"Hey lil bean." I say as I put my hand on my boyfriend Gilmher's Grave
"I miss you very much Gilmher.. I-they still didn't find the guy that hit you.. it makes me angry you know.. you're here and that fucking dumb guy is out there somewhere living like nothing happened... it's been 3 months and I still wake up with hope they'll find him."
"Anyways, I'll be back tomorrow, here I got you some flowers" I say as I put a red rose on his grave.
I unlocked the door and went up to my room. Dad is at work for sure, and my mom is on a business trip so the house is empty.
I went over to my dresser and took off my necklace.
Gilmher got me this necklace on our one year anniversary.
It's a silver anchor with a silver heart next to it, the heart has 'you're my anchor' carved on it.
I put it down on my dresser and I went and changed my clothes.
I jumped under the sheets and grabbed the teddy bear.
That teddy bear...
He got it for me on my birthday.
"Goodnight Gilmher."
"I hope to see you in my dreams."
A tear rolled down my cheek.
You taught me a lot, but you never taught me how to live without you...
