Oneshots |Komahina|

Your love is the poem of my life

TRIGGER WARNING ⚠
in this chapter are only mentions of following:
- suicidal thoughts
- self harm
- obsessive love
- suicide
- stalking
- throwing up

(PLEASE DON'T READ IF YOU STRUGGLE WITH ANYTHING MENTIONED ABOVE)
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A/N:
thank you Doki Doki Literature Club for giving me the idea of a poetic oneshot.
(I am probably NEVER returning to poetry ever again)

this is so fucking random (the verses I mean) lol but it makes sense ig

warning, this poem won't just be about your casual love.
also don't blame me if it doesn't FUCKING RHYME.

I am gonna snap at this poem yandere simulator style >:[

I'm sorry if the letters are jumping (first letter of some word in the wrong row, the rest in the other) it's a glitch I can't fix, I won't be able to fix it every time it happens.

I apologize for that, it's something Wattpad has to fix by themselves
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Your love is the poem of my life

1
Albeit the days get foggy,
and I don't feel like living,
it's always you,
that keeps me wishing.
Wishing for better days,
days without bad thoughts,
days without suicidal hopes.
Your natural beauty keeps me at ease,
brushing away my horribe fears.

2
Linger in the dark,
with those awful sadistic thoughts,
you distract my mind.
Your number sits on my speed dial, I call you when I'm ready to die.
Without you, I get suicidal,
Death seems the only way out of my life trial.

3
The hope of you accepting my confession,
gives me the strength to keep on living till the other day.
I swear this isn't an obsession!
Although, you keep pushing me away.

4
I don't understand why you won't unleash your loving heart,
we both know it would lead you to me!
It's not like I'll tear you apart,
I would like to keep you to myself,
our love would be our wealth,
our passion would be our poison,
our desire would be our fire.

5
Don't let our fire, our poison and wealth get lost,
or else you might end with an uncountable cost.

6
As your love is the poem of my life,
I know I can't lose this time.
I can't call you on the phone,
I have to face this on my own.
There are many things wrong with my mind,
but you were always so kind.
Stayed up with me while I cried in my bedroom,
drowning in my own doom.

7
Not all days are hard,
not all days are bad,
but my mind always seems to be sad.
I've never held your hand,
although I wish I had.
There is nothing that can stop me from loving you,
I chose to never lose you.

8
The days had cleared up,
my mind had too,
and guess who's waiting out for you?
Waiting right outside your lovely house,
hiding within the crowd.
I would tell you that I'm just passing by,
to not worry your pretty mind.

9
Seeing you is my daily charger,
I can't live without your love much longer.
I usually linger in the dark,
wish you a quick goodnight,
when you turn the lights off
and brush your worries off.

10
My heart is aching for you,
it needs you bad,
otherwise I might kiss you a goodbye,
before I give in the cold darkness of Mother Death.