Indelible love

Chapter 5- What's done is done

            "Yeah, is it too late now to say sorry?
   'Cause I'm missing more than just your body
               Oh, is it too late now to say sorry?
               Yeah, I know that I let you down
               Is it too late to say I'm sorry now?"

Emma 's POV

After the final bell which signified that the school has ended I made my way towards my locker. But I stopped in my tracks when I saw the person leaning on my locker. I don't know what he was doing there. Oh god I just want this day to be already over with.

Today I ignored him.

He tried to talk to me but I gave him the attitude which he never got from anyone. Hell even I have never gave him this treatment.

I gave him silent treatment. To every remark he made to get my attention I simply ignored it. I never gave him a side remark or hell never ever gave him the satisfaction of a frown or something that proves that I heard him. I just kept a neutral face like he wasn't even there.

When he tried to ask me about what he did I gave him the my famous cold glare. The only time he got a reaction out of me. The hurt that flashed through his eyes send a strange pain in my chest but I didn't let loose.

" Emma listen to me once ."

After composing my self I made my way towards my locker slowly .

"Move " I said coldly.

"Emma what happened ? Did I do something wrong ? Please Em don't give me this silent treatment. Just tell me what the hell did I do ? " he said with so much sincerity in his voice .

But I again ignored him .

"Move from my way" I said through my gritted teeth. My voice was so cold that he was taken aback for a second . He held my shoulders in his hands and leaned towards me and that's when I saw the hurt in his eyes .

"Em , I m sorry if I did anything wrong but please don't give me this treatment. Hit me heck even shout at me with all the profanities you know but don't ignore me ". I was confused at his statement . He was asking for my forgiveness. If he cares for me than why in the name of god was he kissing that bitch .

In fact kissing was so much less for what they were doing. I don't get him. One moment he is like this like he cares for me , likes me but next moment he goes and kiss simran. What is he trying to do? Is this some kind of game for him ?

" Please Emma . Just tell me what I did and I promise you I'll make it all right ."

" You can't make it right . What's done is done." I said .

I shrugged his hands off and pushed him aside and to my surprise he didn't even resisted. I don't care if he was with that simran bitch  but what hurts is that he would lead me on like that and when he got a little bit bore he went to simran. I was stupid to think that a person like Jacob could be serious. Of course they say ' Once a player always a player '. I was just too blind to see. For once I actually thought that he may actually like me. But who am I kidding. Why would Jacob Watson like me. It wasn't like I was one of those beautiful models. I was just plain old me who has tired eyes and dull skin. Huh !

I got the things I needed and made my way towards parking lot looking for Evelyn. .

After she came she saw what mood I'm in and didn't uttered a single word because she know better than that and I was thankful for that . She dropped me home and she waved at me and left .

No one was at home today.

I went in my room and changed in Nike shorts and my black sports bra and decided to go for a run to clear my mind. Running is my only escape from reality. When I run it gives me the feeling that even though everything is going to hell I could still feel that freedom which the whooping air gives me .

I love to run .

This is what keeps me alive .

It's my salvation .

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I know this chapter is very very short but I will make it up to you by next chapter . I decided that I will give you Jacob's part of voice in next chapter so it was important for me to end in here .

Please forgive me for it and please vote .
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