I had to watch it tho. I decided on going down and occupying myself by making a snack for me to have before the show aired in an hour. After making my sandwich and smoothie I went over to the cinema room and fell into the enormous one person couch sinking in and pressing the button pulling out the foot rest. I turned on the tele and watched some news before the show aired. I've always been interested in what was going on in the world, what troubles were happening? people's celebrations? happy and sad moments? everyone says I act older than my age, but what does a 15 year old really act like? I suppose immature? but how do you act immature? I don't know I guess I'll never really know. I switched the channel to piers Morgans talk show 2 minutes and it'll air. My heart was thumping out of my chest, I could practically see it through my shirt. I took a deep breath as the show began

"Tonight's special guest is non other than the Cheryl Cole!!" he said out cheerfully and out came Cheryl looking nervous as ever. He helped her to her seat before he took the seat across from her

"You look nervous" he said

"Terrified" she replied with a nervous laugh

"Oh I'm not so bad" he teased

"I've seen interview's on this show and no one leaves with out crying" she said and he chuckled

"I'll go easy on you" he said. The show went on about what she had been up to with projects and up coming music. just really the general stuff and I kept saying okay now he was going to bring up the topic but it never would come up