𝐁𝐓𝐒 𝐈𝐌𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝟐 | 𝐟𝐢𝐧.

BTS

this one was requested by Avaered who totally reminded me that i do need requests. i hope that this makes you feel a little better as well as knowing that i love you with all my heart 💕💕💕 also, you all matter and deserve to smile and if people are putting you down, just remember that life is full of happiness and tears; be strong and have faith. I'm always here for anyone that needs to talk 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 quick admin stuff, tomorrow the 12 days of Christmas bts imagines starts (also my 15th bday)

You've never felt so worthless.

The strong facade you put on at school completely disappeared the minute you exited the hellhole. The words and tauntings spat at you during the day lingered in the back of your mind as you walked home, tears slowly drying on your flushed cheeks.

How pathetic. Crying because a couple of girls called me ugly.

Only, it isn't just that anymore. The abuse became physical, words turning into bruises decorating your skin. They called you ugly, pathetic, useless, slut, whore, worthless.

And you couldn't agree more.

While stuck in your thoughts, a group of boys watched you warily from the oval next to you. It was obvious they knew you, I mean who wouldn't know the most bullied girl in school?

It broke their hearts to see you looking so broken, as if the slightest breeze could shatter you. The oldest, always known as the one with the biggest heart, strolled up to you with a sweet smile.

"Hi, Y/N. You look a little down. Is everything alright?" Your eyes must've be puffy, your lips chapped and dry. It was mortifying to know that he was seeing you like that so you lowered your head. A finger slid underneath your chin, forcing you to gently look up into his eyes. The youngest of the group tsked, smiling cheekily as his friend with the dimpled grin wiped at your eyes.

The rest joined the group, casting you caring yet sympathetic looks.

"We know what they are doing to you and you're lying to yourself if you think we aren't going to do something about it. Y/N, just know that we will always be here for you."

Your first friends; the only ones who promised to always be there for you. You didn't know what an empty promise was back then.

Keeping true to their word, the boys used almost every minute of their spare time threatening the people that ruined school for you. Pretty soon, you could smile freely without someone telling you how ugly you look or how you should go back to the hole you crawled out of.

Almost two years. Two bloody years confiding with them and laughing till you peed yourself and they were gone like the wind.

"We're so sorry, Y/N. We got the gig in Seoul and had to leave. We are still here for you, don't worry."

That was six months ago. You haven't heard a word from them since. You miss their hugs, the concerned looks on their faces and the way the looked at you like you were the most precious thing to them.

The bullying started up again, this time they beat you senseless just to remind you how much you need the seven angels that entered your life. You hated yourself, your life, your school, your body but never them.

No, you couldn't hate them no matter how hard you tried.

You rest on your bed, pillow soaked with tears, throat and eyes sore from crying for the past two hours.

Worthless.

That's all you are.

You pick up the phone shakily, needing them, needing their soft voices to calm you down and bring you back to earth before you float too far.

"Hello? Y/N? Yeah look, we can't talk right now. Just leave a message and we'll get back to you soon."

Yoongi answers this time, not even taking to consideration that you were crying the whole time. It breaks your heart to know that they just can't be bothered with you anymore.

What's the point anymore? You don't matter to anyone.

You call again, not even surprised that it goes to voicemail.

"Hey guys. This is the last time I'm going to call so you don't have to worry but I just want to say that I love you all, even if you broke the promise you made and I'm sorry that I wasn't able to keep mine. I'm weak and I deserve this."