me n my gayness

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before i start this I THOUGHT I SAW MY BUNNY'S POOP IN MY BED AND I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT IT WAS SO I PICKED IT UP AND IT WAS BROWN/BLACK AND ROUND AND I WAS ABOUT TO SCREAM BC I THOUGHT I HAD MY PET BUNNY'S POOP IN MY HANDS but it was just a button.

so 

i'm pretty sure i'm straight. 

BUT.

there have definitely been times where i was not very straight!!!! like i had a gf in third grade and i know ur like: "that doesn't count u were like nine" (i was actually seven or eight bc our school system was different) but we were actually poppin like u know we lasted for a while bro.

and i've kissed a couple girls on the lips (but i dont count those as my first kisses) nd im honest to god i've done more but nothing intense dog (that's a lie but i dnt wna share it)

and then ofc the infamous rumor spread around in fifth grade that i was lesbian and that i was dating my friend which was a lie bc i said 'i was attracted to girls' but i still considered myself straight and i was not dating my best friend. 

those rumors weren't tru lol trust me i don't need my friends thinking: "she's like a lesbian so i think she has a crush on me" bitch if i had a crush on a girl it would be very clear i would straight up say; 'hey i have a crush on u' but with boys that's a different story. (with holly im just openly gay) 

fast forward to now. 

i am openly attracted to girls!!! would i date a girl??? probs not... am i attracted??? hell yea!!!

don't even lie even if ur straight you've seen a girl on insta or irl and you've been like, "hit it for me one time. hit it for me two times. hit for me three times. let's go."

or some extra shit like that or maybe not but imagine how boring and heterosexual the world would be without people like me to fuck shit up and save ppl who feel the same way around the world.

anyways i'm not as attracted to girls as i am boys. like if i see boys walk by i'll be like, 'damn they fine as fuck' even if they really aren't. but that's just me! if i see a group of girls i'll probs be like, 'aight' like i won't even acknowledge it. 

but yea u guys can ask questions and if any of u give me the whole: "ur thirteen u can't decide ur sexuality now", then i'll decide my sexuality when someone a girl is sitting on my face!!!!

thnks 4 reading whores, sluts, bitches nd ghosts. wooooo zuzu out i feel bomb and bicurious as fuck!!!

#zuzaf 

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