Blazed

Chapter Twenty-Four

{Authors Note}- Hey all you beautiful people that's reading this is a short update, so I can take you off that Cliff I left you dangling hopelessly on. Out of curiosity I looked at all the comments from Stranded and noticed how most of you guys hated Kendall in the beginning. I am just wondering how do you feel about her now? This chapter is dedicated to @Shake_n_Blake because she makes some awesome werewolf stories, and she is really nice if you've ever talked to her. Like seriously I fell so hard in love with her story The Luna's Human so if you have not checked it out, you don't know what you're missing.

Louis

She loves me.....

But why did that one little word terrify me so much, as well as send a jolt of overwhelming happiness through me. Yes, that was it this was all too overwhelming. Too many emotions were running through me at the moment. I didn't know how to feel, how to react. Hell I couldn't even find the courage to look her in the eyes.

While she boldly stared down at me with a very determined look on her face. Zayn was right I couldn't just be friends with her. Because she loved me, and even if I was too afraid to admit it I still loved her, hell I will always love her. Still I couldn't do this again not go through the same pain and heartache. She'll probably end up shutting me out again.

But she's still here, she came back if she didn't love me she wouldn't be here right now.

I couldn't stop that one thought from repeating itself. She looked like she was ready to take anything I had to dish out to her. Even if it wasn't very pleasant. Was I ready to start over with her? Did I want to take that risk again? God I needed Zayn right now. Where is he when you need him?

"Kendall I-"

Before I could even start someone was knocking on the door. Thank god. I jumped up and ran to the door, almost tripping over King as he ran up the stairs. Without looking out of the peephole I had yanked the door open, only to internally groan when I saw who was on the other side.

"Loubaby," Jessica screeched, while she lunged herself into my arms."I missed you so much. You have no idea what I had to go through."

"I missed you too." I half-lied, because I did miss her being here but I didn't miss the arguing or her using all my money. Then I felt guilty thinking about what I was doing with Kendall.
 I wasn't a cheater.

Damn I was fucked.

Everything I did with Kendall just felt so right, because I loved her, but what about Jess. Still I was confused I needed a moment alone.

"Lewis babe you're zoning out." Jessica chuckled as she stepped back away from me.

"What did you call me?"

Her green eyes widen slightly before she was shaking her head."I was only joking Louis. I'm trying to make amends here." She stepped closer to me, leaning in slightly so that her chest was brushing against mine."We can have makeup sex."

"Jessica-"

"I'm leaving." Kendall shoved my sweater into my stomach, with so much force that it had me gasping for air. Once I caught my breath I glanced up and noticed she was walking down my driveway, and turning onto the sidewalk. She was walking in the dark? Where's her car?

"Kendall wait!" I called out then pushed the sweater in Jessica hands, so I could catch up with her."Wait up; you can't walk in the dark by yourself."

She flipped around when I gripped her shoulder, her brown eyes narrowed on me. Like I was the most annoying thing she's seen all day.

"Why do you care what I do?" She snapped, then jabbed a finger in my chest."Just leave me alone Louis. I can take care of myself." And then she turned her back on me and started walking again.

"What do you expect me to do Kendall she's my girlfriend?" I hissed angrily, as I trailed behind her easily catching up to her retreating form.

Kendall stopped again and turned to face me."If she's your girlfriend then why are you chasing after me? Instead of being back with her having fucking make up sex."

I opened my mouth to speak but ended up shutting it back. What was I suppose to say to that? Because I had indeed left my "girlfriend" to chase after Kendall. Instead I just stared back meeting her furious gaze with my blank one.

"Exactly."

"You know what," Finally I snapped my calm resolve crumbling in just seconds."You're not going to turn this all around on me. I'm not the way that did this to us." I couldn't stop my voice from rising.

She gasped her eyes widening comically."You're the one that left."

"And you fucking let me!" I screeched, louder than I had expect. It was so loud that one of the neighbours flicked on their lights and stepped out on their porch, to see what was going on.

