What scared Jungkook was that he didn't even want to pull away.
And he didn't like that. He didn't want to be forced to like someone.
He didn't like the idea that the bond was controlling him.
He ran his eyes over the girl, studying her and wondering how he would make room for her in his life.
Her hair fell into her face, casting shadows and obscuring her features as he looked at her.
But the undeniable draw was there.
He felt like she was familiar even though he knew had no idea who she was.
And the soulmate healing coming from where her skin was on his skin... felt like little zaps of relaxing and warm electricity.
He wanted to be distant.
He wanted to act how he would if she was anyone else.
... But he just couldn't.
Because she wasn't just anyone else.
She was the person that the universe had made for him, and led to him, had shoved into his life.
How could he not be, at least a little, curious?
And she was peeking at him through her lashes like she was afraid.
Jungkook knew all too well what it was like to be afraid of other people.
It was hard when he had left Busan
and everyone and everything he'd ever known,
thrust into a bustling, loud city
where everyone was scary and two-faced and he was alone, so alone,
why had he even left his family
did he really have what it takes
or is it all going to be for nothing
he was never going to make it
he was so lonely and afraid
at always being stared at by strangers
he just wanted to go home to the familiar faces that loved him---
Jungkook blinks and shakes it off before the same old sorrow almost grips him again.
Maybe it was right that he should reach out to her.
Because he understood.
But was that it the bond talking?
Or was it really him, himself?
That mattered a lot to Jungkook.
He didn't want to be controlled, he didn't want to lose himself.
It was his greatest fear about his bonding.
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Soulmate Bonded: Jungkook xReader (feat. Namjoon)Fanfiction
Humans have soulmates. One touch and a bruise will mark them as bonded. They begin to need each other for energy to survive. You bond with Jungkook by touching his hand in the crowd. ---- If soulmates touch, they will both be marked with a bruise on...