Brave - FanFic CHIM/CHERYL COLE

Part 110

Cheryl's POV

"She's going to leave us" I said to meself rocking back and forth. I removed me hands from me eyes seeing a box in front of us reading 'memories' I wiped me tears with the back of me hand quickly opening it up. Letters and items only I would know their meaning were in the box mixed up together. I grabbed a letter reading it straight away

September 12th 2002

She drives me crazy with every glance she takes, I won't say it. I'll never say it. She's out of my league, I'm not gay, she's not gay. She does things to me with out her even knowing. I look at her from afar, taking in her beauty. Her voice sends chills down my spine. Today she asked me on a coffee date, at first I thought she was properly asking me out.. we're friends I remembered. Just friends.

I read and re-read the letter she had written to herself. She loved us then? I sniffed looking through the items. A broken heel? and then I remembered

"Kimbaaaaaa" I whined

"Chez! keep it down!" She giggled as we strolled down the deserted streets late at night

"I broke me heel Kimba!" I cried as I limbed up and down

"I look like a right twat!" I added

"Come here" she sighed kneeling down and taking off me heels

"Climb on" she said turning her back to us

"Piggyback ride?" I squealed

"Get on you silly cow!" she laughed helping us climb on before she began to sprint down the pavement making us giggle into the crook of her neck

She still had this? the tears were streaming down me cheeks and there was no stopping as I picked up another letter

July 15th 2006

Today, she's getting married off. She's happy, as long as she's happy that's all that matters. A piece of my heart will always belong to her; she'll never know. I'm with him, I'm supposed to be happy. I'll never be happy unless I'm with her. I have no chance with her, she's happily, crazy in love with him She doesn't see me, all she sees is him.

I cried seeing the tear tracks on the paper. These are her tears, she had been crying whilst writing this letter. I kissed the letter before placing it back into the box picking up the next item. Bottle cap?

"Chezza taste this!" Kimba said shoving a vanilla cream soda in me hand

"Ew Kimba! Creamed soda?" I cringed just thinking about the taste

"Go on! Give it a try" she encouraged us tilting the soda up to me mouth making us take a swig out of the ice cold glass bottle

"Seee you like it!" she poked me side

"Stop teasing" I stuck me tongue out before taking another gulp

"Burppppppp!" I belched out making her open her eyes widely

"Well.. I guess we've officially crossed the line of friendship. It's okay now to burp or fart, but I don't encourage you popping them around me" she said making us laugh loudly

I smiled at the memory, I can't believe she still had that. I picked up another letter out of the many

August 16th 2007

Her smile. Her smile does things to me, today I caught myself staring at her for longer than was appropriate. I was sat in her back garden watching her hold the tray of lemonade hosting her barbecue, she caught me staring once or twice. I don't think she read much into it, I'm her friend I can stare; can't I? She looked beautiful in her white dress falling just above her knees. Her smile wasn't fooling me though, her eyes didn't have that sparkle in them like they used to. Something was missing, but who am I to over analyze her. She's happy, she's constantly telling me how happy she is.