547 days

By lost_astrophile

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documenting each day for 547 days . 18 months days of inner peace, moments, memories More

Friday 30th December 2022
Saturday 31st December 2022
Sunday 1st January 2023
Monday 2nd January 2023
Tuesday 3rd January 2023
Wednesday 4th January 2023
Thursday 5th January 2023
Friday 6th January 2023
Saturday 7th January 2023
Sunday 8th January 2023
Both sunday and monday
Tuesday 10th January 2023
Serenity
Thursday 12th January 2023
Friday 13th January 2023
Saturday 14th January 2023
Sunday 15th January 2023
Monday 16th January 2023
Tuesday 17th January 2023
Tuesday night
Bucket list ill never do
Idk
Thursday 19th January 2023
Thursday evening
Thursday night
Friday 20th january 2023
Friday night
Saturday 21st January 2023
Update
Saturday night
Sunday 22nd January 2023 Morning
Sunday night
Monday 23rd January 2023
Pain and cravings
Food & cravings
Monday night
Lorenz cravings ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ˜ณ
Tuesday 24th January 2023
Tuesday day
Tuesday night ๐ŸŒ™
Wednesday 25th January 2023
Thursday 26th January 2023
Thursday night
Saturday 28th January 2023
Thoughts :/
Sunday 29th January 2023
Sunday night
Just shut up.
Tears after tears.
Mon 30th Jan 2023
Evening walk i guess
Midnight conversations to my soul
31/1/2023
๐Ÿ’ช๐Ÿผ
1/2/2023
2/2/2023
Thursday night
3/2/2023
4/2/2023
Sat night
5/2/2033
6/2/2023
7/2/2023
๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ
Final thoughts on tonight
Post mortem case
Thursday night
Brief Weekend update
Saturday 11th February 2023
12/2/2023
Friday
Monday
Wed
Thurs.
Fri
Fri night
Sat
Sun
Random / CV revision
:)
Life
im just sad. confused.
Silent night
Morning
Happy
24/2/2023
Sad
Content
25/2/2023
26.2.2023
27.2.2023 dermatology
28/2/2023
1.3.2023
2.3.2023
3.3.2023
6.3.2023
6.3.2023 night My head is a jungle
So calm. 7.3.2023
Snow 8.3.2023
Late night thoughts 9.3.2023
9.3.2023
10.3.2023
11.3.2023
Morning
Research proposal 13.3.2023
15.3.2023
๐Ÿ’ญ๐Ÿ’ฌ
super tired , neurology, pharm
18.3.2023
Scream ๐Ÿ’€
Persian New Year 2023
Cake
21.3.2023
22.3.2023
1st Ramadan
So tired want cookie dough
Lol
Spire & 2nd ramadan
.
27.3.2023
28.3.2023
29.3.2023
30.3.2023
30
1.4.2023
Food cravings lol
Random
2.4.2023
3.4.2024
Kinda sad kina not
BREAK IN WORK
Detailed account of 4/4/2023
5.4
6.4
Yesterday
8.4
My iftar night
Work shifts
11.4
I want cookie dough please
AHHHHHH
Im back lol
Workkk
21/4
Burn out
SHATTERED
23/4
Tired
Life in pictures
Gym
๐Ÿ˜ญ
28/4
InshAllah ill feel better
29/4
30/4
Whatever lol
A letter to my 22/23 year old self
Pics for mems / scrapbook
4/5/23
Cardiovascular examination
.
:/
Dreams
8/5
8/5
9/5
G
11/5
cranial nerve examination 1
~~~~
13/5
14/5
15/5
17/5
17/5
ENT EXAM
Starry night
Knee examination
One more day
Period
23.5
24/5 Best day
Memories
25/5
OSCE
Midnight
27.5
๐Ÿค
28/5
Cousin
๐ŸŒ™
End of diary number 1

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By lost_astrophile

Last day as a 22 year old😧
Wanna be happy today
Happy and positive vibes

Was in the bath when he called I seen his missed call after and my phone was on dnd cos of the music , called him back when I came out the bath but no answer so not sure what is happening with today. At this point I just wanna be happy like good vibes today. I don't care what we do just live in the moment and be happy

I wish shops sold magnolia flowers lol they're one of my faves. Tulips are pretty too.

I can't tell what the weathers like today.
I'm quite tired but trying not to fall back asleep😰

🥳😝



Lol


Having such a good time so far I've laughed until I cried 😂😂😂 they're in a shop surprising me with something now

Apparently they've said I'm the funny one in this group, it's me Iehab iqsa and samah and I've been saying stuff like I don't think before I speak and they started laughing until they had tears 😂😂😂😂 if I write it down it won't even be funny but at the time it's funny lol

It's a good day to choke let's just say that 😂

——
My friends made me cry. I absolutely bawled my eyes out. They went above and beyond I don't deserve any of this. They surprised me with balloons and flowers and a personalised cake . Iehab used a meme of me lol and added a monkey on it it's an inside joke lol. And they took me to the bay and the sun was shining and it was vibes all round, and they got candles and told me to close my eyes and they all started singing happy birthday and that's when I absolutely sobbed. I blew the candles out and people around us were looking and smiling and things.

We went to sprinkles and we all got ice cream and we got a waffle biscuit for all of us to share. We then had a photo shoot at the yellow field by my house with the balloons and everything and it was all so funny

We were playing Arab music in the car and we started dancing and clapping like you know the way Arabs and Asians do, and this family were crossing the road and seen us vibing at the red light and started waving and clapping with us lol

It was just immaculate vibes

And as soon as I came home, I did uni work. I went on a group WhatsApp call with two other uni friends and we did a bit of uni work like fully on my laptop and everything

And then I opened my presents cos I didn't open it in front of them and I'm so undeserving wallah.

I could cry just thinking about it all now, actually have tears in my eyes. I'm quite an emotional person but I really did sob like a baby when they surprised me. Just like the thought behind everything.

I was just so happy. When I cried, I seen Iehab had tears in her eyes and she's not emotional at alllll and it was the first time I probably seen her get proper emotional like that even if it was just glossy eyes she had.

And honestly of all my gifts, my friends are the best gifts in my life. My friends and family and those I love obviously, Ayrton. and health.

I need to tidy my room, I have my balloons in my room and have my flowers, and then I'll go to sleep I need to go extra early tomorrow to get my parking permit which takes an hour or so.

Im still quite emotional.

I think I'm gonna write a letter to myself as my last hours as a 22 year old in a next chapter

I'll upload pics later

22:40pm

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