It hurts me whenever I see you with her. Is it that unclear to see, that I love you so much? Every time I see you making her laugh or you give her a kiss. I feel a hard pain in my chest, wishing that it was me.
I really wish I was her, I wish I could be the one who can make you laugh. I wish I was the one who could help you, through the hard times. I try so hard for you to notice me, I ask myself everyday what is it that I don't have? Am I not thin like her? Do I need to be tall or have curves? God damn it you're making me question myself every damn day.
She is not worth of your time, maybe she is making you happy, but inside I know she doesn't love you like I love you, she is using you for fame. I could give you so much better than that, if you only give a damn thing about it that I love you. I just don't understand that, you know I love you so fucking much hell you know it, but you're acting like you're not. I see you with her, but your eyes are on me. Stop acting, instead come over to me like a man and speak but no you don't. I'm just your best friend Gilmher Croes and I will never be more than that.
