Never Let You Go

Faisla

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Naina remain seated their crying miserably seeing him going out from room leaving her alone... again she didn't get chance to explain him... again she got blamed for the sin which she didn't do... suddenly her phone buzzed... she looked the name displayed on her phone – Kamya... she didn't get courage to pick up the phone and talk time being...

She was both mentally and physically exhausted from everything what all happened with her since morning... firstly her argument with Sameer, his forced kiss, medical report and now Sameer's warning... she has no one around who trust her except her friend... but his threat to get rid of this matter in one day makes her much stressed... she went out in balcony and slipped on floor sitting in a corner...

Kamya's continuous calls divert her attention... wiping her tears she picked up the call keeping herself as calm as possible...

Kamya asked worriedly, "kya hua Naina... mein kab se phone kar rahi hun... tu hai kahaan... mujhe laga teri tabiyat aur toh kharaab nahin ho gayi.. I was worried about you..."

Naina replied sounding as normal as possible, "no I am fine... voh... haan mein washroom mein thi... phone silent tha toh sunaayi nahin diya... tu bata kaisi hai... aur kab aa rahi hai vaapas..." she was desperate to talk to her as she has no one else who understood her....

Kamya chatted with her for quite some time which gives her slight peace of mind... she informed that her trip has extended for a week more as after long time she has met her relatives...

Naina hesitantly shared her about her pregnancy making her shock, "Naina tu yeh kya kah rahi hai... tu ne toh kaha tha ki Sharad has never touched you and till now you don't have any relation with your new husband also... then how can this be possible.. do you have any other affair also... any other man in your life...?"

Naina explained her everything that she herself doesn't know how it happens... she never gets into physical relation with anyone in her entire life and herself so confused...

After thinking a lot Kamya said, "Naina, I think you should abort this child... dekh mein tere bhale ke liye hi kah rahi hun... jab tujhe khud nahin pata ki yeh kiska baby hai toh tu duniya ko kya jawaab degi... aur tujhe kya padi hai kisi aur ka bachcha paalne ki... teri apni khud ki uljhane kuchh kam hai jo aur musibat leni hai tujhe..."

Naina replied her in shock, "Kamya.. yeh paap hai... galat hai... mein aisa nahin kar sakti... chaahe kuchh bhi ho par mein kisi ki bhi jaan nahin le sakti... mein jyaada nahin jaanti par yeh mere andar hai toh kahin na kahin mujhse jud toh gaya hi hai..."

Kamya insist her advising all possible difficulties she had to face if she keep this baby, "Naina, tu paagal mat ban.... itna bada decision emotional hokar nahin liya jaata... be practical aur abhi teri umra hi kya hai... dekh meri ek known Gynae Doctor hai... mein unse abhi baat karti hun... tu kal hi unse mil aur iss musibat se chhutkara paa le... tu khud itni mushkilon se apni dusri shaadi ko nibhane ki koshish kar rahi hai aise mein iss bachche ki jimmedari kaise nibhayegi... aur ab toh tere husband ne bhi mana kar diya hai tera saath dene se... agar kal tak tu ne kuchh nahin kiya toh voh tujhe ghar se nikaal dega, phir kya karegi, kahaan jayegi tu... thande dimag se soch... yeh sab bohot mushkil hai...." she advise her giving all negative facts...

Naina being always a simple, naïve girl, finally accepted her advice reluctantly... she knew she had no source and support to give birth to this child... after talking to her Naina laid down at her usual place, staring the dark black sky thinking on her life, "kya Kamya sahi kah rahi hai... Sameer ji ki najron mein yeh bachcha Sharadji ka hai aur agar kabhi yeh baat saamne aayi toh sabko sach pata chal jayega ki iss bachche se Sharad ka bhi koi vaasta nahin... mein kya jawaab dungi... kaise sabko samjhaungi... mere character par ungli uthaane ki ek aur wajah sabko mil jayegi... aur jis bachche ke pita ka naam bhi mujhe nahin pata usey duniya ke kitne taane sunane padenge... par kisi ki jaan lena, yeh bhi toh paap hai... kya mein yeh kar paaungi... bachche toh bhagwan ka aashirwaad hote hai... kitne log tadapate hai iss khushi ke liye aur mein iss khushi ko thukra rahi hun..."