The nosey shits.

"Fuck you," Kendall said, making me turn my gaze back to her. Her face had turned an angry shade of red, while her eyes glistened with unshed tears."I want to punch you so bad right now but I don't even have the energy."

"Shit," I ran a shaky hand through my hair."Look..I...fuck."

"Is everything okay here?" My gaze shifted to the voice, that belonged to a familiar tall guy that looked over at Kendall with a concerned gaze.

"Everything’s fine Nick go back inside." I expected him to leave but instead he stayed, and put all his focus on Kendall.

He smiled at Kendall, and in that moment I just wanted to punch Nick."Miss is everything okay?" he stepped around me, closed the distance between him and Kendall."You don't look okay."

Kendall just sighed and shook her head while staring up at Nick."I just want to go home." she admits.

"Do you need me to call you a taxi, I'll pay for it if you need money." Nick asks while placing a reassuring hand on her shoulder.

"Look Nick," I stepped in front of Kendall and removed his hand. "You should mind your own business, She doesn't need any of your-"

"Actually I can call a cab myself, but you could wait with me so he doesn't have to." She says while stepping back from me."I'm pretty sure he's got more important things to do."

In response to her sarcastic remark I rolled my eyes and snorted."Yes I do have more important things to do." I shrugged, “But I'll be a gentleman and wait for your cab to get here." I said.

Kendall just snorted in response and turned away from me. She pulled her phone out of her pocket to I'm guessing call a cab. While I stood awkwardly next to Nick, the resident nosy neighbour and goody to shoes. The guy would literally give his shoes to a shoeless guy.

"Louis you sure you want to wait out here, you're not wearing any shoes." he points out while looking worriedly down at my sock covered feet."You could borrow my shoes if you want? Or I could just get another pair out of the house?" He asks.

"That won't be necessary but thank you."

When Kendall hangs up her phone she sits down on the curb and tells us that it'll be about ten minutes. I'm tempted to ask her about her car but I don't because I am mad at her, and you just don't make small talk with someone you're arguing with.

Instead I sat on the curb with her but made sure I put some space between us. Nick must have thought that the open space was for him because he happily sat between us. He had managed to strike up a conversation with Kendall, and tried to include me into it, like the nice guy he was. The whole thing was just so irritating.

Nick was doing his best to make Kendall smile, which he was actually succeeding at. For the life of me I couldn't help but narrow my eyes on him and roll my eyes when he made her smile. Because I was the only one, that could make her smile like that. She obviously was faking just to make him feel better.

Five minutes later the cab was pulling up in front of us. My sole's of my feet were practically freezing against the cold, hard, ground. Something told me that I might or might not have a cold the tomorrow morning. She had waved goodbye but received an unwanted hug from Nick, because Nick was a fucking hugger but she still hugged back.

At this point I was grinding my teeth together because she hadn't even acknowledged me. Shit we were fighting. Why the hell did I expect her to still want to talk to me? I shook those feelings off and denied the hug Nick was trying to give me. Instead I just politely thanked him and walked back home.

"What was that all about?" Jessica questioned before I had even stepped foot into the house."The girl is such a drama queen."

"And you aren't." I muttered, as I sat down on the couch next to her. The couch that me and Kendall just snogged on. I tried desperately to block out the feel of her heated skin against my lips.

Unfortunately though the obvious tent in my sweat pants was making it very hard to forget. Damn her and her smooth nice smelling skin. Then again I shouldn't be getting this aroused by just thinking about her. What was I a teenage boy all over again?

Jessica sent me a seductive smile, “Is that for me?" she purred, while inching closer to pants.

A groan left me when she pressed her palm to my erect!ion. I let my head fall back on the head rest of the couch, so I could stare up at the ceiling. Could I really let Jessica suck me off, while I was thinking about Kendall. I whimper when I felt her tug my pants down to my knees.

This was so wrong in so many ways. I might as well pack a bag now because it was going to be a long trip to hell. And apparently I had a first class seat.