it's like two in the morning for me right now bear with me. (i spent an hour writing this praise me bitch)
okay so i consider myself a softcore/on the verge of hardcore feminist bc why the fukc not but sometimes boys can become a part of my life which is bad bc i need to be studying for finals rn lolol maybe not at two am but the possibilities!
okay so yEAH, i know and realize that a girl/women's life does not and will never 'live on' what boys think of them, what boys like, etc. like u know when people are like:
"guys don't like it when you swear."
and then i'm like: "oh guys don't like it when i swear? *ahem* fuckshitassholedickdamnmotherfuckerassbitchputafuckerjackass. whew, do guys still not like me? lol!"
yeah and when girls aren't paying attention in my latin class my latin teacher is like: "boys like girls who are smart and do their work." like okaay, is my education now only supposed to be for boys?
anyway's gonna do a couple mini-rants that are mostly about boys and liking boys etc etc. oh and some topics that might make y'all uncomfortable but it's not abt sex or anything so(hol up scratch tht they are literally almost all about sex/sexual stuff).
k leggo!
1 - boys and jokes vs boys and harassment!
so remember when i was talking about spanish boys and i was telling you about my friend who asks me and other people out as jokes? yeah, so i know that he's joking and i also know i'm super ugly so who tf is gonna crush on me but i'm pretty sure he likes me bc he used to act like my bitch whenever he saw me. he'd be like: "omg hi zuzu!" and shit like that and get all excited and crap.
but i think on thursday i was getting ice cream from the ice cream truck that comes to my school after school and i was waiting to get my ice cream and the guy, we'll call him jasen, comes over and he's like: "hey babe" so only i can hear and i'm like "ew" to him as he walks by.
so after jasen did that i was like, "okay this hoe does stuff like that a lot and it makes me uncomfortable.." so let's go through a few scenariooos. (unwanted nicknames/pet names)
- he fuckin always brushes against me intentionally and he's usually like "ughh zuzu." or "damn zuzu." and i'm like umm okay then but i didn't take it seriously i guess? ("Intentionally brushed up against in a sexual way.")
- and then the other day i blocked him on snapchat bc at first we added each other and then a few days later after posting selfies(where i wasn't asking for it even tho i know my ass is great) he's says something like (and i can't exactly remember): "*something about me and then* and you have a hot body like damn." or something along the lines of my body which i didn't ask to get a very creepy 'compliment' on. and i just laughed because idk i was uncomfortable but i laughed lol k. ("sexual comments about parts of your body; what type of sex you'd be good at; your clothing; or your looks")
- repeatedly asks me & others out: so idk if y'all know this but i'm p sure asking people out even when they say no multiple times is kinda considered harassment. obviously he does it as a joke but :///
so the next time i feel uncomfortable i will yell at him like i have before because he was moaning sexually during ela class while sitting next to me while i was fookin trying to focus and he woULDN'T STOP WHNE I ASKED HIM TO WHAT A LITTLE FUCKER
anyways u guys should be on the watch for this in people, it can be girls or guys but if you ever feel too uncomfortable, go talk to someone about it please: ( https://mainweb-v.musc.edu/vawprevention/research/sexharass.shtml )
2 - fuckboys that u got feelings for/ that are hot
okayyyy so u know the fuckboys aka boys with shitty personalities that are actually so attractive or that you had/have a crush on? yeah me too!
