Diary Entry - Eundeok Married Life (Baekhera) [COMPLETED]

Birthday Eve

Eun's diary

Yay! It's my birthday tomorrow! I don't know why, but I love birthdays, especially my own! I wonder what Soondeok will give me. To be honest, if she lets me sleep with her - by sleep I mean sleep sleep, that kind of sleep - I'd be over the moon! But that won't ever happen, she doesn't know anything! Nothing! Her head, gosh, I don't know how to deal with her at times.

Ever since I've seen her body, it's become even harder for me to sleep each night...gosh! A month or so till our wedding anniversary! Why's it taking so long? I want to hold her, I want to touch her, I want to give her my everything. Oh, if only I can make time pass sooner!

Yesterday I can't help but peek into the bath house as she was taking a bath - she looks so pretty from behind, her back is flawless, her every move makes my heart leap. It hurts me to see her wounded arm though, thank goodness it didn't get infected and it's healing up good. I hope she won't get hurt again. Life seems to be just too good these days, Soondeok and I are closer than before, we talk about lots of things together, we play chess whenever we have time and we ride often, enjoying the country side. Sometimes I fear that this is all a dream, that I would wake up one day and discover that none of this had happened. I still am afraid my love for Soondeok will bring misfortune to her, but I can only hope for the best.