Chapter 16: Avoiding You

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Ruby's POV

I did not responded to Reis when he's teasing us on our way back to the front aisle of the fortress. All in the family are with us, escorting us out. Paulilt-ulit ko ring inisip kung totoo ba ang ginawa niya kanina o utos lang ni Papa?

Sumasagi sa isipan ko na ginawa niya lang 'yon bilang parte ng trabaho niya o ginawa niya 'yon dahil inalok siya ni Papa ng isang bagay na hindi niya matatanggihan para lang ipamukha na mahal niya ako o kaya niya akong protektahan... Because that is Papa...

He'll do everything just to make me happy even if its hurting me even more.

Pero pinapamukha lang niya sa akin na hinding-hindi ako kahit kailan mamahalin ng iba nang kusa hangga't walang kapalit... He always makes me feel that I needed to pay for something just to get love and attention.

"Should I send guards?" Tanong ni Rashea.

I rolled my eyes pagkatapos ay umiling. Hindi na ako nagsalita pa saka sila hinarap.

I could not talk since that thing happened. Since he kissed me.

"Bye," I said without any emotions lingering on my face.

Humalik sila sa pisngi ko at hinatid papasok. Zion placed his hands on the top of my head to make sure that I will not bump it.

"Thank you..." He mouthed on my parents.

"Kiss," pang-aasar pa ni Reis.

"Wanna die?" I asked fast.

Mabilis siyang umiwas ng tingin at sumipol.

"Joke," He mumbled silently.

"Zion!" I called. "Let's go," I commanded and he followed my order.

Pumasok siya sa sasakyan at nagsimula siyang paandarin ito paalis. Ang tingin niya ay sa akin ngunit nakapikit ang mga mata ko habang inaalala ang nangyari kanina.

His soft lips feeling mine—it feeds me. It brings up my wilderness. Is it because we are mated? It should be only him feeling this, not me. Because if I'm feeling this, I should be feeling so weak, vegetative, and lifeless.

Because wolf gets weak or die if they will feel any affection towards mortals. Wolves can't love mortals unless they will choose to bite it to make that mortal an immortal.

And here I am... Full of energy and still... Full of desire and lust, thinking how will that lips will taste me again. And if that happens, I will not hesitate to do it back until I am satisfied.

Bakit ba kasi wala siyang pasabi? Sana nahalikan ko siya pabalik!

Goddamn, why am I not feeling anything? Why isn't affecting my strength? What's happening? I should be getting unconscious or sick about that kiss taming my wild heart.

Instead, I want more...

I want to bite him... But if I will do it... I will bring him to a big trouble... Fuck, does his lips contain euphoriant?

Gusto ko pa ng kiss ni Zion!

"Don't think about it... I'm sorry. I did it to distract you. Naawa lang ako sa'yo," he whispered in a deep voice.

That's when I opened my eyes. I do not know that he's staring at me all the time. Hindi ba siya nababahala? Come on he's fucking driving!

"Why?" I asked. "I need a reason why did you kiss me out of pity. Of all things na gagawin mo, hahalik pa talaga?" tanong ko nang diretsahan.

He did not say anything. Instead, he stared at my lips. Then, it tempted me to kiss him again. In my thoughts, I should own his lips this time with my moves... Hindi sa kanya.

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