Yuri!!! On ice Oneshots (Various x Reader)

Jean-Jaques Leroy (JJ) x Reader (Lost)

He had been like this for a while now, at home, when we went out, even during competitions. I had no idea what he was going through, I was worried about what was going through his mind as he lived through day after day.

I was his fiancé of 5 months, and I thought I knew everything there was to know about him, but I had thought wrong.

The King JJ, had fallen from his throne, and his crown shattered into fragile pieces. If only I knew why that was.

I sat on the couch, JJ had his head on my lap as he slept, for the first time I think in a few days. I was gently stroking my fingers across his head and through his hair. As I looked down at him, I noticed that all of his features were slowly changing.

His skin was become pale, his under eyes had dark circles around them, from lack of sleep. I had noticed that he was also struggling to keep his skating routine together as well. I wanted him to be able to talk to me, but every time I tried he would shut down on me.

I ended up falling asleep on the lounge that night, having a dreamless sleep.

•~JJ's POV~•

Of course I wasn't actually sleeping, I haven't slept at all in a couple days and I was starting to believe that I was never going to achieve it either. I felt so weak, and I just haven't been in the right mental space lately.

(Y/N) had been a big help for me, lately I had been feeling drained and worthless. My fans were starting to doubt me which brought me down more and more.

I just didn't think I had the juice for skating anymore. I felt like it was all taken out of me in one big go. I sat up once I knew (Y/N) and gently lifted her, taking her to our bedroom.

Not only did I feel like I was letting down everyone else, I also felt like o was letting (Y/N) down the most. She has been by my side for....as long as we have been engaged.

She truly was amazing, I couldn't ask for someone better than her. Because there really wasn't.

I set her down gently and pulled up the covers, tucking her in gently. Even lifting her like that was hard to do. Not that she is fat, but it is because I am worthless.

I used to have the strength to lift her without any worries, now I could barely lift her or myself. I leant down and gently placed a kiss to her forehead and then put my hands into my pocket. "I'll be back...." I said quietly, knowing she wouldn't have heard me I left anyways.

I opened the front door and began walking down the street, contemplating my life and what I was going to do with it.

•~(Y/N)'s POV~•

I woke up the next morning in a different room to what I fell asleep in. Might've been a crazy dream, it sound like it was crazy enough.

I looked to my side and saw that JJ wasn't where he usually was. 'Maybe he had gone to clear his head and pick himself up?' I sighed and went to get changed, I had to go and find him otherwise who knows what might've happened to him.

I walked out the front and took note that the car was still here, I shut the door and began walking towards the car. I started it up and drove all through town looking for him. When it had reached 3:30pm I was starting to get worried about his safety.

Then I remembered the one place he went to when nervous or stuck on something. The bridge. I turned my car around and swiftly started driving towards the Bridge.

I stepped out and shut the car door, there he stood. JJ was leaning against the bars, his hair was dancing softly in the wind behind him. I walked up and stood at least 2 meters away from him. "Are you ok?" I asked him and he looked at me from the corner of his eyes. "Yes..." He said quietly and I looked at him with a disapproving look. "What is going on JJ?" I asked him.

JJ but down on his lip and then sighed gently, "Do you really want to know?" He asked me and I nodded. "Of course, I am your fiancé so it is weird seeing you so lifeless.." I explained to him in short detail, if I wanted to stretch this out I could've told him everything.

JJ shrugged and looked down into the water, his reflection bounced right back up into his face. "I keep thinking about it, all the time." He told me and I turned my head to him. "What..?" JJ looked up to the sky, his hands in his pockets and he sighed deeply. "Everyone, everyone always looks so disappointed in me, I can't control myself in front of the crowd....I get so hyped, I become an absolute jerk." He let out a 'tch' and looked to the side, "Probably why Plisetsky hates me so much."

I walked up towards him and sighed putting a hand on his chest. "You don't have to burden yourself you know....I'm always here for you whenever you need it-" "Don't pity me about it, I don't need to hear it." He abruptly cut me off and I took a step back. After everything I've done for him, after all of the memories and me helping him when he was down.

Was it really all for nothing, when in the bed the only one that matters is himself.

I turned away as the tears stung my eyes, I opened the car door and slammed it shut. I drove off and went back home, I walked in throwing my keys into the table and going to my room. I picked up a bag and began packing my things, everything I needed.

I was done trying to help the person who was supposed to love me as much as I loved him.

I walked back out and threw the bag into the back of the car, I walked back in and grabbed the keys. "Where are you g-going...?" A shaky voice asked me from the doorway, I turned around and saw JJ standing there, tears coming from his eyes.

"If it wasn't obvious I am leaving." I said and pushed past him, walking towards the drivers seat. JJ came running around, he slid over the bonnet and trapped me against the car door before I had the chance to open it. "Move JJ." I told him and tried to reach for the handle.

"Can't you see? You're the only thing that I have that won't judge me. Please. Please." He stopped and took both of my hands into his. "I can't live without you, please don't go, I-I need you more than anything else on this earth..."

I sighed and looked into his desperate eyes, they reminded me of the reason I fell in love with him in the first place.

"You're an idiot." I told him and pushed my lips onto his, he chuckled and lifted me up into a tight embrace.

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