Julie's POV
It was late at night and I couldn't seem to fall asleep. I decided writing would only help get all my emotions steady and in control. This past year has been nothing but a crazy roller coaster of emotions and heart break. I had to write down what I was feeling, let the pen do the work of projecting myself into words.
'Lovely, I feel lovely' were the first words to come to mind as I scribbled them down on my notepad
'Who am I supposed to be today?' the words flowed, I just wrote all night. I sat in my room for a good 2 hours fixing and scratching lyrics until I was satisfied with the structured song I put together. I snuck out of my room and crept down the stairs and into the front room sitting myself on the black grand piano trying to get a tune together to go with my lyrics. My hands worked magically on their own as I took a deep breath and began to sing the lyrics of my soul
"I don't wanna be her
I just want to be little old me
Shouldn't have to think
Who am I suppose to be today
And what gave you the right
To tell me who I should be
Who gave you that right" I felt myself get emotional as the words escaped my lips, singing my heart out.
"Cause I, I feel lovely
Just the way that I am
Yes I feel lovely
The way that I am
I know you want the best
Yeah only good things for me
But you have to realize
I can't be all these things you project on me
Cause I'm beautiful to me
Doesn't that mean a thing
I feel lovely
Just the way that I am
Yes I feel lovely
The way that I am
I need that to be enough for you
Need that to be enough for you
Cause it's enough for me
It's enough for me
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Cheryl's POV
"Kimba" I mumbled shaking her softly to get her up
"Mm?" she moaned in her sleep
"Kimba someone is downstairs" I said hearing the piano being played along with muffled noises. She quickly sat up getting out of bed with us following her as we went down the stairs quickly. I stopped in me tracks and pulled at her hand to stop her before stepping into the front room seeing Julie singing away on the piano. I put me finger against me mouth telling her to stay quiet
"Am I suppose to give up everything I am
Just to make you happy
I thought I was the one you
Always wanted me to be
It turns out I'm just little old me
I'm just little old me
And that's fine by me
Cause I, I am lovely
Just the way that I am
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Brave - FanFic CHIM/CHERYL COLE
FanfictionJulie is a fifteen year old foster child, whose been through hell and back - and back again. It isn't until Cheryl comes into her life that things turn drastically; Julie soon turns from Damaged, to a strong and confident teen. Finding her mother, h...
