Never confess to liking a girl, after knowing them for just a short time

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Winny's P.O.V.

"P-Patch? Why the hell was he there?! Why didn't you bring me here. I mean you are the one with the relationship with me right? He had no right to touch me and carry me all the way here!" I grumble and Sam groans.

He places a hand on my leg and shakes his head.

"Winny, I tried. I did my best and ran after him with you in his arms. He isn't letting you go, Winny. He likes you too much. It's fine though if you don't want to see him. He left right before I walked into this room." Sam says and I sigh.

He likes you too much....

I swoon at the words and sigh. Wait, I shouldn't be reacting this way! I had Sam with me and he's perfect, all that I could ever ask for!

Except he isn't Patch....

Uggh, I hated my subconscience sometimes. It was always half right.

"I know where this argument is headed Sam. You'll tell me that you should just leave me and let me be with Patch and you wouldn't intrude. You always think that you aren't good enough, and you aren't enough for me! Well Sam, I'm asking you to fight! Can you do that?" I ask and he shrugs.

He couldn't, couldn't he? That was what I loved about Patch.

He wasn't the smartest guy I know, he didn't compliment me every single day, but the guy fought for me.

Well, he isn't trying to win you back either. He isn't fighting for you Winny face it.

My subconscience was right, Patch gave up on me.

But the fact that he ran all this way from the shack, not letting anyone touch me, made me think that he wanted to fight for me.

Patch just didn't know how.

He kissed Belle, Winny. Who wouldn't help a girl who fainted? I mean seriously he's probably out making out with her right now.

My subconscience was mean.

"I don't know Winny. I mean I'll never be enough." He says and I roll my eyes, cutting him off.

That was it. We had been going around with this argument for days and weeks now. He has got to stop feeling so insecure.

"I don't want to hear it Sam! Stop comparing Patch to yourself because you're much better than he is! You think that I'd pick Patch over you, do something about it! Don't let the girl you "like" run away with some other guy. What kind of boyfriend are you?!" I ask and he gasps.

He actually gasps.

He walks towards the door and pauses, glancing at me one more time.

"Your right Winny, I don't think I'll ever be like him. Just go out and talk to him, you two would be a better couple than we ever were." Sam says and walks out.

This boy was too damn insecure.

I was left alone in the room, thinking about what I had just said.

I had called him boyfriend for the first time, and how ironic it was to be before he broke up with me.

A tear fell from my eye and I quickly wiped it, telling myself that it was worth it. I didn't want someone who always compared me to someone I was never with.

I had told myself that I was meant to be with Sam, it was just him who hadn't seen it.

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Patch's P.O.V.

My friends and I have been sitting at our hide out for a few hours.

Oh yes, the hideout.

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