Am I out of my head?

Am I out of my mind?

If you only knew the bad things I like

Don't think that I can explain it

What can I say it's complicated

Sherlyn mengernyit mendengar sesuatu. Ya, itu adalah sebuah lagu. Sherlyn mengenali lagu itu. Bad Things-nya Machine Gun Kelly ft. Camila Cabello. Namun ... dari mana suaranya berasal? Sherlyn menatap ke saku mantel Vigo. Ah! Pasti suara itu berasal dari ponselnya. Namun, bagaimana bisa?

No matter what you say

Don't matter what you do

I only wanna do bad things to you

So good, that you can't explain it

What can I say it's complicated

Sherlyn diam-diam merogoh saku mantel Vigo. Benar, suara itu berasal dari ponselnya. Dan lagu itu ternyata adalah lagu alarmnya. Gerakan Sherlyn yang ingin mematikan alarm itu terhenti sesaat. Entah mengapa, ia jadi mendengarkan lagu itu, memahami setiap liriknya. 'Hah, pantes aja dia kebo, raja ngaret. Alarmnya aja mellow gini,' komentar Sherlyn dalam hati. Namun, ia tetap tak berniat mematikannya. Ia terus mendengarkan lagu itu, yang seakan-akan memiliki arti yang agak vulgar.

Nothing's that bad, if it feels good

So you comeback, like I knew you would

And we're both wild

And the night's young

And you're my drug

Breathe you in 'til my face numb

Drop it down to the bass drum

I got what you dream about

Nails scratchin' my back tatt

Eyes closed while you scream out

And you keep me in with those hips

While my teeth sink in those lips

While your body's giving me life

And you suffocating my kiss

Then you said


I want you forever even when we're not together

Scars on my body so I can take you wherever like,

"I want you forever even when we're not together, scars on my body I can look at you whenever, yeah," tanpa sadar, Sherlyn ikut menggumamkan nyanyian tersebut. Bibirnya menyunggingkan senyuman tipis. Ia suka bagian itu, namun mendadak ia jadi sedih saat mendengarnya kembali. Seolah-olah lagu itu sedang menyindirnya.

Am I out of my head?

Am I out of my mind?

If you only knew the bad things I like

Don't think, that I can explain it

What can I say it's complicated


No matter what you say

Don't matter what you do

I only wanna do bad things to you

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