What is Love?! [BL]

CHAPTER 15

LEI'S POV

He left, avoiding me again. The cycle keeps repeating over this past few years, I'm tired but I keep trying. I keep trying to hold him, to steal glances... I just love him very much. Yeah, I know, I looked like a fool chasing him even though I have everything, and I can everything. I want only Dark. But I lose him...

Tumayo naman na ako sa pagkakaupo para umalis na ng hinawakan ni Jieya ang kamay ko para pigilan na makaalis.

"Your hand" sabi ko naman sa kaniya pero di siya nakikinig at uminom ng tea niya. "It's your chance, but why the hell didn't you take it?" Tanong niya naman sa akin. Nakita ko naman na nakatingin lang si Flynn sa amin habang nakatayo.

"I just don't want it, have some problem?" Sagot ko naman sa kaniya at pilit na inalis ang kamay niya na nakahawak sa akin. "Yeah, I have. Based on my source, that woman, who is your Ex's Girlfriend is not his Girlfriend. They are just fooling around you" sabi niya naman sa akin. Maya maya pa ay lumapit si Flynn sa amin imbes na umalis na.

"Jieya, stop it. You are not helping Lei to move on" sabi niya naman kay Jieya at tinanggal ang kamay niya sa kamay ko. Tumingin naman si Jieya sa kaniya at ngumiti lang. "Lei want him, I just want to give Lei what she wants. You know" simple niya namang sambit at tumayo na.

"But you know Lei, there is no point at chasing him. I know that the two of love each other until now but it's too toxic to comeback. But if you want him, you can ask me for the things" sabi niya naman sa akin at umalis na. Nandito pa din naman si Flynn na nakatingin sa akin at ngumiti. Maya maya pa ay niyakap niya ako kahit ayaw ko naman.

"Just take it easy, it's not okay to hold on into that something that we have not control. It's not good for you" sabi niya naman sa akin at ginulo ang buhok ko pagkatapos niyang sabihin yun at nagpaalam na siya na umalis para sa start ng klase. He is kind to me all the time, and there's no one who can't guess that he has a crush on me. Yeah I can tell even he doesn't want to show but he deserves better than me. And I don't want anyone... Dark is all I need.

Nagsimula na rin naman na akong maglakad para sa first class ko. Pero habang naglalakad ako ay may tinatawagan ako to less the time at para na rin hindi boring habang naglalakad ako.

["Hello (?)"] Sagot namn ng kabilang linya na siyang ikinatingin ko kung anong oras na.

["You said that you will accompany me? Where are you, Wren?"] Tanong ko sa kaniya habang naglalakad pa din sa hallway ng ibang department. Bakit pala hindi ko dala ang car ko ngayon? This is hassle. Pagkatapos ng morning class ko, wala na akong gagawin, except sa kunin ang car ko sa carwash.

["I have my shoot, right now. Why?"] Sagot at tanong niya naman na siyang ikinatango ko nalang kahit di niya makita.

["Oh is that so? With Neo and Senddayah? I guess you are not free in the afternoon, you seems to be busy"] tanong ko naman sa kaniya habang nag sscroll sa sched ng mga iba kung kaibigan pero lahat sila ay hindi bakante mamayang hapon. I guess I have to be alone, just for this day.

["Yeah, I'm with them. Why? You don't have classes in the afternoon? And you want to hang out right? I can sense it"] tanong niya naman sa akin. Maya maya pa ay inilayo ko ang cellphone ko s tainga ko ng may sumigaw sa background niya.

["Inutusan kitang magbihis at hindi makapag-usap na naman sa Pinsan mo. Camera is on everywhere. If you knew how sweet you are to your Cousin they will write an article about your relationship. And additional, they don't know about her existence"] whatever, I just have to be alone I guess. And why do the hell Uncle hired that manager? Masyadong Eskandalosa at isa pa she is very strict like what the hell? Does she really thinks that news outlet will publish such articles without the permission of Uncle? I'm done with her, duh.