Brave - FanFic CHIM/CHERYL COLE

Part 96

Olivia's POV

What have I just done? I slid down to my bedroom floor crying hysterically. Bringing my knees to my chest hugging them tightly as I rocked back and forth. We can't be over, we are never supposed to end. We are supposed to grow old together, it's all my fault. I need to go get her! I need her. I quickly got off the floor throwing a jumper over me and ran out of my room straight out to my car climbing in and slamming the gas down speeding down the roads needing to get my baby back.

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Julie's POV

I walked into the house weakly, not being able to string a sentence together

"W-we broke up" I breathed out shakily as my parents came into view. They just looked at me with a shocked look on their face quickly taking me into their arms as I broke down

"We were never supposed to break up!" I sobbed clenching onto Mam's shirt

"S-she said I was guarded" I sniffed wiping my tears away

"Do you guys think I have walls built up around me?" I cried needing answers

"Bubba of course you have walls built around you, you've been through a lot" Mam said pulling my hair out of my face tying it for me

"I'm just going to head up to bed.." I said sadly once she finished tying my hair

"Sweetheart it's only 8 o'clock" Mum said as I went up the stairs

"I'm tired" I replied walking into my room closing the door behind me. Leaving the lights off walking to my bed blindly landing with a whimper into my pillows I began to let my actually tears and screams into my pillows crying my heart out. How am I meant to go on? she was my everything, my heart and soul. She was a piece of me, she was my other half. Was? is that what we are now? just a past tense noun? Just a memory? I'll never be able to hold her and kiss her whenever I wanted to. Just a part of my past. I hiccuped myself to sleep not even bothering to change out of my jeans and T-shirt. Having no energy what so ever, feeling scared, cold, and lonely on my own. I'm losing control of the girl I am. Sleep came over me fast and I was thankful for that.

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Olivia's POV

I hurriedly climbed out of my car leaving the keys in my car not caring about anything but Julie at the moment. I ran up the steps to the front door knocking frantically until someone opened the door

"Hold up, hold up" Ms. Cole said grabbing me by my wrist as I ran into the house

"I need to see her" I said tears already streaming down my face as I tried to pull my wrist out of her tight grip

"You've really hurt me daughter Olivia" she said yanking me to stand still as I tried to run up the stairs once again

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry" I collapsed onto the marble flooring crying hysterically, she finally released my wrist pulling me into her as I cried every tear contained in my system. My heart ached for her, I needed her.

"Shhhh, there, there. You're okay" I heard Ms. Walsh sooth me rubbing my back comforting me

"Please let me s-see her" I said wiping my tears trying to control my heavy breathing

"She's asleep" Ms. Cole said sadly

"Please I won't wake her up, I just need to see her please!" I begged tears streaming down my cheeks. They both looked at each other before nodding their heads releasing me from the embrace letting me stand up my body physically shaking, my heart thumping against my chest frantically as I slowly climbed up the stairs and slowly cracked the wooden door opened letting myself into Julie's room closing it behind me leaving me stood in the dark.